Life in TRACOM (9)

at last can breathe a sigh of relief..people are sian of making certain comments at me liao..phew..

been a long time since i blog..well..alot of good news i got..

firstly, i just found out that i passed my shooting test without going for a reshoot..yes!! can hold a gun for the next 1 1/2 yrs..hehe

secondly, is my squad mates..yup yup..been mentioning above..enough of saying..

thirdly, hmm..could say is a bad news..still got 6 more tests to go..law exam, defensive tactics, scenerio based test as an officer, enhanced obstacle course, security awareness and last but not least, first aid..of all..the most afraid one should be law exam..once fail, either retest before POP, or recourse for one month..argh!!!

today have a great fun in scenerio based test as a role player..act as a neighbour in a dispute, giving the other squad "officers" a hard time and a hell of a ride..lol.. well, was instructed by my officer in charge..in the end, i got blue black all over my body..ouch!!!

sigh..alot of movies all keep on popping up and going down without warning one..some movies i haven see already not showing..sian..and new one like shark tale, still in sneak preview, already machim like showing as if it released..

Life in TRACOM (8)

finally i know why my mood is swing from one end to another very easily..because of my squad mates.. i just feel that im alone in this pathetic squad..no one to understand how i feel..though i been through for 12 weeks..but i feel that i have enough..i dont wish to go through history in my previous chapter of life.. i need someone who willing to stretch out his hand to me and rescue me out of this situation..i didnt think of facing this same situation so soon just as i got enlisted..but how wrong am i..

yes..i admit that over the last few weeks, i didnt go to church as in such a way, i have backslided..sigh..need to buck up..need to show my resilient character..need to be tough..need to be more "gung-ho"...

do i really look like someone who is easily taken advantage of? because of my look, i can be take advantage of...haha..i find it very amusing..because book cannot be judge by its cover.. or is it because im a sick tiger that donno how to roar.. i mean come on, just tell me straight in the face, rather than telling people behind my back and make them think im a weird person..

i donno whether i can still take it for the remaining 7 weeks..i desperately calling out for this person or God to stretch out His hands to pull me out.. im sinking faster than i thought..help!! help!!

Life in TRACOM (7)

i donno what happen to the site..but i cant blog for quite a long time..but anyway, to cut thing short..i feeling very sian now..donno why..maybe is the enviroment, the squad mates or the activities are not challenging at all in my view.. over the last 2 weeks..i have passed my swimming test, my unarmed tactics, my drill test, but not my shooting test..sigh..very scared that i might recourse for this test for one month..still got ippt test and law test to go before POP.. hai..boring..sian..