The past

while it is bad to hear from someone that you like not to go for her..but i find it a good sign that she is willing to open up to me.. on the surface, she might be the happy-go-lucky gal.. but inside, her heart is hurt.. only time can heal the wound..

a past that is tainted with hurt and emotional scars that left behind, is never easy for her. Past have been hunting her yet she is looking for the future to take her away.. first phone call to me and telling me about her past relationship make me realise that she is indeed not a simple girl..how right was i... but i determined to be the one who can heal the wound, the future to look for and the guy who can accept her past..

she once told me, "i have a guy that go for 3 yrs, another one 1yr, another 1 yr..followed by the basketballer then the malay.." now, given your common sense, which guy have hurt her the most? logical thinking will go for the guy of 3 yrs.. a guy that have given her everything, promise her everything have been dashed the moment the relationship ends.. as expected, a girl will definitely expecting the next guy to be the same as the guy of 3 yrs.. but none fits the bill.. this expectation is the past which she cannot let go..

this is a very delicate matter to me and to her.. but i will take it up a challenge to confront her past, to build her confidence where she is once was.. im handed to a task that failure is not in it.. one step at a time.. time will know.. ultimately, dont rush her to commit that decision.. slow and steady wins the race.. no way am i going to give up this time.. im determined to see it through..