these few days been quite busy as our training team have to go to airport to see new dogs.. 11 dogs..i could only name some like Rocky, Swift, Lara, Kyra and one very funny name, Anus.. lol.. then another 3 hardcore dogs.. bring them out to de-kit.. first time i saw one dog who pee is like turning on the tap.. i was waiting there for 40 secs and the pee was so much that it take some time for it to sink to the exercise area. same dog again, who decided to shit also.. the shit was like a big bubble gum.. blue greenish brown..
got one dog..walk very gracefully.. like a horse.. the tail is up as the dog walk.. quite a beauty to see..
still got some more coming in.. overall there will be 35 new dogs coming in.. 14 have came..
yesterday did baiting.. overall experience was quite fun.. but been a first timer was quite scary... my right hand is very numb because i have to push the dog but the dog go against it..
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Monday, April 25, 2005
Life in K-9 (13)
Monday blues!! sigh.. let's put it this way, today is not my day..
two trainers, K and L.. im putting their initials here.. stop picking on me just because im slow, stubborn or so-call showing attitude to you two.. you did not explain your instructions fully..expect me to take initiative.. if you had explain it fully, it wont have happen this way.. well, you have given me the feedback indirectly.. and im going to show you my baddest self just to you two indirectly as well..
i wont have say anything if i really in a way ignore the instructions.. K, you are too serious in the training that why im lacking behind in training.. why other people who conduct training doesnt have a problem with me?
some officers who know me just by looking the way i work previously as base guard, as long as there is fun, freedom in it, i can assure them of a duty that i have done my utmost respect in it.. well, initally i was new to the job scope, i have nothing to say..but as time pass.. they let me work the way i wanted to.. without giving problems..
if you two want to show me that racist is also another way of going against me..i will make sure my "wings" is also slowly growing.. no one is going to benefit from it..
im not saying that i should have a say in the training.. how the way it conducted.. but rather how the way you can conduct the training in a more creative, fun way that we can absorb more.. how to absorb when you are so serious? even playing soccer also want to be serious.. just a game leh..
i feel that K is worse than me.. yup, at times i can be serious..but i know the limit.. i know when to have fun, when to be serious..
and i also going to prove both of you wrong in what you have suggested about me.. so long as i do well in the training, i cant be bothered about it.. i rather let others who are in a better position to have a say about me.. dont judge..
two trainers, K and L.. im putting their initials here.. stop picking on me just because im slow, stubborn or so-call showing attitude to you two.. you did not explain your instructions fully..expect me to take initiative.. if you had explain it fully, it wont have happen this way.. well, you have given me the feedback indirectly.. and im going to show you my baddest self just to you two indirectly as well..
i wont have say anything if i really in a way ignore the instructions.. K, you are too serious in the training that why im lacking behind in training.. why other people who conduct training doesnt have a problem with me?
some officers who know me just by looking the way i work previously as base guard, as long as there is fun, freedom in it, i can assure them of a duty that i have done my utmost respect in it.. well, initally i was new to the job scope, i have nothing to say..but as time pass.. they let me work the way i wanted to.. without giving problems..
if you two want to show me that racist is also another way of going against me..i will make sure my "wings" is also slowly growing.. no one is going to benefit from it..
im not saying that i should have a say in the training.. how the way it conducted.. but rather how the way you can conduct the training in a more creative, fun way that we can absorb more.. how to absorb when you are so serious? even playing soccer also want to be serious.. just a game leh..
i feel that K is worse than me.. yup, at times i can be serious..but i know the limit.. i know when to have fun, when to be serious..
and i also going to prove both of you wrong in what you have suggested about me.. so long as i do well in the training, i cant be bothered about it.. i rather let others who are in a better position to have a say about me.. dont judge..
Friday, April 22, 2005
Life in K-9 (12)
i couldnt blog yesterday as the main site is down..
yesterday was a day full of fun and laughter to me..if only everyday is like this.. went back to TRACOM in the afternoon to attend a swimming carnival just to support our colleagues.. but boredom get the interests of us that we left the place quickly..
after that had a soccer game at base with my colleagues.. when the time to go home, our legs just dont want us to left the field because we had so much fun.. whenever a goal is scored, some people will say, "last goal, last goal.." so as to extend the game.. that how exciting the game was..
on the way back home, i was laughing myself non-stop even on the mrt.. lol.. people think im a lunatic escaped from hougang chalet.. because the officers told me that some of our dogs have this instinct to smell "gals who are having period".. whenever our female colleagues who having that thing of the month, some of the dogs will stop infront of her just to smell it.. i not been dirty-minded..but the way my officers make the action where the dogs' noses stick at that area.. i was laughing as if nobody's business.. it was indeed a day to keep my worries and problems away..
does friendship have conditions to meet and to keep? if i doesnt get to meet any of it, am i still a friend? does friends that go through thick and thin, only to be deserted by that person later? is this the way to pay back what they have gone through?
today not much of happening.. maybe later going out with friends for a movie marathon..lol.. movie freaks.. hmm.. that means i cant go for ubin tomorrow liao.. too tired to go liao.. sigh.. nvm.. another time also can.. hehe..
yesterday was a day full of fun and laughter to me..if only everyday is like this.. went back to TRACOM in the afternoon to attend a swimming carnival just to support our colleagues.. but boredom get the interests of us that we left the place quickly..
after that had a soccer game at base with my colleagues.. when the time to go home, our legs just dont want us to left the field because we had so much fun.. whenever a goal is scored, some people will say, "last goal, last goal.." so as to extend the game.. that how exciting the game was..
on the way back home, i was laughing myself non-stop even on the mrt.. lol.. people think im a lunatic escaped from hougang chalet.. because the officers told me that some of our dogs have this instinct to smell "gals who are having period".. whenever our female colleagues who having that thing of the month, some of the dogs will stop infront of her just to smell it.. i not been dirty-minded..but the way my officers make the action where the dogs' noses stick at that area.. i was laughing as if nobody's business.. it was indeed a day to keep my worries and problems away..
does friendship have conditions to meet and to keep? if i doesnt get to meet any of it, am i still a friend? does friends that go through thick and thin, only to be deserted by that person later? is this the way to pay back what they have gone through?
today not much of happening.. maybe later going out with friends for a movie marathon..lol.. movie freaks.. hmm.. that means i cant go for ubin tomorrow liao.. too tired to go liao.. sigh.. nvm.. another time also can.. hehe..
