Feeling lost

Today may be a special day for me, but i feel uneasingly lost and out of place.

There are alot of things i want to say, but no one is listening.

There are alot of things i want to say to someone, but i dont have the voice.

There are alot of posts in "draft" mode, but i dont have the mood to publish it.

Guess the only medium that i could really speak out is through my blog, but unpublished.