im sad to declare that im now going through the darkest period of my life. the lowest ebb of my life right now.
this feeling is worse than having a girl's rejection. i have lost everything like freedom, my smile, my confidence and maybe my sanity. i have let everyone down, especially my family.
no mood for anything or everything such as study or attachment. these few days i either have no appetite or the food taste bland to me.
the help that i wanted so badly, did not materialise as it has been used to help my family. and i have to go through a route where only the brave dare to go.
for those who know the problem, pls keep it to yourself. i have no choice but to tell the truth to those people whom i can trust and able to help.
at the current moment, my hopes, dreams, ambitions are put on hold indefinitely.
this is my own doing. people have warned me before, yet i dont listen. and i have to go through the hard way now.
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