Sunday, June 26, 2005

Life in K-9 (25)

she is back!! she is back for holidays..!! so happy to see her..but now in different class already..

erm..right.. got to keep composed.. minci.. should i call you minci auntie or auntie minci.. lol.. i also never play IRC already.. you sound so old leh.. what generation gap...lol.. erm, anyway, dont sound as if you are so old.. just go along with the flow and you will be with the trend in no time..hehe..

QRP wardens so funny.. to those SD handlers, whenever we need to escort those inmates who help out in the admission back to the cell.. we will stop along this corridor.. the length is about 1 and 1/2 shoulder.. enough for you and your dog to walk.. so the inmates will stop infront of their cell and strip naked.. given this kind of space there is no way to bend and open your arsehole and let the warden see.. but the chief warden say is big enough and show us.. lol.. somemore he is fat.. i was controlling my laughter in front of the inmates..

this is my first time going through 2 admission at one go.. kao.. the 2nd admission was so late.. by the time it finish, the last admission comes in already.. i stand there for about 3 hrs.. hai..

oh and one more thing.. i might be pick to patrol with the SOC troopers in town.. i hope not because i need to roll down my sleeves in this hot weather.. i dont want.. aaaahhh... even Blacky also dont want.. he say, "siao ah.. the weather so hot.. somemore im black.. what if i faint how.. so ma lu.." lol..

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Life in K-9 (24)

yesterday deployment at queenstown was a mixed feelings..

- an inmate report sick.. but the reason given literally left me rolling on the floor laughing.. he sprain his hands while sneezing!?!?! *ah-choooo..* god bless you..

- another inmate was mistaken for another inmate due to a mixed up identity.. hence need me to escort him.. Blacky and i didnt do anything to provoke him.. yet he want to show an angry face to Blacky.. not once but 2-3 times.. by the second time, i was ready to scold back at him or diary it down to make a complaint.. maybe he heard my thoughts.. he stop it.. after that he did it again.. damn it.. i wanted to let go the leash and rouse Blacky..

- CISCO officers.. damn good.. complain to prison just because we, k-9 officers are getting free meals.. hello, how many personnel you have at prison compared to us? you have 6-7 personnel while we have only 2.. the least we get is leftover dinner, that why we no need to pay.. just because we are getting free dinner and you have to pay for it.. so? compared to our pay.. i believe your pay is able to pay $2 meal... what kind of policy is that? different organisations.. different policies.. different services.. we are just ns men been deploy there to help them.. you all are regulars deploying there from the first admission till the last admission.. anyway, this complain is under review.. even if we have to pay for the meals..is fine with me.. but to buy outside for our meals just to let the CISCO officers see us eat, i will rather die of hunger..
anyway.. where can we get a $1 meal? rice with 2 fried chicken wings and fried potatoes.. where else but portsdown? haha..

just because of meals.. instructions between officers in charge of the menu to inmates/warden officers/k-9 officers are not clear.. is coupons needed? or is it provided? portsdown have this problem initially but we have given up asking for it to solve.. because we find out only the morning shift 1 is affected.. while the shift 2 and night shift, dinners are provided.. now queenstown.. hai.. dinner should also be provided as the CISCO officers will only be there till the last admission.. argh..

Friday, June 17, 2005

Life in K-9 (23)

well.. look like i have something to say regarding about police and security..

let's take for an example: someone who work in the police force for so many yrs, has been fired/resigned from the organisation.. what will he look for a job next? finding work where his expertise is required, or finding work where his diploma in certain fields are meet whereas he have lost touch with it or even forgotten about it? find work in CISCO or Prison? how about working as an accountant, banker, engineer, IT, business? will he forgot the foundation of the required field? im not trying to pinpoint that "im-totally-correct-and-that-you-are-wrong" kind of attitude.. is just from my point of view and not trying to get into an argument.. maybe some questions to pondered on.. feel free to share your point across..you know who you are..

lol.. i read some blog where guys and gals quarrel over a relationship, misunderstanding one another.. kind of like an enactment to my past situation.. boy.. the way this ex-friend of mine reply back to this poor boy is very pretentious.. the way she comments is pure concern but her heart is thinking otherwise.. split personality.. spot on!!

