All over again

yes..thank you very much.. i already knew that person will do that again.. no way will i go and plead with her and ask her to be friends again.. from today onwards, we will be strangers.. although i didnt notice it 3 days ago.. but at least it now or never..2nd time she did that.. but this time..i have to say a thank you to her.. not sorry.. sound scarastic? think again.. and using friendster as a program to break off friendship..

dont you people find it funny when she got something to tell me, yet she expect me to make the initiative first.. ex: msn chat or sms.. 7 months of friendship and getting 2 breakup of friendship.. i wont risk myself going back again.. once confess feelings for her.. it totally went downhill all the way.. when facing problems as friends, give excuses like busy, with bf.. doesnt even wish to solve it at all.. or trying to divert to other topics..

give her this blog add.. first she say my comments were very wrong.. after that she say im half wrong half right.. what next? even without this blog, she still doesnt want to clarify with me..

oversensitive.. im touching on it right now.. that person didnt even tell me her problems..but her past problems.. and i was left guessing here and there, hence coming up with all these comments.. all i know im in the dark most of the time.. im not going to blame her or anyone.. i mean is this the only way to get to know a person better through talking majority of it on problems..nothing but problems..i dont even have a single clue about other things about her..

think about this.. give her a chinese new yr greeting card through snail mail with my address written at the back of the envelope.. then she break off friendship.. after that reconcile again as friends, she ask me where i stay.. i dont think i need to say anymore about what she did to the card.. neither am i going to say about the birthday present as well..

a note to her: dont mislead people if you cant do it.. not every problem that you face, is able to come to a solution just based on you..think for the others as well.. pls, dont be so self-centered.. you are creating more than solving it.. the situation for you is win-lose.. while for me is a lose-lose situation..

someone, pls oh that someone.. someone who is strong enough to wake her up.. strong enough to scold, tell, guide, whatever it is.. i dare to say that her ex-bf or current bf is not strong enough to do that..

and again, i correctly know that my trainer will go tough on me when it's just the first day handling Blacky. I cant "check" him 100% or else he dont want to do with me.. what the hell.. attitude dog.. pls.. i still need more time to rapport with the dog..dont expect me to build a rapport at such a short time..

time to play game lor..