Monday, September 10, 2007

Meme yet again

i think i have a fear of meme liao. either people do first and tagged me, or either those people that i want to tagged already kana tagged. >.<

This meme actually very long one, but since i decided to be a meme-killer, i breezed through it. hah.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
  • Able to travel around the world
  • Go overseas and work (there is a reason behind it)
  • Tickets to Old Trafford.
  • Win Toto every Mon and Thurs. wahaahahha.
  • To have a girlfriend

Answer the following questions:
1. The person/people who tagged you is/are?

2. Your relationship with him/her is...

  • Soccer-kaki/Uncle Agony for BGR – in short, friend lah

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her...

  • Rich
  • A high sense of humor
  • Knowledgeable
  • Helpful
  • Si Bei Eng (Whole day CBB, no need to work!!)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...

  • Treat me to an unforgettable drinking session

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you...

  • You are the man!!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will...

  • Ask me out every single day to eat and drink

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...

  • Nothing.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...

  • Kidnap him for a sum of money

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...

  • Rich

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is...

  • None at the moment

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...

  • Full of tricks up on his sleeves

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

  • Quiet

13. The character you love of yourself are...

  • Observant

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are...

  • Like to be alone

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...

  • Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints in their heart
  • Remember only the good things in life. It’s a waste to remember the bad things
  • We don’t owe the time to have long talks, don’t have the chance to have more laughs, but even though our worlds don’t meet, always remember that there is a friend willing to help.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...

  • I am going to be a meme-killer. I leave it as it is.

Who is No.6 having relationship with?

  • Nil

Is No.9 a male or female?

  • Nil

If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

  • Nil

How about No.8 and 5?

  • Nil

What is No.2 studying about?

  • Nil

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?

  • Nil

What kind of music band does No.8 like?

  • Nil

Does No.1 has any siblings ?

  • Nil

Will you woo No.3 ?

  • Nil

How about No.7 ?

  • Nil

Is No.4 single ?

  • Nil

What is the surname of no.5?

  • Nil

What is the nickname of no.10?

  • Nil

What is the hobby of no.4?

  • Nil

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

  • Nil

Where is no.2 studying at?

  • Nil

Talk something casually about no.1?

  • Nil

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?

  • Nil

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Sensitivity

Here is some details of my working experience as i cant reveal much due to sensitivity.

Working experience: Shiok, is like i fit into the environment seamlessly
Lunch break: more than 1 hr, lol.. no one will check on it
Working kakis: only guy in the Finance Department (Jay: dont rub salt hor!!)

Anyway, i dont have anything to blog at this moment of time, hence the update could be quite long. I think i might enjoy my 2 months of holidays more than anyone else.

It's so fun shredding those confidential documents!! wahahahahaha..

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

What Tarot Card are You?


You are The Chariot


Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.


The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.




I never knew mine was so complicated and complex!! heh

Monday, August 20, 2007

Shortest interview i ever had

I had an interview scheduled at 3pm at a certain government agency recommended by my agent. The recommendation was so good that she forgotten my area of accessibility. What to do, still have to go for the interview.

I prepared all the documents, wear formal and then they say no need. Wah lan eh, but anyway, the file that i prepared is on standby mode.

The interview was done by 2 minutes the moment those ladies from finance department came in. I can still remembered those questions they ask:

- Can you tell us about your previous working experience?
- What is your job scope beside helping your warehouse supervisor?
- What excel functions you know how to do?

The last question got me off the hook: What do you do during your free time?

Somehow my mind was telling me, you are hired. True enough, my agent call me and ask me to report for work this wed. Alas, have to wear formal liao.

I like the title they have given despite the post of an accounts assistant: Finance officer. Woohoo!! Resume also look nice nice.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Preparing for the worst

Taking a quick time out to blog and update some stuff.

- Called up for reservist in the midst of my examination periods. 2nd time Government called me during this period of time. But lucky, i have solved the problem by sending the letter stating that im a full time student.

- Examinations. When i saw the modules and the date of the examinations, my jaws dropped and eyes widen big big. Business Law, Business Management, Marco-economics and Principle of Accounting. Two theory modules in a space of 1 day, im expecting the worst for Business Management.

- Work. I never knew to get a part time job with CCA and other misc work is so hard to juggle. Hopefully, by the time my exams finish, it will all be solved.

Gotta go, time to stuff my brain with all the Business Management notes. God, help me.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

31 random observations

1) When girls are single, they dress in sexy and revealing clothing. But just as soon as they are in a comfortable relationship - they cover themselves up!

2) Girls who wear glasses are better in bed!

3) You can judge a person's sex life by the way they drive. A smooth driver is somebody who relaxes and enjoys sex.

4) A person who loves the color black and wears black constantly are most likely to be having relationship issues.

5) Girls who don't date are prone to being jealous, competitive and in constant mood swings.

6) People these days work based on their pay check. Back in my time, we worked harder and way more than what we were paid and guess what?!! We had constant salary increases. From $1800 to $3400 - this all happened in just 6 months!

7) Big corporations are untrustworthy. Why? Because arrogance drives them nuts. They think the world wants to have a business relationship with them. They want everything done at no cost or at a very low cost. Never ever appear desperate to a big corporation because being a desperado idiot is stupid!

8) The best clients are small corporations who pay cash and make full payments to get the job done.

9) A great company is a company that can earn and start up without any investors. Look at how the owner of Friendster fell. He apparently got kicked out by his own company! This is what investors can do to you. The Friendster creator is now settled and owns a bar :D

10) Never start a business because you see your friends or other successful entrepreneur start their own business. Start your own business only if you believe and love what you do. Never open a restaurant if you are not the chef!

11) You can love a new song much more if you have seen the music video.

12) If you come from a very poor family, you are sure to succeed better and faster from those who have a rich background.

13) Banks will only loan you money if you are a millionaire or billionaire. A person who really needs a loan does not get one!

14) A black card is a card with unlimited credit.

15) With hard work and determination you can get anything done!

16) If you can dream of your future - that will be your future! Be a positive thinker in all aspects of your life.

17) Never see a fortune teller - for his words will haunt you for life!

18) A weak person needs religion to hold them together. A strong willed person only believes in her or himself.

19) A quiet person is a much more productive worker than a person who is talkative.

20) A person who constantly makes mistakes and apologizes is irresponsible. A responsible person will try his hardest to never make mistakes.

21) When you are successful, everything that you do will be criticized and friends will suddenly be less supportive. Not because you are making the wrong move but because it's the exact path that they would like to pursue.

22) Credit cards are only good to a person who knows how to control their financial standings.

23) Never lend a person money or your belongings - if all you think about is getting it back by - yesterday!

24) Lend with an open heart - only a person who needs money will want to borrow money. Do you think he can return it by tomorrow? If he could return it by tomorrow he wouldn't have borrowed money from you today!

25) Nobody on earth would ever like to steal, cheat or borrow money!

26) When you are the hottest and most popular person in school, you are most likely to be the least popular person when you reach your mid 20's. Be a nerd in school and watch yourself change from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan.

27) If you have a caring and loving mother, you will most likely get a nasty and inconsiderate mother-in-law.

28) If you can remember your dream after you awake, this means that your body has released enough Human Growth Hormones during your sleep. This will make you look more youthful.

29) The eldest in the family are more responsible.

30) The greatest billionaires never completed their studies - Bill Gates is one of them. If you are smart, education will only be a set back!

31) If you can't pursue your career then make babies. That is the next best thing.

EPL Prediction League

Hi to all EPL fans,

We have had a EPL prediction league going for a fews years already and we are starting our 4th season this coming weekend.

No prizes though as this is merely for fun.

Anyway, thought I extend the invitation to you guys.

go to http://redhalfofmanchester.blogspot.com

And not only that, we also have the Yahoo Fantasy League. If you keen to join,

the group is: #1175
password: epl

See you there!!

Friday, August 03, 2007

Update!!

