Liar liar

Great, just great.. someone lied to me.. and unknowingly show the tail to me..

i hate this kind of person.. if want to lie, do it in such a way that there is no way for me to find other information..

i didnt do anything and the information just drop from the sky and falls onto my lap.. you could see how pissed off i am when i get to see those information..

"hello, im not a 19 year old boy that cant handles the truth.." i rather have someone tells me face to face about the truth.. but to tell lies, too bad i cant take it..

i was so turned off seeing that person that i cant help but to give a different look at that person.. luckily this person is not a close friend to begin with..

No targets

look like i really have to be a bad guy for this.. and for this, im going to say this, i have only 2 approaches to love..

The first approach will be remain single until die lor.. for some reasons, my priorities have changed.. i wont say i have given up on love.. but as a saying goes, "time and tide wait for no man.." i rather use the time to do other things rather than waiting for answers from some people.. at the moment, love maybe elusive to me.. but im very afraid that once i achieved it, i might lose interest in it.. and from this, i figure it out that relationship is not for me at the moment.. somehow this leads me to the second approach..

The second approach will be finding the one and only half.. and for this to achieve, there is one condition to fulfill.. the other half have to be a christian.. no doubt about that.. im not going to preach about it as i believe that the Bible have very clear cut answers about it.. im still maintaining my principle in finding "the first and the only one.."

Dont bother giving me advices or challenging me about it.. there is no way i will let my principle been compromised..

And for the info, i dont have any targets to aim right now..

Meeting up part 2 of 2

2nd round of fun with Jaywalk, Barffie, Naiveguy, Nadnut, Jeshuafreak, Princess, Callandor and Cowboycalab..

had dinner at Carnivore.. had all kinds of meat they serve.. beef, lamb, pork, fish and chicken..

then head to st james.. first time been there.. lol.. luckily this time round, they go slow and easy all the way.. no hangover, no puking.. nothing.. and meet a surprised person at there.. TK and Bear Bear.. i was literally raping Bear Bear all over.. damn cute.. wahahahha..

and thanks for the theories lesson.. donno whether im able to apply it in the future..

Meeting up part 1 of 2

Just got over with a hangover..

It was a night of fun.. no doubt about it.. meet up alot of people from the Bar.. look like i need to link more people to my blog liao.. lol..

we sing, talk cock and play game.. and only had one theory lesson.. lol..

there was this particular game where it was fixed right from the start.. "scissors paper stone" where 3 people play and whoever come out with the odd one will have to drink.. the first few rounds i lose was because i didnt know it was fixed.. after that i saw the pattern liao.. wahahhahaha.. no "paper and scissors" were casted only "stone" all the way..

as the night goes on, more and more people turn up that the focus of the theme was gone.. hahahhaa.. i have to bail myself out before my liver is gone for sure.. it was a long time since i drink and i admit i didnt hold it well though some people wanted to train me up.. lol..

Meet up with Luvphobia, R3gular, darkelfin, Jesuafreak, Lex, Sheena, Cowgoesmoo, Barffie, Naiveguy.. pardon me if i missed out any of the people..

now for the second part.. and another group of Barflies to be know..

Shiokness Fulfilled

Finally meet up with friends and get to drive all in one day..

I thought i will stall the car as it's has been a long time since i drove.. since chinese new year?? But luckily never.. wahahahahah..

And i will like to honour the first female passenger to sit in my car other than my family members to Devo.. lol.. honour sia.. hope you enjoy your birthday bbq..

Now is time to face someone liao lor.. everytime come back from overseas, i have to be the center of attention lor.. win liao lor.. 上贼船也不需要勉强！！>.<

will definitely blog about it after facing him.. dont care whether is my loss or his gain..

One shot one kill

Long time never write story.. Here it is..

As a member of the Elite Sniper Team, Kurt was assigned to a mission. The only information he got was that this person will pass by this particular window at a particular time on a particular day.

On the first day of the mission, he camped at a high distance where he could see the particular window.

Over the next few days, he had it easy for him. He had gone without hunger for days, never did his business as the training he undergoes was much tougher than that. Never once did he moved or been disturbed by the surrounding around him.

The time has come when his watch vibrated. He waited with bated breath as he cocked his gun. "Anytime now.." But the time passed so quickly that he knew the target didnt appeared.

Now, he faced with even greater challenges as he is not prepared to deal with. His mind is casting doubt on him that he could have got the wrong window, his body is reaching to the limit where he could just close his eyes to rest, he is aching all over as he had been in a fixed position for days that he have lost count. His heart is asking him to give up on the mission. But he is not compromised to do so as there is no 'failure' in his dictionary.

