Things to ponder

time to give your mind to think about something..hehe.. just imagine this: i dont have this blog and didnt communicate with someone for like 5-6 weeks.. out of sudden, we talk everything under the sun, anything nice you can think of.. meeting up, celebration of birthday, etc..without going into details of problems that person is facing.. for some freaking weird reason, give her this blog add.. anyone dare to think what happen next?

that person make a fuss out of what i blog..now is this scenerio a lack of communication or miscommunication? and trying to shift the blame to me.. not only that, she divert my attention purely to what i blog, but not telling me about the problems that she face..

25/3/05 was her birthday celebration.. she show me one of her personality.. 2 days ago, she show another one of her personality to me while smsing.. yesterday night another personality of her show up..only thing i know is that im confused..but i decided to make a stand to it..

even without this blog, that person took too long to clear up the matter.. im not going to be a stupid idiot waiting for the next move..

just find out something.. for those who born under aries.. they are courageous leaders. it is rare that they will use their subordinates to obtain their objectives as leaders, but occasionally it does happen. They do not make very good followers because they are too "take charge". They maybe unwilling to obey or submit to direction for which they can see no reason, or with which they disagree. They are self-reliant but also self-centred sometimes, and only concerned with their own advancement. Their social and romantic ambitions certainly seem to be playing a dominant role. However they may have such great hopes that they try to push people into roles that dont suit them. In return, resentment ensures, and then nobody will be satisfied.

whatever decisions that i make, whatever post that i have blog, i know that i cant please everyone.. if everyone have the same mindset, same views, same principles..isnt that a bore?

be it in my previous place of study or in my training ground, i was the only christian.. the scenerio will be very different if i just have someone from the same religion to know what i go through, to pray for me, to comfort me.. i have to make a stand as a christian and not to succumb to peer pressure.. if not i really have to question myself or having doubts crept into my mind..

God gives us trials to test us, that at the end of the day, we can be a perfect, if not near perfect, person.. to be a christian and not to go through sufferings or trials from God, i think that person really have to examine himself.. what is the purpose of coming to this evil, unfair world? to have fun, to seek God, or other purposes which i cant think of? i rather suffer now, and enjoy the benefits later.. God have say this, "i have reserve the best for my children.."

when the going gets tough, i can prove that im a very tough nut to crack.. as long as what i do i think is right.. i dont care what other people say..so long i dont have a guilty conscience.. im here to please God..not to please mankind.. even if the odds are stacked against me, as long as i have the will, i have a way to solve it..