Added a song play list on blog!! Currently featuring:

Mi Lu Bing 迷路兵
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- 适应

Friday, July 27, 2007

10 weird habits meme

Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to - eat

2. I am allowed - stay out late

3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes

4. If i could fix one part of my human body - my teeth.

5. I hate - nagging/abuse authority.

6. If i could date a female celebrity, I would date - Moon Geun Young (My Little Bride korean actress)

7. If i could date a male celebrity, it's - Stephen Chow

8. I'm attracted to - the world out there

9. I hate it - when i dont have enough sleep

10. I prefer to sleep - with no disturbance at all as im a light sleeper.

6 persons chosen to do this are:
- Barffie

-Nadnut

- An

- RedQueen

- Edward

- Min ci

Dont think is weird enough though.

*See, i dont feel good at all when Jaywalk and R3gular tag me at the same time.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Simple personality test: Left or Right?

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.


Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always
on alert.

Im a right-left personality person, how about yours?

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Varieties to choose from..

Holidays is not here yet, neither is the exams. Yet i already got offers for jobs during the 7 weeks holidays.

Currently i only working part time and have the intention to work full time elsewhere. Here are the varieties i got over the last few days:

- My tutor offering a "holidays-only" job at $6.5 per hour
- Job agency contacted me this morning, enquired me about when is my vacation
- Friends lobang

I have the luxury to pick and choose which one i want, though is not certain that i will get it. And i dont even have to worry about nothing to do over the holidays because i still have my part-time job to fall on.

Friday, July 20, 2007

iPhone!!

If my dying phone can survive till next year, then i might get the latest handphone in town!!

Apparently, some people who cant wait to get the phone to be release in Asia next year, they went and buy 3 sets. Yet, they still cant make a call as the phone is not compatible in Singapore, not even tested by the IDA.

The phone is ahead in technology that it just need a button or a touch on screen to make a call and so much more.

The phone is slated to be released in the first quarter of next year or later.

I better start saving up now!!

Monday, July 16, 2007

The power of 4 - Meme

i thought i could escape once, but not twice.. first time doing a meme..

4 jobs i have had in my life
- Fast food restaurant staff
- Logistics Assistant
- Assistant in a photo-developing shop
- Driving during NS (got allowances involved)

4 places i have lived
- Bencoolen Street
- Potong Pasir
- Mcnair Road
- No more as i haven move or shift for the last 17-18 yrs

4 places i have been to vacation
- Malaysia
- Hong Kong
- China
- Sentosa counted??

4 of my favourite food
- Steak
- Sushi
- Chicken Rice
- Curry Puff

4 places i would rather be right now
- Home
- School
- working in a company
- dining in a restaurant

4 friends i would like to tag
- Jaywalk (chim song chim song)
- An
- RedQueen
- Barffie

Saturday, July 14, 2007

A Day of Records and Continuing..

this is the second time where my weekend is burned due to work and CCA been scheduled together like a pack of sardines.. I stay awake for 21 freaking hours.. how i able to do it.. here goes:

Fri the 13th:

7am - woke up, preparing for school
10am to 7pm - in school the whole day for lessons and test

came back and rest for 3 hrs

11pm - 7am - work
7am - 4pm - CCA (The event is call TEN TONS) *this one also another record*

note at the time im drafting this blog hor.. ok, the CCA is about collecting old newspaper islandwide just in order to be in the record books. After we had collect finish, at this time we have no idea that our sector collected the most until the truck came. Just use your imagination as far as possible.. the truck was 1/4 full.. and after we put all what we collected into the truck, the truck is full to the brim!! Even the sector leader was shocked when she saw the papers we have collected.

im going to rest already.. i tar-bo-le tahan liao.. later going to work at 11pm..

maybe sunday will be another day of record of rest.. *yawns*

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Special Day of the Year

Ok, im officially 24 now. And thank you to everyone for the warm wishes and greetings. It's been a long time since i got so many people send me birthday greetings.

Are you all waiting for me to say out my wishes?? If i say out, will it still be granted??

Today nothing special. Attend lecture and tutorial then go back already. Now need to prepare for the test tomorrow. TMD, if not i could have go out and watch movie with my friend.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Cold Turkey!!

I cant wait for the new season of soccer to start.. I cant wait to laid my hands on the football management game, "Football Manager 07/08". Although there is no news of whether this game is coming out or not, i only know that this game will come out every season around Sep or Oct.

The previous CD of "Football Manager 06/07" is in ruin as my old CD drive stop working and i totally forgotten about it until i try to play the game. It didnt work and i have to manually eject it out.. And the CD got the lens marks.. Win liao lor..

The joy of seeing your favourite team claim every trophy in sight like European Cup, domestic title, domestic cup. Players are robots, playing every single game to win. The joy of seeing your most hatred team kana beaten by a high scoreline that they dont know what have hit them. The joy of seeing well-known players signing for your favourite team. The joy of moving up the ladder to manage national teams. Singapore in World Cup? No problem. Play cheat lor, save game before the match.. lose liao, restart the game again.. win, then play against a tougher opponent..

At least this game can keep me occupy for one whole day without disturbance.. hehe.. then i can hack care about CowBoyBar..

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Engine that stop working for 3 yrs

ok.. some updates.. changes in blog skin and tagboard.. i have decided to use my name for all tags blog rather than mistakenly using other names like "passer-by", "me", "stranger", whatever the names suggest..

its been 3 yrs since i touch a book as i was in army and in the working world.. and it have caused me to a slow start.. but luckily, i still have the basic foundation of accounts, business law, and excel.. the starting was the hardest.. is like a machine that stop operating for 3 yrs..

and before the 2 weeks of break.. had Common Assessment on Accounts, Marco-economics and Business Law..

i passed all of them.. but with contrasting results.. bleh.. Accounts no need to say lah hor.. lol.. Marco-economics, the tutor was stunned to see my results.. and ask me where i go wrong.. all i can say is silly mistakes.. she was expecting me to get high marks.. Business Law, i tot i would fail because most of the questions were on Misrepresentation which i didnt study due to some mix up.. but i pass beyond my expectation.. woohoo..

after the 2 weeks of break.. i know where i stand now.. and the engine in me is fully operational.. wahahah.. time to aim higher now..

and now, for no apparent reason, i kana aim by all the tutors.. in a good way of course.. kaoz.. and i dont like any bit of it...

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Pent-up frustration

3 months have passed since i last contacted my former working colleagues..

the moment i ask him, "how are you? how work?"

guess what he say next..

full of vulgarities as everything have been pushed to him.. i mean, been on ground, you could only do these much, yet assigned him with 2 different publishers.. with all the racks up, cartons are still needed to put books, and plastic covers also?? what the hell.. that is worst than slave liao..

i can understand what he is going through and not only that, his buddy is also going to leave this company although i understand that he was going to become a full timer the last i heard..

he also ask me to come back and work with him.. lol.. well, studies still come first..

look like he have to go through another 1 and 1/2 yrs of contract.. i wonder where is his benefits have gone to?? is either abused or neglected.. sigh..

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

National Day Survey

i read about the national day celebrations survey in the newspaper.. and i was astonished to find what the people actually want in the performance..

more of fireworks.. check
more of gunfiring.. check
less of mass display.. check

but i dont think the survey really show the true value of the celebration.. no??

let see..

free goodies bag?? no??
see handsome army guys in the march past?? no??
see chio bu guiding people in the sing along during the pre-celebration segment?? no??
see own kids performing in the mass display?? no??

i mean, come on, singaporeans are typical kiasu..

Thursday, June 14, 2007

MRT Lines

i was stunned when people ask me what colour of the MRT line the area im staying.. especially my classmates..

huh.. i know which line to go to my destination.. i tried to remember all the stations.. but colour of the MRT line?? that's new to me sia..

Got blue, red, green, purple, yellow.. Dont tell me you all going to memorize the colours of the line when the Circle Line and Downtown Line start operating in the future?? If run out of colours, how??

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Pre Reflections 2007

2 weeks of holidays.. or some say, time to catch some breath..

in the last post, i will elaborate further into 3 parts..

Family

i realised that the time my family got into these problems is much longer than i thought.. yet they able to go through it without trouble is miracle.. in the past, im not aware of the problem as they ask me to focus on my studies.. so when i get to know about it after my ITE studies, it had already affected me very much.. but now, the thinking that i have all along is rather uncalled for, as i find it hard to cast it aside during studies.. with these 2 weeks of break, i hope i can set my priorities right..

