Smitten

Ever since i saw her in church last sunday, my mind was not on the right mood because of the speeding matter, but my heart was beating faster than normal rate..haha..she is the same old brand new "her".

Before she went for her further studies, she was the old "she". Two years on, she became a new "she" whom i cant recongise whenever she is back for holidays..but now is different..she is back to what she is two years ago..with a new self confidence look..kaka..

I just cant forget the way she smiles, she laughs, she talks, she touches her hair..man..how i wish it could replay in my memory over and over again.. remembering the first time we get to know each other, it was an awakward situation..thinking of it, it was hiliarious. And i still remember that i confessed to her even though we still donno each other quite well..and she claim that i was "weird and irritating"..this is one quote from her which i can never forget.

3 years, since i set my eyes on her, was a challenging moment. It was a mind blowing roller coaster ride that the friendship, to say the least, is at last come to effect.At times i thinking of giving up, but the feeling just came back stronger till i want to tell her straight in her face that 3 "sweet to hear, hard to say" words, but something held me back..not the right time, eh? haha..

What i hope now is more communication between us as i feel we are more of like "platonic" friends. I donno what lies ahead along this route but im ready to take it on. But i have a strong feeling that she is The One.