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Urine test
initially i was thinking of deleting the posts that are relating to her.. but i dont intend to do that, because i want to keep it so that when i go through a new phrase of life, i able to know what i have done, my thoughts..
sigh.. today got a surprise urine test.. first time got it.. first time fail.. my urine got substances of "opium"..woo.. hold your horses.. yesterday report sick so my family doctor give me flu tablets, antibotics and cough mixture. the last medicine is the cause of it.. i was kind of anxious and also at the same time, experiencing something that those drug addicts will do.. i was like a drug addict for half a day.. holding a bottle and waiting for my urine to come out and at the same time, someone was watching you.. how to pee in peace?!?!
have to go down to J division for a statement.. kind of funny.. own collegues going after just for your urine samples.. but in the end is nothing lah.. not going to get charged or what.. i was on medication.. hmm.. wonder what happen if those people who are clubbing and then police come in and say, "everyone, dont leave, pls give your urine samples.." ok..i saw some eyebrows been raised.. just a thought..
sigh.. today got a surprise urine test.. first time got it.. first time fail.. my urine got substances of "opium"..woo.. hold your horses.. yesterday report sick so my family doctor give me flu tablets, antibotics and cough mixture. the last medicine is the cause of it.. i was kind of anxious and also at the same time, experiencing something that those drug addicts will do.. i was like a drug addict for half a day.. holding a bottle and waiting for my urine to come out and at the same time, someone was watching you.. how to pee in peace?!?!
have to go down to J division for a statement.. kind of funny.. own collegues going after just for your urine samples.. but in the end is nothing lah.. not going to get charged or what.. i was on medication.. hmm.. wonder what happen if those people who are clubbing and then police come in and say, "everyone, dont leave, pls give your urine samples.." ok..i saw some eyebrows been raised.. just a thought..
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Randomness (22)
wah.. government very greedy leh.. ask whether want to open a casino or not.. they go ahead and open 2.. one at marina bay..one at sentosa.. cannot blame lah ah.. singapore are known to be kiasu.. one not enough..must have at least 2 then shiok.. tsk tsk..
police to patrol in mrt station and the trains... even our unit also not spared.. my mind is thinking of something funny here.. imagine a SC policeman patrolling in the train and happen to see his friends.. and just stop there to chit chat.. hmm.. not very funny but rather amusing..
i feel that i really cant stop getting back at this person.. im like a person who been sent to jail not knowing what offence i have been committed..
Judge: I hereby sentenced you to life imprisonment for the offences you have committed..
Me: What offences did i committed, Your Honour?
Judge: Based on your character, your blog and your sensitivity.
Me: erm, are all these things also considered offences that i committed? Your Honour?
Judge: ......!!!
Me: did i committed murder? did i kidnap people to consititute a life imprisonment? Your Honour, even you also donno what offences i have committed, you sentenced me to life imprisonment!!
ive make someone sound so bad.. again not a fair or a justified verdict i have received.. but im not appealing.. i wanted to carry on listing down what she have done, her actions, the way she contradicts... but i stop short of saying it.. yup, i know it wont end even the cow has come home.. well, i have to remind myself not to blog about this person again.. oh another thing, the most regret action i have ever done is to reconcile with her as friends..because more problems are added to it..rather than solving it..
police to patrol in mrt station and the trains... even our unit also not spared.. my mind is thinking of something funny here.. imagine a SC policeman patrolling in the train and happen to see his friends.. and just stop there to chit chat.. hmm.. not very funny but rather amusing..
i feel that i really cant stop getting back at this person.. im like a person who been sent to jail not knowing what offence i have been committed..
Judge: I hereby sentenced you to life imprisonment for the offences you have committed..
Me: What offences did i committed, Your Honour?
Judge: Based on your character, your blog and your sensitivity.
Me: erm, are all these things also considered offences that i committed? Your Honour?
Judge: ......!!!
Me: did i committed murder? did i kidnap people to consititute a life imprisonment? Your Honour, even you also donno what offences i have committed, you sentenced me to life imprisonment!!
ive make someone sound so bad.. again not a fair or a justified verdict i have received.. but im not appealing.. i wanted to carry on listing down what she have done, her actions, the way she contradicts... but i stop short of saying it.. yup, i know it wont end even the cow has come home.. well, i have to remind myself not to blog about this person again.. oh another thing, the most regret action i have ever done is to reconcile with her as friends..because more problems are added to it..rather than solving it..
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Randomness (21)
I have taken the pictures of the dogs under my care.. i only uploaded some onto friendster.. not all.. i taken about 20 odd pictures..hehe.. i put up Mito, Blacky and a trick dog called Aiko.. i also have a dumb-looking rottweiler named Barney, Kim, Zeb..
The picture that i put up as current is the trick dog, Aiko doing a bow.. I cant put the captions.. sigh.. as i pressed the button, it will lead me to another page and not friendster..
i find this yr NKF show is much more nicer than the previous ones.. maybe the effort is there.. maybe the team work is there.. but whatever it is, their efforts have been paid off..
argh.. i really cant be bothered about it anymore.. though i maybe stubborn, but i still willing to go and listen what is happening.. yet she doesnt even want to give it a try.. citing my character, my blog, my sensitivity and the last of all, breaking off friendship.. do you think this will improve the situation?? im not a perfect person.. to some, my character could be a weakness... to other, it could be a strength.. what i blog, certain people might not like it, some might encouraged from it.. i seem to repeating it again and again that in such a way, i really dont wish to say it again.. i very sian already.. my points cant seem to get across..
The picture that i put up as current is the trick dog, Aiko doing a bow.. I cant put the captions.. sigh.. as i pressed the button, it will lead me to another page and not friendster..
i find this yr NKF show is much more nicer than the previous ones.. maybe the effort is there.. maybe the team work is there.. but whatever it is, their efforts have been paid off..
argh.. i really cant be bothered about it anymore.. though i maybe stubborn, but i still willing to go and listen what is happening.. yet she doesnt even want to give it a try.. citing my character, my blog, my sensitivity and the last of all, breaking off friendship.. do you think this will improve the situation?? im not a perfect person.. to some, my character could be a weakness... to other, it could be a strength.. what i blog, certain people might not like it, some might encouraged from it.. i seem to repeating it again and again that in such a way, i really dont wish to say it again.. i very sian already.. my points cant seem to get across..