Studies

my main aim was to get into poly.. now that i have got in, people have challenged me to aim for uni.. erm.. if im able to get in, it will be a bonus.. at least in ITE, the aim was there.. now is just to get the diploma.. that all.. haha.. wait till the first semester is over, i will know where i stand..

Working

2 months ago, i saw my colleague in this fast food restaurant.. i approached her for a job in it.. i was rather hesitate to work and studies at the same time as i did before.. and when i did that, i flunk my studies.. so you could say i have the phobia.. first time when she offer me, i reject straight away as they dont recognise my ITE cert.. when she offer me the second time, i consider and at the same time, seek friends' opinion..

firstly, im not very in need of cash.. is the thought of lessening my family burden.. secondly, the pay is low.. but i can gain some experience.. thirdly, exorcise the ghost.. hahaha..

Friday, June 01, 2007

Root of problem

I think i have changed.. for the worse.. not for the better..

The root of the problem comes from my family and somehow this problem has nothing to do with me.. yet i was strapped around it to my ankles and followed me wherever i went.. From NS, previous working place and now, poly studies..

Out of sudden, i find studies is a burden and i should have work instead.. Being the eldest son, the family of course have high expectations of me.. after graduate, coming out to work and able to provide extra income to my family. im very confused right now.. quitting studies for work seem the best solution.. but on the other hand, people been giving encouragement.. but i dont want encouragement.. i want a solution to my family problems.. is really tiring to have these metal chains strapped across the ankle..

is very difficult to focus on my studies when my mind is on my family problems..

i think i really need help.. desperately!!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

NS story

guys who went NS.. sure got stories to tell.. somehow my classmates were curious to know what i do as a police..

i stare blankly at them and say, "play with dog lor!!" and also carry on about different job scope and places of deployment.. i also told them that we need to train the dog these commands, "Sit.." "Down.." "Stand.." and "Stay.." and we also use these commands on ourselves when the place that we deployed to, have nothing to do.. cannot play handheld games, cannot bring hp, cannot bring newspaper.. the only place that dont allow all these things is prisons.. and no, i didnt get to woman prison or the changi prison..

the prisons i went was queenstown remand prison, kaki bukit centre, and 2 more.. i forgotten the name but i know where is it.. haha..

Once i reach the deployment point, i take out the walkie-talkie, put on the table and command myself, "Sit" "Down" and the last command will be, with the snap of my finger, "Sleep"

That's my story as a dog handler.. not interesting right.. but the next 2 incidents make me abit regret my choice of going to dog unit..

i was on duty as a driver at the extreme east of the island.. so supervisor required me to drive to HQ, which is at the northern part of Singapore to fetch my colleagues and his dog.. straight away shoot through PIE.. so i was cruising at a normal speed in the middle lane at BKE.. then saw this malaysian lorry.. ROAD HOGGING in the middle lane.. bloody hell, driver sleepy is it or donno how to keep to left lane?? my instincts tell me that it was not the case, so i signal to the left lane and catch up with the lorry.. the very first sight that greeted me was the driver talking on his hp, without knowing that a police truck was at his side.. at that time, police was quite strict with drivers who talk on the phone while driving.. i keep staring at him while on the wheels.. i dont want to horn him, i want to give him a surprise..

he did a double take when he saw me.. lol.. he quickly put his hp down.. and i show him the body language, "Why? what so special that you able to talk on the phone while driving?" then he apologise.. i did not stop him, i just literally give him a second chance, i look again at his direction for awhile before picking up speed.. then from my rear-view mirror, he signal to the left.. my mind was thinking, "hai.. phone call so important meh??"

do you know what my colleague tell me when i told him about the incident?

"wah.. so good.. can use the authority to stare at people without kana complain.. i want also dont have.."

second incident.. again deployed as a driver.. i was on the way to do errands and stop at a T-junction.. the car infront of me didnt move at all despite no car.. "oi.. kin leh.. dont take your own sweet time.. got something to do leh.." and horn the bugger infront.. i think the driver saw the "POLICE" sign big big in front of his rear view mirror.. guess what he do next?? drive off??

he buckled up his seat belt.. wah lao.. im not TP lah.. at that time, i also didnt buckled up my seat belt.. then he drive off.. i overtake him and give him a confused look.. he dont dare to look up.. lol..

wearing the uniform never feels so proud!!

i think i should have gone for traffic police instead of dog unit.. sure hit the quota one.. haha..

1. never buckled up seat belt
2. driving while talking on a hp
3. driving under the influence of alcohol
4. if only this is implemented, signal!! hai..

Saturday, May 19, 2007

First time with Jaywalk

yesterday meet up with Jay for the first time.. unforgettable night.. get to know 2 groups of friends.. one during dinner.. one during drinking session..

im skipping the dinner part.. straight to drinking session..

if the drinking session is all about beer and hard liquor.. then you are kana robbed by Jay liao.. i try 2 new drinks.. one of them, i think i need to get the recipe from him.. haha.. no name, nothing.. i only know drink it and bite the lemon.. taste heavenly..

second one.. gin.. seriously i never try this before.. i think im more suited to beer and hard liquor.. but with Jay around, i think i have to go for more training and try out different kinds of beer, wines, gin, vodka, whiskey, tequila..

first cup was double shot.. finish it though struggle with the taste.. second cup single shot.. i only finish 3/4 of the cup before Jay pour another shot in.. hong kan.. my mind already tell me if i go for this, i will head straight to the toilet.. it will be a waste throwing up all the good food that i had during dinner time.. i had expected what Jay going to do next: he ask the group to encourage me to drink finish it.. donno why, i go for the risk and game enough to drink 3/4 of it.. and off i went to the toilet.. i only know i vomit 1/3 of it out..

next time i know what to expect if i meet Jay again.. never have a full dinner.. have some room for drinks also..

anyway, Jay, thanks for the dinner and the drinks.. and also get to know friends through you.. i will add their blogs along the way.. erm, pardon me for the background if they happen to tag on my blog.. will change it as and when i have the time..

Monday, May 14, 2007

Decisions making

hate to make these decisions after thinking long and hard..

1. i have decided to use my ITE style of preparing for exams liao.. im not a person who is able to understand through reading.. rather i write down all over again (simplified style with important points).. Lectures and tutorial didnt really help even with notes..

2. i thinking of changing blog.. though blogger have fervently served me for 3 years.. it's time to move to a better place where interaction would be the top priority.. im not saying that people cant interact at my tagboard.. but i would have prefer if they identified themselves.. i would make an announcement when i have the new blog done..
(ed: after hearing from friends, i decided not to change..)

3. Being in poly for one month, i have seen a fair share of funs and anger.. not for me though as i have yet to be in that stage of anger.. Boys been boys.. they cant seem to take criticisms in their strive.. words have to choose carefully before telling them..

4. Relationships.. i think this point is considered the most important point to the readers.. haha.. but i purposely put it to the last.. firstly im not despo to find a gf as the age gap is too big for me.. secondly, the time is still not right for me.. thirdly, im still relishing been single..

Blog Makeover

at the moment, i dont have any thing to blog.. but on the other hand, i think it's time for a blog makeover..

anyone want to share their master script to the blog?? haha.. all contributions are welcome..

Monday, May 07, 2007

Blue-collared workers

today in class for business management tutorial when this interesting discussion takes place..

Teacher: "what kind of people will go to Starbucks?"

Classmate: "Blue-collared people........."

the moment i heard blue collared workers, my classmate is on road to humiliation liao.. for those people who dont know, blue collared workers are those people working in factory, manufacturing, technical kind of industries. The real answer was white collared people where they work in offices or banks. My teacher have a puzzled look when my classmate give her answer.

Teacher: "Any idea where blue collared workers work?"

Me: "Factories!!"

i feel so bad after class.. sigh..

anyway, i begin to feel complacent in accounts liao.. despite been the 4th week of school term..

the moment the first transaction had been explained, all my accounting knowledge comes back liao..

is like a jigsaw puzzle that you have done so many times for the last 2 yrs, you began to get bored with it, decided to stop for 2 yrs to try something new.. after that you chanced upon your jigsaw puzzle again, you decided to give it a try.. but then all the pieces you already know where to place liao except for some pieces that still need to figure out.. sigh..

