My Observation

my observation seem to rust for a while..hehe.. but i have a rough idea why she seem so stress out for the moment.. the day the relationship was off, i didnt give her any pressure or persuade her to be my gf.. i didnt ask for her decision.. but i admit that i "sweet-talked" her..

1) some people in her workplace have taken a fancy for her, or have even admire her..but can these people accept the way the spotlight is been on her ever since she is in the training ground.. i have one of her ex to prove that he cant accept it.. yup..she is no doubt a lass..a class of her own.. but the way he dont wish to find her talking to other people is just plain childish.. he want the trust from her..but he himself cant find the trust in him.. to me, i already accept what she is and who she is.. i have complete trust in this girl..

2) to her, love is now a taboo subject.. she is in "recovery" mode.. trying to forget the past and looking into the future is tough for her..but i believe she can do it.. and i have these people telling her at this weird timing.. what are these guys thinking.. and to stress her even more makes me realise that im not invulnerable.. come on, give her the space, freedom..whatever..just dont give her stress..

hai.. now cannot talk to her or chat with her online.. most of all, these guys have put a dent to my confidence.. again cannot do anything.. have to wait till this friday where i will be meeting her for her birthday celebration.. most important will be on the april's fool where she will tell me everything..

the amazing race series show have been the only reality show that my eyes will glued to the goggle box.. how a team of two people navigate their way around the world to earn 1 million dollars.. how the team face a problem to solve it against the run of time.. how the team get to know each other weakness and strength through the race.. this season, rob and amber have caught everyone's eyes.. especially the way how they exploit the loopholes of the rules to the game.. damn.. and they are from "survivor" all stars.. amber been the overall winner and rob the runner-up..

but i hate the "survivor" reality show.. full of back stabbing, politics and alliance.. this show is definitely not my type..

hai..feeling very sian.. dont wish to blog.. i know she have my blog add.. and she will definitely read it..