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Final words
lol.. how much have you know me so far? let's be frank.. or should i say how much i have know you so far? basically nothing.. just problems of your own.. does it serve any purpose in truly knowing you? i wouldnt have mind if you solve it before breaking it.. but your actions seem to suggest otherwise..
why should i be afraid of the comments that i make when no one seeks to clarify with me? i mean come on, prove me wrong.. let me have this guilty conscience.. you are giving me the upper hand on it.. waste of time!! wow, do you ever take time out to tell me what going on? i was in the dark all the time..
deriving my character in this blog.. lol.. what if i put on a smokescreen? what if i dont want to reveal all about myself? does reading my blog makes you understand more about me? does it make any sense here?
oh, so if i tell my friends about the strain, problems that we had, and my friends agree to what i say..that means im not the only one thinking this way.. mind you..i didnt make up any story to make you feel bad..
did we have a nice chat over the problems that you are facing? or are you trying to implied that i give you this blog at the wrong time hence dont want to tell me.. i say chat on the msn.. i was online all the time.. i give you ample chances and time.. but i didnt see "dualism" online at all.. only once..that it.. my phone is 8 numbers away, 24/7.. is it really tat difficult?
erm..so you have an idea why people reject me as friend or as a potential bf? because of my character? or do you have any idea what the other party's story? not every friendship that doesnt go right have to really based on my character.. it can be other reason.. but i dont see fit telling you why my other 3 targets reject me.. or my squad mates doesnt like me what i have did.. to them, they want to have fun.. to me, i want to be serious.. different people have different agendas..to me, they are my squadmates..nothing else.. i dont wish to change in such a way people change me to what they like.. if every people were to do this.. where am i going to show my true self? i might as well be an actor and act other people's character.. if given a choice..i will like to act in your character.. did i give you a very satisified answer?
all in all.. you only given me doubts.. i dont wish to carry on where friendship isnt there, where we have different agendas.. as you zooming in my character, while i was trying to know your problems.. look im happy with what i used to be right now..but you are adding salt to the injury by breaking off friendship based on my character.. i was like, "huh..2 weeks never communicate also can break friendship? just because of what i blog and doesnt clarify with me.. think that im too stubborn to listen.. because of my character and my over-sensitive.." is that consider a valid reason to do it?
i know i have no right to say that your ex-bf or your current bf aint suitable to guide you.. but just as an ex-friend of yours.. you want it your own way..you want it just for your own gain/profit, without considering other people's feeling.. i think you better stay single.. enuff saying!!
why should i be afraid of the comments that i make when no one seeks to clarify with me? i mean come on, prove me wrong.. let me have this guilty conscience.. you are giving me the upper hand on it.. waste of time!! wow, do you ever take time out to tell me what going on? i was in the dark all the time..
deriving my character in this blog.. lol.. what if i put on a smokescreen? what if i dont want to reveal all about myself? does reading my blog makes you understand more about me? does it make any sense here?
oh, so if i tell my friends about the strain, problems that we had, and my friends agree to what i say..that means im not the only one thinking this way.. mind you..i didnt make up any story to make you feel bad..
did we have a nice chat over the problems that you are facing? or are you trying to implied that i give you this blog at the wrong time hence dont want to tell me.. i say chat on the msn.. i was online all the time.. i give you ample chances and time.. but i didnt see "dualism" online at all.. only once..that it.. my phone is 8 numbers away, 24/7.. is it really tat difficult?
erm..so you have an idea why people reject me as friend or as a potential bf? because of my character? or do you have any idea what the other party's story? not every friendship that doesnt go right have to really based on my character.. it can be other reason.. but i dont see fit telling you why my other 3 targets reject me.. or my squad mates doesnt like me what i have did.. to them, they want to have fun.. to me, i want to be serious.. different people have different agendas..to me, they are my squadmates..nothing else.. i dont wish to change in such a way people change me to what they like.. if every people were to do this.. where am i going to show my true self? i might as well be an actor and act other people's character.. if given a choice..i will like to act in your character.. did i give you a very satisified answer?
all in all.. you only given me doubts.. i dont wish to carry on where friendship isnt there, where we have different agendas.. as you zooming in my character, while i was trying to know your problems.. look im happy with what i used to be right now..but you are adding salt to the injury by breaking off friendship based on my character.. i was like, "huh..2 weeks never communicate also can break friendship? just because of what i blog and doesnt clarify with me.. think that im too stubborn to listen.. because of my character and my over-sensitive.." is that consider a valid reason to do it?
i know i have no right to say that your ex-bf or your current bf aint suitable to guide you.. but just as an ex-friend of yours.. you want it your own way..you want it just for your own gain/profit, without considering other people's feeling.. i think you better stay single.. enuff saying!!
Friday, April 15, 2005
All over again
yes..thank you very much.. i already knew that person will do that again.. no way will i go and plead with her and ask her to be friends again.. from today onwards, we will be strangers.. although i didnt notice it 3 days ago.. but at least it now or never..2nd time she did that.. but this time..i have to say a thank you to her.. not sorry.. sound scarastic? think again.. and using friendster as a program to break off friendship..
dont you people find it funny when she got something to tell me, yet she expect me to make the initiative first.. ex: msn chat or sms.. 7 months of friendship and getting 2 breakup of friendship.. i wont risk myself going back again.. once confess feelings for her.. it totally went downhill all the way.. when facing problems as friends, give excuses like busy, with bf.. doesnt even wish to solve it at all.. or trying to divert to other topics..
give her this blog add.. first she say my comments were very wrong.. after that she say im half wrong half right.. what next? even without this blog, she still doesnt want to clarify with me..
oversensitive.. im touching on it right now.. that person didnt even tell me her problems..but her past problems.. and i was left guessing here and there, hence coming up with all these comments.. all i know im in the dark most of the time.. im not going to blame her or anyone.. i mean is this the only way to get to know a person better through talking majority of it on problems..nothing but problems..i dont even have a single clue about other things about her..
think about this.. give her a chinese new yr greeting card through snail mail with my address written at the back of the envelope.. then she break off friendship.. after that reconcile again as friends, she ask me where i stay.. i dont think i need to say anymore about what she did to the card.. neither am i going to say about the birthday present as well..
a note to her: dont mislead people if you cant do it.. not every problem that you face, is able to come to a solution just based on you..think for the others as well.. pls, dont be so self-centered.. you are creating more than solving it.. the situation for you is win-lose.. while for me is a lose-lose situation..
someone, pls oh that someone.. someone who is strong enough to wake her up.. strong enough to scold, tell, guide, whatever it is.. i dare to say that her ex-bf or current bf is not strong enough to do that..
and again, i correctly know that my trainer will go tough on me when it's just the first day handling Blacky. I cant "check" him 100% or else he dont want to do with me.. what the hell.. attitude dog.. pls.. i still need more time to rapport with the dog..dont expect me to build a rapport at such a short time..
time to play game lor..