Monday, April 30, 2007

Super Auntie

i finally saw the power of a super auntie..

i was on a bus on the way to school.. packed to the brim where people have to stand on the step.. what im going to witness next, will kow-tow to the auntie..

she knock on the entrance.. wanting to get in.. the bus driver LL.. open the door for her and let her in.. she use her elbow and push her way through, stop for awhile to tap her ez-link card.. and then take a deep breath, push all her way to the middle of the bus without saying "excuse me.."

i got two kinds of people who experience the auntie's shove and see how she shoved her way through.. and two kinds of stares at her, the kind of irritated that they have been shoved.. and another was the kind of admiration that the auntie was able to shoved her way through.. im the last kind..

two thumbs up for her.. though i was hesitate to show it in front of her.. and the fact that these kind of aunties, i seen it all.. wonder why so kan cheong to get on the bus given that the bus will not move till all have boarded the bus.. or is it because of the seat available on the bus.. is not as if this is the only bus running the whole of singapore..

oh, another thing, dont stand in front when the bus door is in front of you.. the aunties will push you all the way to the back.. dont believe, try it!!

Emo-ness

sitting on the cold floor of the bathroom, mind was not thinking about taking a bath.. though i was stark naked, my mind wanders to the past.. with my eyes closed, i reach out to the knob, and turn on the shower.. with water hitting on my head, tears began to flow down with the water..

"what have i done to deserve this kind of state or treatment?"
"what kind of friends are you all showing to me right now?"
"what is the purpose of putting the mask on?"
"why the need to tell lies to me?"
"why put a knife behind my back while you are smiling at my side?"

the natural breeze send a chill in me and awoke my senses to the reality.. i feel nothing despite the heater is not on.. all my mind can only read one word, "BETRAYED!!"..

anger have consumed my appetite.. sadness have taken away my happiness.. but somehow, despite the spiritual fall, there was a last ounce of energy in me to declare this, "time to move on..friends are measured by the trial of time.. friends are those who stay by your side despite bad times happen to you.. where are these friends? they are still staying by my side for the last 11 yrs.. though far and few, it enough for me.. the rest, i donno.. or should i say, dont push your luck?!"

optimistic in me is back, with a new scar shown at the back.. water have not wash my guilt or sin away.. but it show a reflection in me what i can improve on.. maybe mentally and the awareness to trust new friends..

with that in mind, i turn off the knob and dry myself.. and clothed myself to hid the scar..

Thanks for the scar you all have given me!!

Friday, April 27, 2007

First Year in Poly

poly life now is in full throttle.. so far so good.. but somehow my time managing skills look very outdated.. need some upgrading.. or maybe i still haven adjust to poly life yet as i will be very tired at the end of the day.. the moment i sit on the bus, my eyes can close straight away..

just an overall view of the modules im taking right now..

Business Computing Applicants (IT) - this module is just like IT. And i find this module a waste of time. The tutor just ask us to refer to books and dont want to teach us anything. might as well dont attend or dont teach better..

Macroeconomics - study economics. I have print out all the lecture notes in this module. im not kiasu lah.. i find it not worth to print one lecture every week.. might as well print all at one go, bind it and more easier to go through..

Business Management - manage people. these group of lecturers are the most messy lot.. last sem notes also go and put in.. and we have to wait until the last min to retrieve the notes..

Business Law - study law. this module, i seen all the cases listed in it.. all i got learn before in ite one.. with some new cases.. im not going to be complacent in this module.. will take this module with a fresh mind..

Accounts - no need to explain. i donno whether is it first impression or is it because i got accounting background that the accounts tutor targeted me.. of course in a nice way lah..

good thing next week got 1 day of holiday and 1 day of e-learning where i dont have to go to school..

Monday, April 23, 2007

Thesis Report

this post i definitely not complaining.. lol.. haha..

because i just read up on business management project that we need to do a 20 pages of report.. haha.. initially i was like, "what the hell? write what.. thesis ah??"

but now, im going to make this report look easy as 1,2,3... the harder it is, the more im willing to commit myself to do it..

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Honeymoon Period

one week have passed since school start.. honeymoon is over.. time to shift up a gear for some serious business..

so far, ive only 2 things to voice out..

- lectures.. i know.. is unavoidable.. sigh..
- printing of lectures note.. what the hell.. ask us to buy textbooks still need to refer to lectures notes and print it out.. we can refer to the internet.. download in laptop and study at our own freetime.. so far i have done some experiment where i didnt print out the lectures notes but have referred to the laptop for it.. no problem.. now i want to see how long it takes before the lecturers find out..

first week nothing to do.. never expect my weekend is to see time pass without doing any activities..

Friday, April 20, 2007

Sabotage (2)

is there a way to stop nominating me as a leader?? kana twice already.. different modules somemore.. again the girls were the culprits.. they write my name first as im the only guy in the group.. then they were like, "ok, since you are the only guy, you will be the leader.." what a logical reasoning!!

im not very optimistic about the other modules as well.. as the first module was my class group.. the chances of been a leader and not been one is like 90 to 1.. with the remaining 9 to other guys in my class.. as if i like to volunteer to being a leader..

"eh.. cannot like that lah.. must give other people the chance.. dont always push to me leh..!!"

"can lah.. can lah!!"

no chance to vote.. 4 against 1.. walkover.. no need to talk.. just accept the role..

at the start, i only have one msn conference chat every night.. now im going to have 3 msn conference chat every night..

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Sabotage (1)

woohoo.. got to know my class mates liao.. though not all, as we are forced to form a group to analyse and solve the problems..

damn.. of all people.. i kana been the leader.. nice arrow there from the ladies..

today was the first time in class able to chat with friends on msn.. then one of these girl will just push down my laptop screen to an angle where she can see all the contents.. lucky i minimised it before she could see what i was chatting about.. imagine my mouth and my eyes widen when she do this..

already the third day in school.. and only thing i going to suffer for the next 3 yrs will be the lectures.. damn dry.. the lecturers could just go on and on and on without taking a break.. wah lao!!

i cant wait for next week tutorials..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

First Day in Poly

yesterday was the first day of school.. only lectures.. no tutorials..

i was totally wrong about these bunch of kids.. 16-18 yrs old compare to a 23 yr old.. sigh..

they are not the nerdy types like the JC, neither are they playful like the ITEs.. they are right in the middle.. time to play.. time to study.. cannot play play with them..

there are several factors i didnt think of it till i see it with my own eyes..
- The desire to do well in their studies..
- Good "O" level result to admit in a business course..

Good thing was my worst fears never came true.. if not, i will have gone crazy.. on the other hand, i haven even touch my books yet, there are already some surprises.. these surprises will only revealed in due time.. wait lah, i haven even know my classmates yet.. only know my orientation group..

I think i can finally score a point in communicating with younger girls.. so far so good.. hope can maintain, if not better.. another thing to foresee is to teach people with no accounting background.. did someone mentioned "big brother ma??"

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Full picture of a story

in order to get a full story, one must know both sides of the story.. not just by listening to what other people have say and jump to your own conclusions.. if people want to view me in a bad light just because i dont want to say anything and somehow shift the entire burden to me.. by all means even to the extent of misunderstood..

till now, i have not tell anyone about it.. although is not a secret anymore, but i will be very appreciated if someone dares to come and clarify with me.. rather than giving hints for no apparent reason..

yes, i did blog about it.. but wont it better to hear from the horse's mouth rather than just viewing my blog for the latest developments??

im not bothered about it.. but i just want to set the record straight because of one word: principle..

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Poly Orientation

argh.. can someone pls kill me??

the orientation was a no-brainer.. dont even mention to me about the ice-breaker games..

for once, i have difficulty pronouncing 2 unique girls' names.. let alone spelling out here..

still have 3 days to go... argh!!

Saturday, April 07, 2007

New chapter of life

hai.. thought my enrolment will hit a snag.. but never expect to see 8 letters flashed across the screen.. "ENROLLED!!"

wah kao.. 4 days of orientation.. do what sia.. the way i see it, 16 apr is not going to be relaxed.. straight away hit the lessons liao..

updated on my chronicles of life..

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Gossip-mongers

come on.. give me a break.. to think that i have done the necessary precautions.. yet the gossips still going on strongly even after i left the company..

i have stay away from her.. maintain a distance.. didnt talk to her.. didnt do anything to her.. didnt even bother to call her.. heck, the day i left, i give her my blessings to find her true love.. and now, i got people come and tell me the latest news.. sigh..

i feel so disgusted..