Monday, June 13, 2005

Randomness (29)

sat.. 24 hrs of activity.. by the time i reach home.. i head to my bed.. 12 hrs of duty at k-9.. followed by friend's birthday.. then ask my buddies to go and play pool and see movie in the morning.. by 3 am.. i dont have mood to play pool already.. my eyes want to close already.. i want to go back home.. but my buddies suggest to go and watch "Mr and mrs smith".. well.. i did go with them.. the show suxs.. the moral of the story is if you are in a marriage break down, try to solve the problem by knowing each other better..

my buddies say i trained to stay up awake all night..yet still feel so tired.. and i have to explain to them that before meeting them, i had work in a 12 hr shift..

my team have literally solve half of the problem.. regarding about our SD.. there is this guy who have personal problem, hence cannot take arms and have to deploy for security coverage.. our deployment have already planned 2 tours(1 tour is 1 day and 1 night) before hand.. so he know the deployment but somehow, he abused it.. abused it by throwing MC.. and we have to take his place.. now at last he's gone.. to changi sub base.. another half we have to wait until july then we know whether another guy in our team is leaving or not..

for the whole of last week, i been thinking of one gal.. though i had given up on her, but my heart is still miss her.. 4 yrs of wonderful memory.. maybe her presence in my heart have helped me to soften the blows that i had earlier on..

now, the television series "lost" have really glued me to the screen.. i cant wait for the next episode to be screen..

Friday, June 10, 2005

Randomness (28)

does anyone saw the series, "Lost"? im wondering how could an 8-month pregnant woman get to sit in an aeroplane, going through turblence at 10000 ft, and yet able to survived an air crash? wow, that is one hell of a superwoman.. i dont think any pregnant lady will survived this ordeal in the first place.. let alone sitting in an aeroplane..

two of my friends are going to serve the nation tomorrow.. wish jimmy and tehao all the best.. haha.. cant wait to see their head bald..

seem like i have run out of topics to blog.. though i still got a final part of reflection to blog about.. i dont think i will be able to do it..i will try my best to get it blog..

anyway.. will be blogging lesser and lesser.. will blog if there is anything interesting.. hehe..

Sunday, June 05, 2005

MacRitchie Reservoir (1)

patrolling was so much fun.. i was sent to Echo divison at Bishan area.. that sector is way too quiet and too small.. we have to patrol the same area twice at different times.. hmm.. oh well.. and guess what..i get to spot checked one of the FI.. he is none other than Fazli.. he was at bishan park with his gf.. and he say to me, "i remember you.." i was dumbfounded.. he could still remember me out of so many trainees in PA..

at the start of the patrol, i bought Blacky along.. but he vomitted due to my colleague who like to cornering while driving.. poor him.. he have to send back to base before proceeding on.. other people who drive with Blacky on board, Blacky doesnt vomitted at all..

we went to those places where couples like to go there for hanky panky.. Macritchie reservoir.. Bishan park.. the cars parked with the engines on and the windows were densed at the powerful air con.. lol.. we use the headlights of our vehicle to give out some warning.. but didnt go out to be near of the vehicle to catch the action..
oh well, that will be a long time before i get to go out to patrol again.. although there wasnt any msg or COR to attend to, it was an eye-opening for me..

Friday, June 03, 2005

Reflection on life part 1..

wow.. i didnt realised that i have blog this for 1 yr.. happy, sad, angry, everything is inside.. i get to know myself better through reading my past thoughts, past emotions and past events.. certain things came to my mind when i read all the posts..

- i get to know one and only bimbo in this 21 yrs.. no prize for guessing who is it.. ex-bimbo i should say..

- am i more equipped to handle those incidents, that i have went through, in the future? i donno.. only those who experienced it with me, those faithfully readers will have the say.. or maybe God?

- we have so many aspects of life.. relationship, work, family, religion, character, etc.. so which part of it i have grown..which part i need to improve on?

- when i read those posts, my mind have lots of thoughts but little answers.. i could have done this instead of that.. i could have say that instead of this..

- no regrets for what i have done except for one.. reconciling with her as friends.. i like what i have say on 16th april.. that post really say something that could have been done.. maybe she isnt really open or really frank with me?

- overall, how do i fare in this pathetic injustice world? fail? poor? average? who truly understand me? Me, friends or God? Do i change for the better or for the worse?

all these things could come to me as bad or good.. i donno.. but at the end of the day, i have to account for myself all the actions, speech, thoughts, interaction, feelings, everything.. not to human beings.. but God.

i come to this world alone.. alone too i leave this world..

ive learnt alot through this one yr.. and one of the lesson is friends aint forever.. if only i could turn back the time.. or start life as a perfect person.. wishful thinking..lol..

will blog about it another day..

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Randomness (27)

sian sian sian.. sian x 100.. nothing to do leh.. play games.. go out with friends.. watch tv.. watch movies.. yesterday also the same.. nothing to do play with the tagboard..haha..

sigh.. today cannot go to PDP because it require tickets to go.. lucky i ask people or else i make a wasted trip..

i really want to tear myself up in this boredom.. time move so slow.. argh..

let see.. what movies is on offer now.. unleashed.. monster-in-law.. hitchhiker's guide to galaxy.. cursed.. ghost train.. 2nd off is on monday where tickets sold are at the cheapest.. $7 i guess.. hmm..

tomorrow training.. then after that patrol at Echo division.. i dont want to expect too much or else people might play MC and i could be deployed some where else.. even if they do that, i also cant complain much.. just have to wait for the chance to come..

Sianzation!!