dont you people find it funny when she got something to tell me, yet she expect me to make the initiative first.. ex: msn chat or sms.. 7 months of friendship and getting 2 breakup of friendship.. i wont risk myself going back again.. once confess feelings for her.. it totally went downhill all the way.. when facing problems as friends, give excuses like busy, with bf.. doesnt even wish to solve it at all.. or trying to divert to other topics..
give her this blog add.. first she say my comments were very wrong.. after that she say im half wrong half right.. what next? even without this blog, she still doesnt want to clarify with me..
oversensitive.. im touching on it right now.. that person didnt even tell me her problems..but her past problems.. and i was left guessing here and there, hence coming up with all these comments.. all i know im in the dark most of the time.. im not going to blame her or anyone.. i mean is this the only way to get to know a person better through talking majority of it on problems..nothing but problems..i dont even have a single clue about other things about her..
think about this.. give her a chinese new yr greeting card through snail mail with my address written at the back of the envelope.. then she break off friendship.. after that reconcile again as friends, she ask me where i stay.. i dont think i need to say anymore about what she did to the card.. neither am i going to say about the birthday present as well..
a note to her: dont mislead people if you cant do it.. not every problem that you face, is able to come to a solution just based on you..think for the others as well.. pls, dont be so self-centered.. you are creating more than solving it.. the situation for you is win-lose.. while for me is a lose-lose situation..
someone, pls oh that someone.. someone who is strong enough to wake her up.. strong enough to scold, tell, guide, whatever it is.. i dare to say that her ex-bf or current bf is not strong enough to do that..
and again, i correctly know that my trainer will go tough on me when it's just the first day handling Blacky. I cant "check" him 100% or else he dont want to do with me.. what the hell.. attitude dog.. pls.. i still need more time to rapport with the dog..dont expect me to build a rapport at such a short time..
time to play game lor..
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Life in K-9 (11)
Today is a mourning day for K-9.. one of our collegue pass away due to a traffic accident.. and this is the first time i witnessed a state funeral minus the rifle firing in the air.. we stand along side of the road when the hearse pass, we give a salute.. after the service, we give another salute to him..
may his soul rest in peace.. and three salute to him..
today is practically a sad day for me.. i was assigned to another dog named Blacky.. as Mito is now back to his previous handler to train him for tracking.. a method only found in General Purpose Guide Dog. Now i got 5 dogs to visit whenever im free or after training.. 3 from my previous team.. 1 is Mito and another one is Blacky.. now i have to build up the rapport again.. and again my affection for Mito has just began to develop and have to do it again for Blacky.. overall it back to square 1.. argh.. i hate that..
if my trainer blames me that Blacky didnt listen to my commands.. i will shoot back stating back that the rapport is not there yet..
this saturday going back to base to do kennel duty.. will definitely take all the 5 dogs out to take photo.. or else i might not have the chance again.. i will only take 4 dogs.. the other dog is Bobby.. not really that close to him..
may his soul rest in peace.. and three salute to him..
today is practically a sad day for me.. i was assigned to another dog named Blacky.. as Mito is now back to his previous handler to train him for tracking.. a method only found in General Purpose Guide Dog. Now i got 5 dogs to visit whenever im free or after training.. 3 from my previous team.. 1 is Mito and another one is Blacky.. now i have to build up the rapport again.. and again my affection for Mito has just began to develop and have to do it again for Blacky.. overall it back to square 1.. argh.. i hate that..
if my trainer blames me that Blacky didnt listen to my commands.. i will shoot back stating back that the rapport is not there yet..
this saturday going back to base to do kennel duty.. will definitely take all the 5 dogs out to take photo.. or else i might not have the chance again.. i will only take 4 dogs.. the other dog is Bobby.. not really that close to him..
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Life in K-9 (10)
oopsy.. it should be lim chu kang cemetery.. got a mix up.. hai.. too tired liao..
last time work as base guard get to wake up early only about twice a week.. now learn how to handle dog have to wake up early for 5 days week.. after that post out to sub base, will be again work 2 days off 2 days.. hai.. adjust here and there.. i donno whether my body can take it or not..
i think i really need a holiday.. destination: australia..
ive been to malaysia donno how many times liao.. been there for leadership camp, npcc tour, buy vcd and bubble gum.. the furthest i ever went is china.. to accompany my grandma and family visit her siblings..
4 yrs ago..i did intend to go and to go alone.. i got everything ready.. budget, places of interest to visit.. but not the plane tickets.. my friends cautioned me about going there alone and might even get kidnapped.. kao.. just that caution prevent me from going..
erm.. i have no idea what i want to do after i ord.. either studies if my appeal is successful or go for a holiday.. whatever it is at this moment of time, i dont want to think so much.. i want to recharge my body now..
BED, PILLOW, BOLSTER and BLANKET.. here i come..
last time work as base guard get to wake up early only about twice a week.. now learn how to handle dog have to wake up early for 5 days week.. after that post out to sub base, will be again work 2 days off 2 days.. hai.. adjust here and there.. i donno whether my body can take it or not..
i think i really need a holiday.. destination: australia..
ive been to malaysia donno how many times liao.. been there for leadership camp, npcc tour, buy vcd and bubble gum.. the furthest i ever went is china.. to accompany my grandma and family visit her siblings..
4 yrs ago..i did intend to go and to go alone.. i got everything ready.. budget, places of interest to visit.. but not the plane tickets.. my friends cautioned me about going there alone and might even get kidnapped.. kao.. just that caution prevent me from going..
erm.. i have no idea what i want to do after i ord.. either studies if my appeal is successful or go for a holiday.. whatever it is at this moment of time, i dont want to think so much.. i want to recharge my body now..
BED, PILLOW, BOLSTER and BLANKET.. here i come..