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

True Friends

" Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.." want my smelly feet?? haha..

i donno about how others view friends as.. but to me, i classified friends into 3 groups according to my trust..

1st outer circle of friends - colleagues, acquaintances, etc.. these group of friends will get to know me very little or none at all.. they will get to see my bad points most of the time.. and this is also where i will guard my privacy as much as possible..

2nd circle - normal friends.. these group of people will know both my bad and good points.. as for privacy and trust is concerned, it will be only at my discretion..

3rd circle - buddies, best friends.. this is where my trust is held in the highest regard.. these people will also know the funny side of me, a very relaxed person in me.. these people will also get to know my secrets..

Monday, April 02, 2007

Red Tape

i feel like cursing ngee ann poly and CPF board for the unnecessary red-tapes.. i could have settled the application on the first day when i went there.. they could have just given me a hardcopy of it rather than telling me to apply it online..

but i never knew the extend of the problem even though i applied online, until i went today.. they cant send the most important email over to me despite informing me that it will send to me in 2 working days.. even as im typing now, no email have been received yet..

in the end, they ask me to submit the hard copy to ngee ann.. waste my time, waste my transport expenses..

never ever recommend me to work in the civil service.. especially the presence of red tape..

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Double Job

my studies was nearly in tatters.. because of the past my family have done.. these 2 days was definitely a test for me.. from hopeful to despair.. from despair to hopeful once again..

on monday, i went to the poly to submit my application.. and once again i make a wasted trip.. this is not the first time as i went earlier last yr the first time to defer my studies due to NS. on the other hand, i recce on how to get to the destination faster..

yesterday, in order to make up for the past they have done, my surrounding family members help out to pay for the misc school fees.. the tuition fees will be pay by cpf..

now is 2 down 1 to go.. im currently waiting for the cpf board to call me.. the poly ask me to do it online but the cpf website was not user-friendly at all in the first place that i make a complaint email to them..

if all went well, apr 16 will be the beginning of my 3 yrs suffering.. what im hoping for is the time table to be good to me.. so that i can contact my agent to find a part time job that is flexible to my timing..

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Last Days in Warehouse

yes.. 2 more days to go..

7 months have passed since i started working in this warehouse.. whatever changes the warehouse went through, i seen it already..

i think the person im going to miss most is my supervisor.. especially his curses and swears.. i going to miss hearing that.. he is also the person i respect the most.. taught me some invaluable lessons in life..

whoever work with him long enough will sure kana the "sam syndrome".. must find work to do or else mind will go mad..

i know i might sound abit late blogging on this thing.. but who cares.. the way i see it, the more suspicion i have.. is like the moment i blog something about work, the next day these 2 people will somehow know what to do, to the extend i find it very surprising and coincidence.. i have 2 very good examples..

- admin staff.. i blog that i sms her misc stuff and work stuff but she wont reply.. then the very next day when i sms her, she reply.. now i cant be bothered to sms her anything.. no particular reason..

- warehouse co-ordinator.. i blog about her way of treatment with a high level of double standards.. the next day whoever do wrong, all kana scolding.. as usual, i still dont talk to her that much as my colleagues..

i wonder if these guys really read my blog, are you all going to be faithful followers of this blog?? lol.. i doubt so.. after i leave, i think im already forgotten in their memories..

Friday, March 16, 2007

Memories of warehouse experience

ever since i started working in this company, i have seen people leaving and coming at the same time.. to me, i considered my batch the first.. followed by the 2nd batch of newcomers to come and do stock-take at the end of the yr.. these are people who having finish their studies and waiting for their results..

then the 3rd batch.. i considered them the worst of all.. never do OT, pick wrong books.. by the end of one week, they quit themselves.. they are students who just finish their studies in ITE..

currently the 4th batch and also the last before i leave, i find them to be pro-active.. once they know what are their responsibilites, they will know how to do.. this batch is also the one that brighten up my day with a joker in it.. willing to experiment how is it like to be raincoated with plastic wrapped around him.. no struggle and raincoat him the tighest.. imagine a person trying to lose weight with plastic wrapped around him.. this batch are students who graduated from poly and are waiting for national service..

look, i already give the assurance to my supervisor that there will be someone better than me..

Thursday, March 08, 2007

One against all

hai.. look like im not the only one who is complaining.. 6 months into this job, i finally saw my colleagues' patience been tested..

for this whole week, my colleagues turn to me whenever they got a scolding for nothing by the warehouse co-ordinator..

they do out of goodwill, with a good intention.. the end result was a scolding.. i chuckled as i think about it.. hehe..

the only comforting message i could tell them is, "you first day know her?"

i still have 2 weeks of suffering to go..

Friday, February 23, 2007

Final straw

one baseless remark prove to be the final straw..

"you never check whether you got receive or not, anyhow send.. later JT kana scolding again.."

first of all, whenever i receive any books for shipment, i will tick against the title, or write on a new piece of paper.. if i never receive, what for i write..

if the way i do is questionable, then i might as well leave.. the longer i stay, the more troubles i create..
since i already leave a bad impression to the ware-house co-ordinator, i might as well give a lasting one..

i know that im not close to her in any other way, but why the double standards the way i do and the way other people do??

out of goodwill, admit to her that i do wrong.. kana scolding.. but my colleagues different.. do wrong and all they get is, "you ah!!"

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Happening in Chinese New Year

this chinese new yr, i saw more than what i bargain for.. all happened in the same day..

first, i was at the bus stop waiting for bus to meet my friends for movie.. sitting there, observing people when i noticed a girl wearing sleeveless shirt, alighting from a bus.. she hold her hands up to put her bag.. then my eyes zoom into her armpit area.. wah lao eh, armpit hair!! there's goes my new yr mood..

so my bus came, and board the bus.. along the way, i was disturbed by a loud cries of "Oh Shit!!" and i look into the direction of most communters are looking at.. a taxi nearly knock down an elderly jay-walker.. the elderly jay-walker was alright though was in shocked.. the taxi driver offer his help to the elderly jay-walker..

quite an eventful new yr i ever had..

ok, i think everyone is waiting for me to say whether did i confess even though the chances is zero??

the answer is yes.. i confess well knowing that the chances is zero.. at least i have nothing to hide now, nothing to lose, nothing to afraid of..

if you all insist on rating the chances i had, then i shall give some examples why i rate it zero..
- call but no answer..
- sms but no reply..

dont tell me the moment i confess, my chances will be 100%.. then i will be in for a surprise..

Friday, February 16, 2007

Love Horoscope

My LoVe Horoscope
CANCER....

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted partner to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Mind and Heart

the reason why i took so long to say out was because my mind and heart dont agree with each other..

heart say like but mind want to take a longer time to decide.. if both agree, i would have taken the action way before the rumors have even spread..

most prob i rather take it as a crush or puppy love... because i doubt we can develop to the next stage of the relationship..

unless someone wants to prove me wrong..

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Conflict of interest

look like im not very good in convincing people.. or telling some lies to get out of the way.. but i have to do it as i dont like to have attention focus on me.. i rather to be in low-profile..

i have only two questions to clear..

what if i confess?? will she accept me??

if no, then lan lan suck thumb.. if yes, it will be another problem to brainstorm another day..

Monday, February 05, 2007

Blacky's birthday

today is Blacky's birthday.. assigned to take care this dog during my stint in NS.. today he is 7 dog years old.. and that is equivalent to 49 human years old..

Blacky, you are an old dog liao..

oh.. finally i got car to drive on chinese new yr.. erm, i forgot how to drive liao leh.. how ah.. the last time i drove was like 9 months ago.. driving dog truck for deployment of duties..

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Insecure

i donno what is my supervisor up to these few days..

every once in a while, he will ask this question, "when you leaving??"

i replied, "march!!"

is he scared that once i leave, there is no one to take over??

my answer to him : there is always someone out there will do a better job than me.. humbly speaking..

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Peak period

what is the definition of peak period?? busy until no time for tea break??

but our definition of peak period is busy until can read newspaper.. busy until can go and play magnetic dartboard.. busy until can go for tea break.. busy until can walk up and down the warehouse.. busy until can go to the air-con room to get tibits and eat..

nothing to do.. so have to do something to keep our minds occupied..

