In a fix

im very tired of all the thinking and all the things..sigh..i really need a break from it..im mentally and physically tired.. guess i really have to confess to everyone who been following this.. i really dont have the heart to give up on her..i find it too hard to give up without a fight.. i just dont want in a way been influenced in the relationship, that why i tell her that i give up..i always hope that she is happy everyday with her new found love. i think i can see that she is indeed happy with her bf.

hai..but i screwed up everything ever since i confess to her.. i guess i really dont have the chance..i really donno..only she and God knows my chances. i have say sorry to her for what i have done, i msg her that i wanted to treat her to a meal for all the hurt, anguish and anger that i inflicted on her..but she haven replied.. i donno..i fearing for the worst that she is indeed intend to break the friendship..

1) take one step at a time?
2) wait?
3) give up?
4) all the above?

argh..im really going crazy and feel really sick about the way things turn out to be..somebody, pls help me!!!