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Accident in Ubin
woohoo.. today go out for training.. anyone dare to guess where is the place? it's choa chu kang cemetery... lol..
erm.. i donno whether i should blog it out or not after seeing something disappear within a day itself.. hai..better not lah.. certain things are better left unsaid..
eh, anyone want to go cycling at ubin or go for the Big Walk? just want to take time out to relax my mind.. most prob i will do both..hehe.. cycling is 23/4/05.. while the Big Walk is in May.. i going to sign up for it.. got goodies bag as well..hehe.. oh anyone seeing this blog, and want to accompany me.. msg me.. my msn address is there..
speaking of ubin, i have an unforgettable experience months before i enlisted to police.. i have just completed my studies and waiting to enlist.. after that, my church organised a "teens-and-youth fellowship" at ubin.. two groups.. i lead the cycling group while another brother lead the hiking group.. the unfortunate events happened.. and it was going to be the end of trip.. i was cycling side by side with another brother in christ and he decided to have some fun by trying to crash my bicycle with his.. he got too close that i have no choice but to apply brakes on my bicycle.. and that is the first time i see myself flying.. my church friends saw it too.. the impact will have been much worse if not for my hands.. i landed in such a way my hands are ready to take the impact.. went to tan tock seng hospital with two friends.. took x-ray..and inject painkillers.. the worse is not over yet.. i know that im allegy to painkillers..but somehow i donno why i let the nurse to inject me.. from an outpatient to a drug allegy patient staying back in hospital for observation.. as my eyes were bloated.. from then onwards, my wallet carry a card about my allegies.. lucky i recovered fast enough that my hands are able to do the push-ups..if not i might be on medical review..
hai.. enough of blogging already..going to play games now..
erm.. i donno whether i should blog it out or not after seeing something disappear within a day itself.. hai..better not lah.. certain things are better left unsaid..
eh, anyone want to go cycling at ubin or go for the Big Walk? just want to take time out to relax my mind.. most prob i will do both..hehe.. cycling is 23/4/05.. while the Big Walk is in May.. i going to sign up for it.. got goodies bag as well..hehe.. oh anyone seeing this blog, and want to accompany me.. msg me.. my msn address is there..
speaking of ubin, i have an unforgettable experience months before i enlisted to police.. i have just completed my studies and waiting to enlist.. after that, my church organised a "teens-and-youth fellowship" at ubin.. two groups.. i lead the cycling group while another brother lead the hiking group.. the unfortunate events happened.. and it was going to be the end of trip.. i was cycling side by side with another brother in christ and he decided to have some fun by trying to crash my bicycle with his.. he got too close that i have no choice but to apply brakes on my bicycle.. and that is the first time i see myself flying.. my church friends saw it too.. the impact will have been much worse if not for my hands.. i landed in such a way my hands are ready to take the impact.. went to tan tock seng hospital with two friends.. took x-ray..and inject painkillers.. the worse is not over yet.. i know that im allegy to painkillers..but somehow i donno why i let the nurse to inject me.. from an outpatient to a drug allegy patient staying back in hospital for observation.. as my eyes were bloated.. from then onwards, my wallet carry a card about my allegies.. lucky i recovered fast enough that my hands are able to do the push-ups..if not i might be on medical review..
hai.. enough of blogging already..going to play games now..
Monday, April 11, 2005
Randomness (20)
bloody kasey.. do you have to tell everyone that once i encountered a problem in my way or other people's way, i will hell bend to solve it once and for all.. and still dare to say that i dont even know my father's surname when im in the midst of solving problem.. hey..that is too far-fetched or should i say you are too exaggerating..
i can only vertify that it is true to an extent.. when facing a problem, i have to solve it so that i can learn.. but you are putting me in a bad light.. argh.. lucky you dont have friendster..or else you will not get anything good from me.. you better know what to do hor..
wow.. blogging seem to be the "in" thing right now.. friendster also want to be part of this pie.. with photoblog and astrology.. too many of it in the long run doesnt look appealing.. friendster should have just stick to one..
training is now in the second week.. well..learn alot of new things.. get to play with voices as in how to be stern when the dog did wrong or praise him when he did a good one.. that a hard one for me but im getting the hang out of it.. basic commands with hand signals like SIT, DOWN, STAY and STAND.
i can only vertify that it is true to an extent.. when facing a problem, i have to solve it so that i can learn.. but you are putting me in a bad light.. argh.. lucky you dont have friendster..or else you will not get anything good from me.. you better know what to do hor..
wow.. blogging seem to be the "in" thing right now.. friendster also want to be part of this pie.. with photoblog and astrology.. too many of it in the long run doesnt look appealing.. friendster should have just stick to one..
training is now in the second week.. well..learn alot of new things.. get to play with voices as in how to be stern when the dog did wrong or praise him when he did a good one.. that a hard one for me but im getting the hang out of it.. basic commands with hand signals like SIT, DOWN, STAY and STAND.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Answer from the Bible
minci.. i got the answer for your friend.. donno whether you want to let him know about it..
both Jesus and the serpent didnt lie.. what the serpent merely did was to create doubt to Adam and Eve.. the serpent ask this qn to them, "did God ever say this.. did God ever say that.." the serpent want them to have this doubt.. nowadays, i have people telling me how they wish they could scold the couple foolish and stupid.. but try stepping into their shoes and get to hear this qn.. will you too have this doubt?
about drinking.. the bible is silent about it.. the bible didnt tell us when we can drink or how much we can drink.. but we are a living testimonial for God..we shouldnt drink to such a manner that is in a drunken state.. once we are drunk, we donno which hand is left..which leg to move..utter words that normal people dont get to hear.. i admit im a christian who drinks occasionally.. God warned us about the consequences being drunk.. not telling us about how drinking can drown our sorrow..
i hope i have answer his doubt..
both Jesus and the serpent didnt lie.. what the serpent merely did was to create doubt to Adam and Eve.. the serpent ask this qn to them, "did God ever say this.. did God ever say that.." the serpent want them to have this doubt.. nowadays, i have people telling me how they wish they could scold the couple foolish and stupid.. but try stepping into their shoes and get to hear this qn.. will you too have this doubt?
about drinking.. the bible is silent about it.. the bible didnt tell us when we can drink or how much we can drink.. but we are a living testimonial for God..we shouldnt drink to such a manner that is in a drunken state.. once we are drunk, we donno which hand is left..which leg to move..utter words that normal people dont get to hear.. i admit im a christian who drinks occasionally.. God warned us about the consequences being drunk.. not telling us about how drinking can drown our sorrow..
i hope i have answer his doubt..
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frankly speaking, i really got nothing to blog..donno what to blog.. my mind is literally a blank now.. dont ask me why.. i really donno.. maybe im sick.. running nose, sore throat, cough, slight fever..
went to my friend's birthday today..at changi.. drove there and after that went on a driving spree to nowhere.. was on expressway most of the time.. hehe..
now i know where to buy the durian puff.. yup..is at katong..but to exact is at joo chiat..
oh..she is online.. since the last chat with her was 19/03/05.. but i dont have anything to talk to her.. on the other hand, she got something to tell me which until now..haven even get to heard it.. not that i waiting eagerly to hear it..
i feel like meeting new people.. is like my life isnt complete with these "weird" people.. weird as in the way regliously people doing things.. be it habits, lifestyle, the way they think..
these are the people whom i really like to know..
-a christian who smokes..
-a christian who go clubbing..
-a christian who flirts..
-a christian who goes with every girl that she is the one for him but yet not to be..