Monday, January 29, 2007

Frequencies in communication

ever since i tell people that i will be going for further studies in poly this coming april, i received lots of advice.. thanks.. but the most wanted advice i wanted to hear didnt arrived..

i heard this line, "xiao mei mei likes da kor kor.." alot of times liao.. actually im not worried about it..

what i more worried about is the frequencies in conversation between me and those female classmates.. by the way, im pursing banking and finance services course.. dont tell me there is no girls lor.. i have a very bad record against those young girls whom i have communicated with.. dont ask me why.. maybe my expectations is higher?? maybe i should lower my expectations then.. haha..

any advice on this.. hur hur hur..

Handphone Technologies

as i mentioned previously about the handphones that im using, you could see that all are quite a jump in technology.. if i were to change a hp now, it will be another jump in technology..

nokia 8250 to nokia 8310.. an addition of FM radio..

nokia 8310 to nokia 6610.. an addition of MMS and GPRS..

nokia 6610 to those new phones on the market.. an addition of camera and 3G..

im not into gadgets very much.. as long got things to do and to occupied my mind, i can be very outdated about the latest gadgets.. even with consoles games like PlayStation and X-box, i dont owe them all.. i have Playstation 1, X-box.. but dont have Playstation 2, X-box 360 or Playstation 3..

just now i did this survey about my personality.. and this is what i had..

"you have a very strong will, not dependent on others and gives an impression of being a lone-ranger. you are extremely curious and sensual, living a clear-headed, modern life. at first glance you place yourself on a pedestal, and are difficult to get along. but once others talk to you, they know you are easygoing. and when the relationship develops, they realise you are affable (good-natured and friendly). you have an androgunous charm, which makes you popular with all genders. But you dont like your weak side to be seen. you might look cool on the surface, but beneath it all, you are really passionate. only people who know your true self can maintain a long lasting relationship with you."

all i can say is very very true..

that all i have for today.. need to have some coffee fix..

Saturday, January 27, 2007

History of Handphones

i had my first phone, Nokia 8250, when i was in secondary school.. that phone was very popular at that time.. blue LED lights and a unique X-shaped keypad..

after that i upgrade to Nokia 8310.. this is my most favourite phone.. if i still have it, i wont upgrade for any other phone.. but sadly, i lost this phone.. it can hold so many smses that it can hang!! but the phone slowly used to it liao then never hang as much as it was in the first place..

i went without a phone for 3 months.. and i was still in a comfort zone.. doesnt feel lost or whatsoever until my friends began to complain to me.. they are having difficulty to find me.. haha.. then i give in and got myself the current handset im still using, Nokia 6610..

this phone have been with me for 4 yrs already.. now it is going to die on me any time liao.. and i have no choice but to relieve of this phone torture by getting a new one next month.. actually is my parents help..

me: "Nokia 6610, hang in there.. you will be relieve of your torture with a few weeks to go.. dont die on me yet as i still have some important data need to retrieve it from you.."

Nokia 6610: ".......!!"

lol.. sound corny!!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Warehouse politics

frankly speaking, i thought that i could fight again despite all those rumours in the warehouse..

because in NS, i fight on my own.. and prove it to those people..

but now this is a different ball game, different environment.. at least i learnt how to deal with it.. lucky the environment is in warehouse.. not office.. office even much more harder to deal with..

if i always go to the admin staff, complain this, complain that, say this, say that, she might as well be my nanny.. i wont get to learn anything in the working world..

now i dont bothered about it.. at least now i still have 2 months to go, what keep me busy is work..

Monday, January 22, 2007

Blog matters

some additions to my blog.. link up with some bloggers and their blog..

when i first started this blog, i wanted the add to be like, garylee402.blogspot.com or cool402.blogspot.com.. but somehow both add have been taken up.. so i have to come out with something unusual.. hence the x-surfer.blogspot.com.. last i check, both add that i intend to use is not there anymore.. kns.. but well, as i say, the rest is history..

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Stubborn Leopard

A leopard will never change its spots.. kan cheong people will forever kan cheong.. i dont like to rush, be it in work or any other things..

i prefer to take it slow and have the patience to wait.. im not ashamed to say that i didn’t go into any relationship as im still holding onto this belief of having the one and only partner in my life..

i admit been playful as to sending those sms to the admin staff.. but these sms are send by girls leh.. dont tell me i have to see who like me.. like that i will be very busy leh.. seriously speaking, i cant find the link to it as to why they are speculating that i like the admin staff.. she also not close to me.. just a working colleague.. not even friends lor..

so far, i have not say anything personal to the admin staff.. i send an cryptic msg to her thinking that she might get it.. alas, i think im wrong instead.. look like i will tell her when i leave the warehouse..

i still holding onto that belief..

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Observation

phew.. lucky i didnt go one step further if not im might hurt pretty badly..

i have been observing and at the same time maintaining my stand.. i didnt say anything or confess to the admin staff.. and all along, i maintain a work-related relationship..

look like someone have shown the tail.. and stop jumping to conclusions!!

Friday, January 19, 2007

Warehouse environment

wah.. so coincidence hor.. just post something about the sms thing yesterday, and today the admin staff replied back my sms..

very ironic hor.. very fun hor..

im sian is not because of the people around me.. im sian is because of the environment and the way work is been done.. work now is like a chore.. whatever we do, we must do it within the time frame given.. but the people who say it, doesnt do it lor.. is like you preach but didnt sow it.. and somemore the instructions given to us is like doing double job..

if given a choice, i preferred the former management..

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Warehouse reporter

i never knew the warehouse where im working got reporter..

i encountered it twice sia.. hai..

once i report for work, i came late.. not once in a blue moon but everytime.. haha.. but somehow on this day, i saw this reporter go and report to the admin staff through lotus note chat!!

another time was doing OT after work.. i was the last to have dinner at the air-conditioned room and i overheard this loud and clear, "Gary is having his dinner now.."

hai.. i wonder does it really have to go to such extent of taking care people??

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remember all those sms interaction between the admin staff and me?? now whenever i sms her, she die die wont reply back sia.. but call her, she can pick up immediately!! i think she is afraid that i can understand her msg too easily already..

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look like my sianzation mood is not going away at this moment of time.. hai..

Friday, January 12, 2007

Rushing deadline

pissed off today.. and this kind of people is included in my dislike list..

i dislike people who rush me for nothing.. as long as i know the deadline, i wont waste any time and will finish it as fast as possible and as soon as possible..

somemore got my supervisor to help out.. i donno people kan cheong for what.. then what for i write, "work with him is a breeze?.."

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Speculation

oh no.. i think what i say really come true sia... siao liao..

by the way, if i can understand what older girls are telling me.. then younger girls shouldnt be a problem right??

if that the case, i have every right to say that the girl whom i meet in NS, likes me..

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Work in Warehouse

when i first started out this work, i didnt know what is peak or super peak period means.. i dont even know how many titles the other dept will bring up for the day.. i do have one colleague who help out in the work.. but he last only one week before i do it on my own.. initially, i struggled with the work load and somehow had an argument with the warehouse co-ordinator..

but as the days and months goes by with experience learnt the hard way, i use one of the talent that God have given to me, and apply in the work load.. and that is fast and accurate..

the most i had was like 35-38 titles to do.. more will be expected when super peak period comes..

but now, sianzation have hit me at the wrong time.. maybe is the change of boss?? i donno..

what keeps me going till 23rd march is my colleagues and my supervisor..

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Style of working..

different people have different style of getting their work done.. i have my own style and here it is..

i have a weird habit.. whenever i work, i prefer to work alone.. but if die die have to work with colleagues, i will work with those whom i familiar with.. donno why..

secondly, i have post some complaints about work in the past.. but now i decided to let my hands do the work.. even if i want to complain, i rather tell my colleagues..

thirdly, no matter how much the workload, i wont take the credit for it.. im not a person who only work for reward.. do i look like this kind of person?? i rather claim the credit from God the work i done on earth..

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Different instructions

three people giving out different instructions.. in the end, i kana for nothing..

is not as if i dont want to do lor.. i did do lor.. but very little..

hai.. if only communication could be a little more efficient..

