Questions answered

i got the answer what i want.. im not disappointed about it but rather still feeling kind of weird the way she replies back my question..

i ask a question twice, different angle but same meaning.. and in both cases, she replied back different answers..

first qn : "but dont you think that this decision is purely at your discretion..and not based on your family feelings.."

the reply : you very very funny leh.. you are not me, how you know..

not to be deterred, i ask another time..
"come on, you say your family encouraged you to patch back.. and not based on your own.."

last reply : as long as my family is happy and my feelings are still there..

all i can say in conclusion is that, she doesnt know what she want in a relationship.. the decision is purely based on her family and not on her own.. she only see the picture at a certain angle, well..that how stubborn she is..just want her own way..facts are facts, no matter how she change it, it will still be there..and she have given me the benefit of the doubt.. oh, about what i blog in the past, i still stand what i blog.. as long as my conscience doesnt prick me.. wait till the day your mind is able to make a decision firmly on your own, you will know what i actually meant in my blog.. friends, yes, we are and will still be friends.. that all i have to say what i want to say..

i got 5 days of rest.. today rest the whole day, got to think what activities to do for the next few days.. yesterday i cant feel the tremors of the earthquake..i was in the duty office talking to friend on the phone and smsing at the same time..hehe..