-a christian who thinks that money can buy everything..
if there is anyone that fits the bill, pls dont be shy.. i will really like to know these people..
went to my friend's birthday today..at changi.. drove there and after that went on a driving spree to nowhere.. was on expressway most of the time.. hehe..
now i know where to buy the durian puff.. yup..is at katong..but to exact is at joo chiat..
oh..she is online.. since the last chat with her was 19/03/05.. but i dont have anything to talk to her.. on the other hand, she got something to tell me which until now..haven even get to heard it.. not that i waiting eagerly to hear it..
i feel like meeting new people.. is like my life isnt complete with these "weird" people.. weird as in the way regliously people doing things.. be it habits, lifestyle, the way they think..
these are the people whom i really like to know..
-a christian who smokes..
-a christian who go clubbing..
-a christian who flirts..
-a christian who goes with every girl that she is the one for him but yet not to be..
-a christian who thinks that money can buy everything..
if there is anyone that fits the bill, pls dont be shy.. i will really like to know these people..
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Life in K-9 (9)
end of april?!?! my goodness, end of april then i could know the result of my appeal.. oh well, at the very least i can concentrate on my new found love, Mito..
He likes to walk into my path.. hmm.. spoke to the previous handler.. he say that by the end of the course or after i ord, my left leg will pick up a habit.. and that is kicking while walking.. and Mito likes to walk ahead of his handler.. time to "check" him.. in order to make him walk side by side with the handler..
erm, i donno how many times did my blog, what i say today and got an indirect form of answer the very next day? this is not the first time im seeing this or experiencing it.. lucky im mentally prepared.. as a saying goes, "the best form of defence is attack" but as for me is the other way round.. "the best form of attack is defence"
too tired to blog.. going to dreamland soon.. tomorrow will be another day to build rapport with Mito.. i should say a very special day to remember for me and for him.. he gonna to be a superstar..lol..nah..
He likes to walk into my path.. hmm.. spoke to the previous handler.. he say that by the end of the course or after i ord, my left leg will pick up a habit.. and that is kicking while walking.. and Mito likes to walk ahead of his handler.. time to "check" him.. in order to make him walk side by side with the handler..
erm, i donno how many times did my blog, what i say today and got an indirect form of answer the very next day? this is not the first time im seeing this or experiencing it.. lucky im mentally prepared.. as a saying goes, "the best form of defence is attack" but as for me is the other way round.. "the best form of attack is defence"
too tired to blog.. going to dreamland soon.. tomorrow will be another day to build rapport with Mito.. i should say a very special day to remember for me and for him.. he gonna to be a superstar..lol..nah..
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Life in K-9 (8)
"of all the four dogs that you all are taking right now, yours is the most handsome.. the fur is so shiny from the day that i see him.. and i want to see it that way when you all posted out.. the maintainance is there..keep it up.."
wah..first time hearing someone saying dog is more handsome than handler.. lol.. dont worry..i never take it to heart..haha..
i heard that i will be the longest handler ever to take Mito.. the first 2 only got through the whole duration of the training and got him for 2 months respectively.. very playful dog.. very ka-poh as in wanting to know what im holding in my hands.. curious ba.. haha.. and a very affectionate dog.. want to let my mind wander around also cannot.. i was sitting at the grooming area and he stuck his head under my arms.. as if like telling me, "what are you thinking.. can tell me? dont like that.. you can cuddle me and slowly tell me.." lol..i should be the one building the rapport with the dog..but he is doing the rapport instead..hahaha..
hai..but that cant be say to the dogs that i have taken care when im doing my base guard.. i miss Kim and Zeb.. they are kind of sad that i cant bring them out for a walk again.. but i will still visit them everyday till the day i post out.. i will try to take them out when the training hrs are over.. wonder if i can claim overtime allowances..rofl.. zeb's owner has say that no one can touch his dog as he will snap..but i have no problem with it leh..haha.. i think they know that im the one who always bring them out for a walk.. now no one can do that liao.. hai.. my team ah.. owners and dogs all in mourning mood for me.. zeb's owner is simon chong and kim is dave wong.. now i know why chua kia soon say this, "once you leave, the team is gone.." erm.. i dont really think im that important lor..maybe is because the way i work that impress them ba.. oh well, life still goes on without me in the team.. but can definitely see the void i have left behind..
sigh..still no news about the appeal.. is tempted to give a call on it tomorrow..
huh..what sia.. got this type of logic one ah.. erm.. people are more trustworthy if they grow a moustache.. lol.. no comments..
i think i better equip to defend myself first.. something just doesnt seem right and shouldnt be looking on the surface.. hai, some problem have so many layers that it can only solve one part by one part.. like kueh lapis.. all i know that the problem is not that simple and im not involved despite severe warnings.. oh well..that person knows it best..
wah..first time hearing someone saying dog is more handsome than handler.. lol.. dont worry..i never take it to heart..haha..
i heard that i will be the longest handler ever to take Mito.. the first 2 only got through the whole duration of the training and got him for 2 months respectively.. very playful dog.. very ka-poh as in wanting to know what im holding in my hands.. curious ba.. haha.. and a very affectionate dog.. want to let my mind wander around also cannot.. i was sitting at the grooming area and he stuck his head under my arms.. as if like telling me, "what are you thinking.. can tell me? dont like that.. you can cuddle me and slowly tell me.." lol..i should be the one building the rapport with the dog..but he is doing the rapport instead..hahaha..
hai..but that cant be say to the dogs that i have taken care when im doing my base guard.. i miss Kim and Zeb.. they are kind of sad that i cant bring them out for a walk again.. but i will still visit them everyday till the day i post out.. i will try to take them out when the training hrs are over.. wonder if i can claim overtime allowances..rofl.. zeb's owner has say that no one can touch his dog as he will snap..but i have no problem with it leh..haha.. i think they know that im the one who always bring them out for a walk.. now no one can do that liao.. hai.. my team ah.. owners and dogs all in mourning mood for me.. zeb's owner is simon chong and kim is dave wong.. now i know why chua kia soon say this, "once you leave, the team is gone.." erm.. i dont really think im that important lor..maybe is because the way i work that impress them ba.. oh well, life still goes on without me in the team.. but can definitely see the void i have left behind..
sigh..still no news about the appeal.. is tempted to give a call on it tomorrow..
huh..what sia.. got this type of logic one ah.. erm.. people are more trustworthy if they grow a moustache.. lol.. no comments..
i think i better equip to defend myself first.. something just doesnt seem right and shouldnt be looking on the surface.. hai, some problem have so many layers that it can only solve one part by one part.. like kueh lapis.. all i know that the problem is not that simple and im not involved despite severe warnings.. oh well..that person knows it best..