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Warehouse marathon

i thought that by going through some camp marathon is the extreme.. that was 4-5 yrs back where i have to go for my church camp and then straight to my leadership camp at desaru, malaysia..

but now the most extreme i feel is the deprived of sleep 3 weeks back where the company had an accident.. and i experience how lack of sleep can affect a person..

- easily irritated..
- easily lost count of the quantity of books..
- just want to find a hiding place to sleep.. haha..

ever since one of my colleague went to army, i have been helping my supervisor.. and i find it a breeze working with him but only thing is that i have to help him double check and double count.. he also help out in my workload.. all i can say he is an interesting old man.. he curses and swear like no body business.. he dont even bother to apologise if he accidentially step onto your leg..

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year 2007

happy new yr to everyone..

yesterday is a past, today is a new start, tomorrow is the future..

these few days been eat, sit, drink, sit, watch movie, sit.. think my bum have been flattened..

the movie, a night at the museum, damn funny.. nice show.. haha..

got a rock talking to the main actor, "i want gum gum, you dumb dumb.."

monkey pissing on the main actor, monkey and the main actor having a slapping match..

dinosaur become a dog.. wah lao..

Friday, December 29, 2006

Loudhailers

one mouth is big enough liao.. now got 2 mouth.. hai..

i dont want to say what is it regarding.. if my observation is not wrong, i think i know who is the mastermind liao.. not surprised at all since that person started it in the first place..

now i know what to do if im out of job in future.. and that is to be a ballet dancer.. why?? because i have to tip-toed past those narrow pallets to get my stock..

my supervisor, the admin staff and the warehouse co-ordinator.. out of these 3, guess which the only one that ask me to do the above request?

finally all work for 2006 have finished.. and the reward for all these hard work is 4 days of rest.. what a way to usher the new year!!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Curiosity kills the cat

look like my curiosity get the cat out of the bag liao..

i ask my friends and buddies on how they see themselves if they were in a relationship with older guys or girls??

majority of them is fine with it.. right~~

for me, im a conservative, traditionlist or even old school.. so i rather stick with girls within my age between 2 yrs younger or older.. for me, it take time for me to accept the fact.. but im not changing tact or whatsoever.. im just asking for opinions..

Monday, December 25, 2006

Final Date in Warehouse

i have pencilled on the date i leave this company.. and it shall be 25th march 2007.. exactly 3 months from now.. before going back to studies..

wonder how am i going to survive in school when there is no income coming in for the next 3 yrs?? hopefully the schedule will not be so heavy as im thinking of taking up a part time job..

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Long working hours

last week was a mental torturing test..

let me show you an example of my working time:

tues: 0900 hrs - 2300 hrs
wed : 0900 hrs - 2400 hrs
thurs:0900 hrs - 2300 hrs

lucky by fri, there was no OT as there is D&D.. and also 3 days of holiday.. all the way sleep and sleep and sleep..

Monday, December 18, 2006

Bad feeling

today damn suay.. the moment i step into the warehouse, i have a feeling that something will happen.. but i just shrug it off..

today pick books for bulk area, the carton that im looking for is always at the bottom half of the pallet..

then after that my supervisor handling the stacker, got problems.. the machine can move by itself without touching the controls..

and this is the best of all.. going home soon.. finish everything liao and no OT.. thought tomorrow can breathe a little bit easier.. but who knows accident happens at the unexpected time? one of the shelf started shaking and all the books come falling down like dominos.. luckily, no one was seriously injured although my colleagues was on top putting the books at that particular shelf..

donno what are we going to do tomorrow??

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wah, i never knew so many people read my blog one ah.. all come and ask me what kind of girl i like.. just a simple one will do.. im not a person who go for beyond expectations..

1) mature thinking.. not mature looking girls..

2) pleasant personality..

i prefer to understand the girl's character than to go for the beauty.. i do have some past incident which i dont want to mentioned, where the girl is pretty but sucks in character.. i did post in the blog.. it was like 2 yrs ago.. and it pretty obvious who the girl is..

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i find it very funny and very interesting to see how people lie their way through..

the way some people lie is so obvious lor.. what for lie to other party to make that person happy??

first sign to see when the person is lying is through his eyes.. once his eyeballs turn to the right, he is lying liao..

another sign to see is his body language.. ask a simple question but hard to give an answer..

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Happy Day

yes.. after months of hard earned pay give to parents, finally i have the chance to get a new hp.. maybe a christmas present for my own self.. haha

i think i need a vacation after my stint in a warehouse environment.. maybe a getaway to somewhere serene and zen like..

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Distance Trust

the previous post have given me the thinking that no one can be trusted.. if i were to tell them a secret, i think the next day the whole warehouse also know..

lucky i never tell them anything.. even if i do have, i rather keep quiet and bide my time..

Monday, December 04, 2006

Wrong impression

look like i know what is the reason behind it where people want to talk to me something but yet dont want to tell me..

i have a reliable source telling me that i've given the impression that i like the admin staff..

to set the record straight, i think i have given the wrong impression to the people working around me..

firstly, i did say that the age gap is too big.. i dont think my eyes is glue with stamps ba?!?!

secondly, i got her contact no. is easier to contact, if not, i have to go to the air-conditioned room to make a call.. so troublesome..

thirdly, im helping her to do her work which i have to come in contact with.. hence the need to get her contact no.. maybe in a way, i have an advantage where i can disturb her through sms.. somehow, i dont think i find it fun to disturb her as the impression is there..

i hope i have set the record straight and clear the mis-impression.. wrong impression can kill..

and to turn the table around, the admin staff told me that she doesnt interested in me.. girls dont like to tell the truth or say it straight face to face, aint they?? they like to say something which they doesnt meant it and also like to beat around the bush..

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Networking

the world is so small.. working colleagues can be linked to ITE friends and NS colleagues..

last friday, one of my colleague say he drove army tank during NS.. and somehow, i have a feeling that he might know my ITE friend who had an accident in overseas while in an army tank.. and that when the link is connected..

second link is when my NS friend msn me whether i know this colleague.. and the obvious answer is yes..

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Wary people

i donno why i have this feeling around my workplace.. and i have been starting to get wary people around me..

is like some people want to tell me something but on the other hand, it is holding them back from telling me..

what is it that you all want to tell me? just say lah.. is not as if i cant handle it.. hmm..

i think i better stay at my workstation is and keep a low-profile..

Monday, November 20, 2006

Self-praise is disgrace

i think i should come up with a series where i never get to see this kind of person in my life before.. i donno this one is episode what already lah.. hai.. slowly go and check through the archives then add in a title in.. hahahah..

i have never seen a person who self-praise himself handsome.. if he is asking as a question, i still can tell a white lie.. self-praise is downright disgraceful..

if this person who finds himself handsome, why work in a warehouse?? go and apply for a job as a model or actor..

imagine a big boss is not around, and you are in an air-conditioned room with 8-9 people working around you, while you sitting down watching a video.. what will people think of you??

plus, he think he is a junior executive.. need to be arrogant abit to show some wings.. oh come on, he need to work smart, not look to be working hard..

since he claims to be so handsome, i believe he got the ability to call someone on his own side to help him do his work.. not us..

Friday, November 10, 2006

Accident

wah lao.. early in the morning received a sms saying that my friend is involved in an accident.. what a good time to start my day..

my mood of course was not good while working..

thanks goodness he is out of danger now.. he has transferred from CGH to TTSH.. tomorrow will go and visit him..

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

New System sucks

LOW MORALE!!!

hai.. because of a new system to clock the time in and out, the privileages are gone.. no more coming in late.. no more flexibility..

now we have to make good use of the time that is given to us for OT.. we have to use it fully to the extent that not even a sec is wasted..

i dont want to say how we have to spend the time fully as i believe there are some people "monitoring" my blog..

hai.. tough times ahead..

Monday, November 06, 2006

She doesnt meant what she say

erm.. what girls say, they doesnt meant it.. right?? i donno whether i should state an example to it..

this girl.. her status was "Single" before she went overseas.. after coming back from holiday, she put "It's complicated.." i dont have to say where i see it in the internet..

secondly she casually mentioned to me in sms that she want to get married within 2 yrs and become a full time housewife.. but on the other hand, i dont see her other half or any pic to prove it.. just a ring on her right hand is the proof.. but i saw on several occasions that she doesnt put the ring on.. forgetful?? i doubt so..

is this girl playing a game of bluff with me?? or is another case of "she doesnt mean what she say"??

