Changes within me

I guess i have reach saturation point where im feeling tired mentally and physically.

I also know that i have send an apology sms to someone but i dont think it really meant anything or any significance.

I no longer hold the belief where time will change everything or heal wounds.

I also realise that i have changed to such an extent that i no longer recognise myself anymore.

I also know that my feelings for someone has come to a point where i no longer feel anything. To me, i find that her priorities are more on the current job that she is having right now than anything else. That's my point of view. I wont be surprised if she sees it and rebukes me again.