Monday, April 04, 2005
Life in K-9 (7)
wow.. can see that alot of people doesnt like my decision to take dogs.. yah, i understand how they feel.. yah, they same like me, want me to take narcotic dogs.. yah, im a very nice person to bully right.. hmm.. lol.. my team doesnt want me to go.. but too bad what my team and i wanted for, is not meant to be.. i cant entirely blame my officer for tricking me into..i really cant wait for another 3 more months just to wait for that dog to come to me.. im really really restless.. these guys are really worth mentioning in my blog, for they really want to help me to get what i want and i dont think i can ever repay them back.. my team leader Johnny Sim, Dave Wong, Simon Chong, Chua Kia Soon.. if my officer let me go back to this team once i finish my training.. i have the best team that i can ever find and the best team leader that i have ever know..
today was the first day of security dog training.. trainer on leave for 1 week, raining for half a day.. what a rotten day.. get to see my dog later in the day.. it's a german shepherd.. and the name is MITO... He's going to be my best friend, buddy, wife, girlfriend, secret-holder, confidant, erm...whatever..everything role into one.. Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! sounds like someone's else name.. i mean it's rhymes.. oh well.. will tried to take some pictures of my dog and posted in friendster..
big size..nice fur.. but stand side by side with me, he stand around my height.. go imagine how tall is he and how big is he.. 4 yrs old guard dog..older than me in the force..cannot play play.. full of energy in him.. heard that he can really play to the fullest with other dogs that match his size.. Holland bred.. that how much i know him for the first day.. but compare to a dog named Shadow, his size lose out alot.. Shadow is the biggest dog.. eat 4 scoops of feed..
im really really rusted on my physical fitness.. before i pass out, i can do 9 pull-up..now i can only do a miserable 2.. pengz.. now i ready to shed those "pull factors".. not fats lah.. but long time never exercise, no intention to move my feets or hands anymore..
1 situation down, 1 to go.. can say that i feel better ba.. now left the appeal in it only.. hopefully it can succeed..
today was the first day of security dog training.. trainer on leave for 1 week, raining for half a day.. what a rotten day.. get to see my dog later in the day.. it's a german shepherd.. and the name is MITO... He's going to be my best friend, buddy, wife, girlfriend, secret-holder, confidant, erm...whatever..everything role into one.. Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! Mito! sounds like someone's else name.. i mean it's rhymes.. oh well.. will tried to take some pictures of my dog and posted in friendster..
big size..nice fur.. but stand side by side with me, he stand around my height.. go imagine how tall is he and how big is he.. 4 yrs old guard dog..older than me in the force..cannot play play.. full of energy in him.. heard that he can really play to the fullest with other dogs that match his size.. Holland bred.. that how much i know him for the first day.. but compare to a dog named Shadow, his size lose out alot.. Shadow is the biggest dog.. eat 4 scoops of feed..
im really really rusted on my physical fitness.. before i pass out, i can do 9 pull-up..now i can only do a miserable 2.. pengz.. now i ready to shed those "pull factors".. not fats lah.. but long time never exercise, no intention to move my feets or hands anymore..
1 situation down, 1 to go.. can say that i feel better ba.. now left the appeal in it only.. hopefully it can succeed..
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Randomness (18)
i resigned to the fate about the dog that i wanted to take.. i never trust my officer about what he promised me.. this kind of person i will never work with.. since my NS life is already a waste of time, i cant be bothered anymore.. i just want to get out of here as soon as possible.. hmm..suddenly have this ORD mood.. but the time is still far away.. 1 yr and 2 months.. the only comfort i have is my team leader.. he is helping me right now.. whatever it is, i owe him a favour.. his actions have say it all.. donno how will it be.. hai.. dont care so much..
another one is my intention of further studies at poly.. hopefully the appeal will succeed.. or how i could in a way convince them that i really intend to pursue that course..
i never feel so uneasy before where i have to face 2 situation at the same time.. i prayed about it.. and even ask my brothers and sisters in christ to pray for me as well.. oh well.. whatever the decision in both situation is, i have to accept it.. God have His own way and own time to let me know His purpose and His will.. hopefully tomorrow will be the day to know it once and for all..
even before i got wind about the dog that i will be taking or the application of my poly is rejected, the uneasiness is already there.. hmm.. is it because i saw something that i dont wish to see.. i donno.. if by tomorrow i got the answer to both situation and yet the uneasiness is still there.. then i roughly know what is it already..
another one is my intention of further studies at poly.. hopefully the appeal will succeed.. or how i could in a way convince them that i really intend to pursue that course..
i never feel so uneasy before where i have to face 2 situation at the same time.. i prayed about it.. and even ask my brothers and sisters in christ to pray for me as well.. oh well.. whatever the decision in both situation is, i have to accept it.. God have His own way and own time to let me know His purpose and His will.. hopefully tomorrow will be the day to know it once and for all..
even before i got wind about the dog that i will be taking or the application of my poly is rejected, the uneasiness is already there.. hmm.. is it because i saw something that i dont wish to see.. i donno.. if by tomorrow i got the answer to both situation and yet the uneasiness is still there.. then i roughly know what is it already..
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Randomness (17)
Love or feelings? Commitment or fling? Reality or dream? Worldly possessions or spiritual matters? Talents or money? Happiness or contentment? Own decision or peer pressure? Selfish or sacrificial? Family or future? Looks or character? Good or evil? Time or answer? Sincerity or gifts?
Questions to ponder...
The year is where robots rule the world. J.N is a cyborg. It was once a human where now gender is not important. He or she, no one knows. It was an experiment goes very wrong. J.N was the first creation where chips put in every part of the body to stop the cells from aging. You can call it an immortal. But J.N is tired of living. It has committed a crime. J.N murdered its creator. It now serving time at a maximum security prison. J.N had been there ever since robots take over human. Not knowing how the world looks now, J.N know the time to die is 2 hrs away.