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

70s and 80s lifestyle

received this email.. and i should add what we are doing in this new century.. 45 things we did in the 70s and the 80s..

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Centurions, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs,Visionaries,too..

(now watch reality shows and singing competitions which is more sucks than the cartoons)

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teacher said you must brush each side 10 times too.

(i donno whether is there such a practice in primary school now)

3. You know what SBC stands for.

(what about TCS?? i know now is mediacorp)

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

(haha, that what i used to do back then.. but after primary 4, no more supply coming in liao..)

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack and Oshin.

(huh.. i dont watch these kind of show back then..)

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

(now primary school students take the latest hp liao.. still secondary school..)

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP when pressed.. There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

(all air-con liao, people complain what to do and bus company rich ma, still increase fare.. now is ding dong.. not BEEP!!)

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

(i think this charity closes down liao as the donations is less than 2 dollars..)

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.

(ya.. now we read FHM, Maxim, Newman..)

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

( now MRT is a new place for those who want to kill themselves.. )

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

(now $9.50.. but still considered cheaper in other countries..)

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

(now girls are into maplestory and chasing idols..)

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

(only crazy people will laugh like that..)

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week. Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

(no more supply liao.. )

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

(the trend still continues.. now show those repeated movies, american sitcoms, reality shows, and football matches..)

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers .

(now not books liao.. all go internet liao.. or play LAN games.. )

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

(try that before, much more delicious back then.. chicken portions also bigger.. now so small, must buy 2 sets then eat full.. now all paper and use your hands.. KFC is a restuarant, not a fast food restuarant.. hai)

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

(now even parents also bring into the equation liao.. small kids also saying that now..)

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

(mention the word 'DoTA' now, everyone crowds around you..)

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

(now all Double A paper.. no wonder school fees is on the rise..)

21. CDIS were your bestfriend.

(who is that? i donno who is CDIS..)

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

(now much faster, much more pixels, more colours..)

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

(now water bottles are put beside the bag..)

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

(lifestyle still the same, but ball bigger and harder..)

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

(now is all sit down and stare at computer liao.. no more sweating outside playing those games..)


26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

(im out of touch with Science subject.. so i got no comments)

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks?

(ya.. at least now better, with new names that are hard to pronounce..)

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

(im a lazy bugger back then.. now i dont think got this type of activity..)

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.

(i throw away already.. i dont think there is any to give out now..hahaha)

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

(everywhere is the same.. be it in primary school or secondary school.. working world also the same)

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, Double Happiness or Pallas shoes.

(hahaha, now more brander shoes can be wear to school..)

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

(ya ya.. very true.. see the form teacher see until sian.. now got different teacher for different subject..)

33. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

(now people drive their children to school whether is rain or shine.. what luxury we had back then..)

34. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

(i will find it surprise if school end at 1 now.. now school ends at 3 or 5..)

35. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

(now what kind of test also have.. CA followed by SA, followed by prelim, followed by final exams..)

36. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

(now the sky is the limit.. the line is clear between rich student and poor students)

37. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

(now is S. R. Nathan's face)

38. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

(no such rule in my school.. i think if a boy touch a girl, girl shout molest liao..)

39. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

(boys use it to scare girls.. not see spiders fighting with other spiders..)

40. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

(all those rubbers that got countries on it.. now is very rare..)

41. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard catch. Friend like you, hard to forget".

(now got internet, msn, friendster..)

42. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

(i have been a monitor during secondary school and ite.. but i not that of person to say this kind of thing..)

43. There were at least 40 people in one class.

(now 20 people in one class is already consider big liao..)

44. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

(now all kinds of slingbags which is black.. no more colourful schoolbags..)

45. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

(now can go internet and check timetable.. no need to bring books also can..)

Monday, October 30, 2006

Passive Income

last week finally have 2 days of OT.. before that, there isnt any OT for 2 weeks.. people go ATM with a smile.. i go ATM looking at the figure with a shocking look..

but im looking forward to dec and jan.. that the peak and super-peak period.. good and bad about OT are, got OT but no time to spend.. no OT and the income is lesser..

im thinking of earning some income through doing some financial report like tax, costing or even accounting.. besides, im enrolling to banking and finance course to Ngee Ann Poly next yr and will like to get some knowledge.. it's been 2 yrs since i touched a calculator.. anyone willing to give me a try.. just tell me what to do and i can give the report the way you want it to be.. haha..

one of my colleagues have been shooting me questions on investments and savings.. well, there isnt any right or wrong answers.. i just give my views on what he ask me.. i did post regarding about this in Jul or Aug..

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Randomness (50)

heng.. lucky i got ask around regarding my friend's theory.. and is not proven to be correct.. phew..

look like my friend is gonna to get a scolding from me liao.. anyhow say..

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Randomness (49)

oh.. i didnt know that my contract have already been completed.. haha.. im quite comfortable with my working colleagues..

the admin staff.. also another funny person.. ask her about her working life.. she go and tell me about her personal life.. until i also interested in it..

wait, before anyone can say it, i want to make something clear about this.. yes, the admin staff is someone i can click with, but that doesnt mean that i have feelings for her.. the age gap is too big for me.. 2-3 yrs still acceptable.. i respect her loyalty in this company for so long.. i dont think i can last so long in a company where i can find new challenges in other companies.. like pay rise, travelling around the world..

Monday, October 16, 2006

Illogical logic

HUH!! got this kind of logic one ah.. i donno how my friend able to come up with this theory that if girls dislike you is actually liking you..

if this theory really do exists, then the first girl who dislike me that comes to my mind will be the ex-friend.. the girl who i knew during my NS days..

pls tell me this theory isnt true.. even if it is true, how to derive to that point?? i dont get it.. can someone pls enlighten me?? does that mean no matter how long the time have been, i still have a place in her heart?? oops, if the ex-friend is reading this, i believe she is cursing and swearing at my friend's theory right now..

i have a conversation with my friend on MSN and somehow 'Relationship' was on the agenda..

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Blog updated

blog updated.. a new tag board and chronicles of my life..

today watch two versions of 'Infernal Affairs'.. lol.. both english and chinese versions.. both storyline are practically the same except for the ending..

'Infernal Affairs need 3 shows to make a story but 'The Departed' need only one to make the story.. remember Leon Lai character in the last instalment of the Infernal Affairs.. In The Departed, the cop who abused his authority, curses and swear is character play by Leon Lai.. somehow the ending in The Departed got to do with this character..

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Unreasonable Warehouse co-ordinator

first time show face, ok, nvm.. second time show face, i begin to doubt already..

what the use of asking people to pass msg when im the one who is doing it?? i wonder if my colleagues like to do that in the first place?? by doing so, it only create more confusion and misunderstanding.. though it's not happening at the moment, but i believe it will..

now i dont have the enthusiasm in working anymore..

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Working world

hai.. look like what i learned in NS is not forgotten in the working world..

- never ever trust anyone.. this rule is only exception to some people..

- politics exist.. yes, but i dont play..

- never treat everyone as friends.. this rule have draw the line very clearly.. once work is over, that it..

breaking the ice in my working place is like the ice is made of diamond.. that is how difficult it is until recently.. the common topics are......guy topics!! lol!! 10 hours of endless talking.. from the moment i step in to work till i step out of work.. my mouth is damn tired lor.. somehow i just show them a games list that is coming out soon and the ice is broken.. i use the wrong weapon to break it.. =/

by the way, im going to change the status of the co-ordinator that i need to report to as the admin staff.. hehehe..

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Different personalities

argh.. two contrasting worlds of working personalities.. different wavelength of frequency.. one end to another end and im stuck in the middle.. instructions given from both sides, im the one who is confused right from the start.. who to listen? the one that is in charge? or the one that is helping out at the moment?

i dont want to go into details about it.. there are some things that people doesnt want me to know.. fine with it.. but im definitely not naive to go and believe it.. the way people express themselves and the body language gives it away.. im just turning a blind eye or deaf ear to it..