exams is coming this monday..yet i only done with 30%...argh..have to catch up the other 70%...
i have done my IPPT..sia lah..this is the first time i run 2.4 so fast..10.8mins..and got a silver..
next week will be very packed because of double holidays.. deepavali and hari raya..and therefore have to do 4 tests including the law exam.. the other 3 are first aid, defensive tactics and scenerio based test...
after all these finish, left enhanced obstacle course.. then the last 2 weeks will be prepared for POP!!!
i donno about my squad mates..sigh..they are like hot and cold towards me..but i dont care anymore..i just do my job, my duties and never do anything towards my conscience, im not scared of anything.. but one thing i have learnt a valuable lesson, they have toughen me up..that for sure..mentality i mean..
over the last few weeks been talking and mentioning about my squad that i totally forgot to update about the gal that i known..haha..till now, none of my squad mates know that i know her even though she has already posted out to Coast Guard..i have her contact no and been communicating with her since then..i know alot about her past and been all along helping her *fingers crossed*..im been hoping for a steady friendship..dont really wish to reveal my feelings to her as she is still hurting from the previous relationships..her character is super friendly, we can talk anything under the sun even her failed relationships..she started this topic first..well, just to give her some advices as i have lent a listening ear to her.. some taboo subjects that cannot mention are like sex and etc...
neither do i want the history to repeat again as in priscilla case..got to know her for 1-2 weeks without communication and reveal the feelings to her..man, that awful and awkward..and no point of going further..thus i have given up on her not only on this, but other reason as well.. her character is not as easy as what you think..
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