Saturday, September 25, 2004

Life in TRACOM (6)

yes!! yes!! shoot 2 frames in one week..and both got marksman..hahahaha..but is in toa payoh range..got laser wor..haha..sigh..but the last frame is the final test and is held in PA..hai..donno lah..dont wish to think so much..hope all will turn out will be good..

nowadays i feel that im getting childish..haha..maybe is because i dont want to encounter any more "JOE" in my phrase of life..once is enough..but somehow, this personality will always stick with me wherever i go especially my squad mates..what they say to you can be very hurting, you just feel like slapping them, punching them....argh..and in some ways, i ignored their comments, and they return this commment, "eh..why you so petty?" i was like, "aiya..cant be bothered with you all..just want to provoke me with this kind of comments..try harder next time.." but in my mind, it hurts alot..having build this trust among the squad suddenly been backstabbed isnt a nice feeling to deal with.. to me, if you want to tell something to me..tell me straight in the face..not beat around the bush then stuck your dick up my ass..

about the gal, hmm..not much of development..still waiting for her to give me her hp no..hahaha..hopefully she will give.. today book out..saw her at the bus stop..but didnt identify myself to her because my squad mates was there..didnt want to create a high profile out of nothing considered that she was the "no. 1" in my training ground..

but i have definitely given up on another girl whom i have pursued for the last 4 yrs i should say..my fault from the start..hopefully i have learnt my history lesson and not to commit it again..

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Life in TRACOM (5)

sorry for not updating for a long time..computer down again..and have to reformat..sian..all files are gone and have to dl again..sigh..

hey hey..i finally got to know one of them in a low profile manner..hehe..i hope my squad mates doesnt know about it..

she is the one that most guys will like to know..but thanks one of her squad mate who happened to be my sec school classmate who help me to get to know her..

the new intake is here..and yesterday do sentry saw a number of them report sick..some of them as if got heat stroke and some of them take off the shoes as if they got blisters or bruises..kao..one of them even get 3 days mc because of pulled muscles..wah..not even 10 days yet..they get to go back home liao..and i 10 days also never got it..chao kin kings..

argh..my shooting is getting from bad to worse..we have to shoot 7 frames and already shoot 4 frames..2 pass 2 fail..how to get marksman like that..hai..sad sad..

physical wise..is getting slacker and slacker..my instructor got course so he ask other instructors to tire us out..and we realise that our instructor gives us the harshest physical training than other instructors..the others PT got no kick at all..no sweat even..sian..hai..wish for our instructor to come back quickly..

Friday, September 10, 2004

Life in TRACOM (4)

time indeed flies very fast..now already 7th week..still got 13 weeks to go before POP..and next week got new intake coming in..haha..can suan them liao..when they come in and we march pass them..we shout, "POPO!!!" as in left right left right... hehe..

leopards indeed never change its spots...my squad mates all slowly showing their true colours liao..and also starting to have some politics groups...malay with malay..chinese with chinese...

last week kanna confinement for 3 hours because the squad never march properly.. =/ some more is spotted by our CO-BTC (Commander of Basic Training Centre)...sian 1/2..

spotted some regulars very chio..haha..feel like knowing them but scared kanna high profile..few days ago..help a mdm who is the same age as me..MSO Elaine Seah..Ministry of Support Officer in TRACOM...kakaka..chio bu some more..