Unforseen circumstances

i cancelled the meeting due to unforseen circumstances.. i dont find it a very good idea to meet up where feelings and tempers will flare up for no reason.. i decided to change it to a chat in msn instead..

i already have an idea what she wants to tell me given the vital information provided by her male friend.. the problem is not between us.. but is with her..

the topic could well be, "wanting to patch up with her ex but fear for the repercussion for those who are waiting for her.." rather than a heart to heart talk..

i have this thinking that yesterday meeting could be the first and the last one.. i dont wish to speculate either..

time, oh time..
you are a double-edged sword to me..
sometimes is nice to me..
sometimes is unfair to me..
if only you have the mouth to speak..
why, what, where, who, how..
any direction that can provide an answer..
if only..