The time is now 29:96. It has stop for this is the time that J.N killed its master. The execution is a gun that shoots out knives. This method have been used since humans. No more letal injection, no more electrocution chair, no more hanging. There are 5 cyborgs waiting in line including J.N. All committed crimes at the same time but different reason. First cyborg went down after 3 shots. All were aim in the vital parts of the body. The remaining 3 too, ended their lives where no one wish to go through. J.N was next. First shot fired, but it doesnt go through the body. Puzzling as it is, second shot fired, again it cant pierced through. Before the third shot is fired, J.N disappeared into thin air.
every story that i write isnt really complete as i jump from part to part.. this time round i leave a cliffhanger. if i write a complete story in my blog, it will be a very long drag down..
this week been really eating and eating non-stop..argh.. friends bring me to go and eat Marche.. lol..
i heard that i kanna security dog course.. kns.. my officer ask me to email him to take narcotic dog.. and give me this.. not going to sit down here and doing nothing, i call DY and told him the matter.. just now call my officer and talk about it.. wah..he really good at giving excuses..nothing but excuses.. now my Team Leader want to step in and help me liao..
secondly, i applied for poly but unsuccessful.. i appealed against the decision.. hmm.. going to wait and see how to get into that course i want to pursue.
these 2 situations are either going to secure my happiness and future for at least 3 yrs or really make me want to try till i run out of resources.. Hope that God will understand and help me.. just a simple request make known to God and that He's able to open my eyes.
Questions to ponder...
The year is where robots rule the world. J.N is a cyborg. It was once a human where now gender is not important. He or she, no one knows. It was an experiment goes very wrong. J.N was the first creation where chips put in every part of the body to stop the cells from aging. You can call it an immortal. But J.N is tired of living. It has committed a crime. J.N murdered its creator. It now serving time at a maximum security prison. J.N had been there ever since robots take over human. Not knowing how the world looks now, J.N know the time to die is 2 hrs away.
The time is now 29:96. It has stop for this is the time that J.N killed its master. The execution is a gun that shoots out knives. This method have been used since humans. No more letal injection, no more electrocution chair, no more hanging. There are 5 cyborgs waiting in line including J.N. All committed crimes at the same time but different reason. First cyborg went down after 3 shots. All were aim in the vital parts of the body. The remaining 3 too, ended their lives where no one wish to go through. J.N was next. First shot fired, but it doesnt go through the body. Puzzling as it is, second shot fired, again it cant pierced through. Before the third shot is fired, J.N disappeared into thin air.
every story that i write isnt really complete as i jump from part to part.. this time round i leave a cliffhanger. if i write a complete story in my blog, it will be a very long drag down..
this week been really eating and eating non-stop..argh.. friends bring me to go and eat Marche.. lol..
i heard that i kanna security dog course.. kns.. my officer ask me to email him to take narcotic dog.. and give me this.. not going to sit down here and doing nothing, i call DY and told him the matter.. just now call my officer and talk about it.. wah..he really good at giving excuses..nothing but excuses.. now my Team Leader want to step in and help me liao..
secondly, i applied for poly but unsuccessful.. i appealed against the decision.. hmm.. going to wait and see how to get into that course i want to pursue.
these 2 situations are either going to secure my happiness and future for at least 3 yrs or really make me want to try till i run out of resources.. Hope that God will understand and help me.. just a simple request make known to God and that He's able to open my eyes.
Friday, April 01, 2005
Funny story
Lying on a cold hospital bed in an intensive care unit, suffering from an epidemic disease that threaten to wipe out the whole of mankind, i was a victim. Faint heart beat, no sign of hope, no sign of miracle. Family and loved ones were around me, dressed up in surgical suits to prevent them in contact with any infection on me. Some prayed, some talk, some cried, but never give up hope on me till my heart pump to the very last.
Mom was heart-wretched, she couldnt see the sight of her flesh and blood eroded away every minute. She know that her beloved is a fighter, even the cells are fighting hard for me to stay alive. In a desperate move, she removed the mask and give me a kiss. A kiss of life. A kiss of miracle waiting to be happen. A kiss to keep me fighting. A kiss that my body is getting some feeling back due to the injection of antibiotic to keep me numb and drowsy.
For a minute, it was silence around the room as Brother saw my eyes open and shouted, "look, he's awake." All my loved ones lunged forward to verify that i indeed awake. Some were shocked, some couldnt believe their eyes. But all in the end, happy for me that i have fought a good battle against the disease. I couldnt get to see the joy on their faces, the smile and laughter due to the masks that they wore.
Doctors checked on me and say, "Son, you are a miracle. Before that, we ask your parents to prepare for the worst. But now, as we did a through check-up, we find that you are in a pink bill of health. Unbelievable!!"
"Erm..?!?" i asked as i flash a weak smile to the doctors.
"Yes? Anything wrong?" asked the doctors.
"I need to pee." I say in embrassment.
Echos of laughter were heard in the unit.
Donno how is this story..hehe.. just wrote it for fun.. my phone bill this month will hit a record.. sigh.. 3 calls.. incoming i dont mind.. outgoing my mother will mind.. hai.. i think i can hear the nagging now...
movie price going to increase..haha.. it doesnt going to put me off just because of that.. i got no comments at this moment of time till it really happens..
oh, anyone see the article in the newspaper? about a christian lawyer giving up on God, giving up on her career, gives up everything even her family, till her son saves her.. she describes her life, her upbringing, everything in it.. i feel very inspired about it..hehe.. and her moral of it is: Every dark cloud have a silver lining.
Mom was heart-wretched, she couldnt see the sight of her flesh and blood eroded away every minute. She know that her beloved is a fighter, even the cells are fighting hard for me to stay alive. In a desperate move, she removed the mask and give me a kiss. A kiss of life. A kiss of miracle waiting to be happen. A kiss to keep me fighting. A kiss that my body is getting some feeling back due to the injection of antibiotic to keep me numb and drowsy.
For a minute, it was silence around the room as Brother saw my eyes open and shouted, "look, he's awake." All my loved ones lunged forward to verify that i indeed awake. Some were shocked, some couldnt believe their eyes. But all in the end, happy for me that i have fought a good battle against the disease. I couldnt get to see the joy on their faces, the smile and laughter due to the masks that they wore.
Doctors checked on me and say, "Son, you are a miracle. Before that, we ask your parents to prepare for the worst. But now, as we did a through check-up, we find that you are in a pink bill of health. Unbelievable!!"
"Erm..?!?" i asked as i flash a weak smile to the doctors.
"Yes? Anything wrong?" asked the doctors.
"I need to pee." I say in embrassment.
Echos of laughter were heard in the unit.
Donno how is this story..hehe.. just wrote it for fun.. my phone bill this month will hit a record.. sigh.. 3 calls.. incoming i dont mind.. outgoing my mother will mind.. hai.. i think i can hear the nagging now...
movie price going to increase..haha.. it doesnt going to put me off just because of that.. i got no comments at this moment of time till it really happens..
oh, anyone see the article in the newspaper? about a christian lawyer giving up on God, giving up on her career, gives up everything even her family, till her son saves her.. she describes her life, her upbringing, everything in it.. i feel very inspired about it..hehe.. and her moral of it is: Every dark cloud have a silver lining.
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