He tried his best to fought all the thoughts in his head. "Maybe he will appeared next week at that particular day instead." The mind is playing devil's advocate.. "What if he never appear?"
"Wait till the day have pass.."

On that particular day, he began to lose hope when suddenly a shadow lurking just behind the particular window.

KA BAM!!

No fries

Read the conversation..

Funny guy: hey, 2 weeks ago hor, i call mac delivery leh.. and i order mcspicy extra value meal.. but the operator told me that mcspicy sold out leh..

Me: lol.. then how..

Funny guy: then i order other burgers lor.. never knew the particular store sell so fast..

me: hahahah.. ok..

Funny guy: after that last week, i make a trip down to the store and see whether mcspicy sold out or not..

me: i dont think they will not overlook it again ba..

Funny guy: ya, indeed mcspicy never sold out.. but when i order over the counter, the counter crew inform me that the lettuce used up liao.. kns..

me: wahahahaha.. this store damn happening sia..

Funny guy: not only that lor, after they serve my food, i request for garlic chilli.. and you know what they say?

me: ........ dont tell me, they also dont have??

Funny guy: YA LAH!!

me: LMAO!!

Funny guy: hai.. then i told my friends about it lor.. and they even dare to tell me that the store might even sell their fries way faster than other things by the end of the week..

me: lol.. then when you come back to this store at that time, skarli really no fries to sell..

Funny guy: i dont wish to hear that hor.. kns!!


*PS: if you all are smart enough, you will know what is it all regarding.. the importance is not the gist of the conversation, not even the predicament of my friend..

真的爱你 - Beyond

BEYOND - 真的愛妳
  曲︰黃家駒  詞︰小美

＊無法可修飾的一對手
  帶出溫暖永遠在背後
  縱使囉囌始終關注
  不動珍惜太內咎

  沉醉於音階她不讚賞
  母親的愛卻永未退讓
  決心衝開心中掙扎
  親恩終可報答

＃春風化雨暖透我的心
  一生眷顧無言地送贈

＋是妳多麼溫馨的目光
  教我堅毅望著前路
  叮嚀我跌倒不應放棄
  沒法解釋怎可報盡親恩
  愛意寬大是無限
  請準我說聲真的愛妳

  重唱　＊　

  仍記起溫馨的一對手
  始終給我照顧未變樣
  理想今天終於等到
  分享光輝盼做到

  重唱　＃,＋,＃,＋,＋

Though i dont speak cantonese, but i do understand what they are singing. I wonder is there chinese version for it.. if anyone have it, can send it to me.. Thanks a million..

Old songs hold much more meaning than those current new songs.. if i could dedicate this song, it will be to all the mothers and the very special someone whom my heart hold dearest..

Aliens vs Predator 2

anyone want to watch.. the first movie of 2008.. wonder is there any screening on the last day of 2007??

Aliens vs Predator: Requiem picks up immediately after the events of AVP: Alien vs Predator. The Predator ('Scar'), who was impregnated by a Facehugger before being killed by an Alien Queen at the end of the first film, gives birth to a Predalien onboard his clan's ship. As the Predalien rampages through the ship, a Predator attempts to kill the Predalien with his plasma cannon but inadvertently shoots a hole in the ship causing it to crash in the forests outside of Gunnison, Colorado. The crash releases Facehuggers that quickly begin to impregnate townspeople and raise a new batch of Aliens. The crash has not gone unnoticed, however, as a distress call was sent by the ship to the Predator's homeworld. The Predators dispatch a ruthless and methodical 'cleaner', to purge the area by killing all the Aliens, the Predalien, all impregnated hosts, and anyone unfortunate enough to cross his path. At the same time, a group of townspeople caught in between the Aliens and the Predator, join forces to stop the Alien infestation before the military obliterates the town to contain the Aliens before they spread.


The hybrid look so cool! Awesome man!

Image and storyline taken from : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aliens_vs._Predator:_Requiem

Policies sucks!!

If i blog about this incident, it will be plain obvious where im working at.. *grumbles*

before this so-called "policy" been introduced, our company riders will go for as many orders as they want in order to earn the delivery charge, so long is in the same area.. $1.50 per order.. if there are 4 order at the same area, you earn $6 just for that trip alone..

now, ever since the "policy" is been implemented, the riders are not happy about it as they can only go for a maximum of 2 orders which translated only to $3 per trip..

firstly, if there is a shortage of riders and orders are coming thick and fast especially Sat evening where there is football, the orders will jam..

secondly, if all the riders are to take only 1 order at a time, how are we going to clear the delivery orders, with more orders coming in? You could imagine the whole table is full of orders waiting to be delivered..

the riders were right.. anyone who is in charge of the station have the final say in allowing how many orders the rider can go, provided the orders are in the same area.. not the manager..

because of this stupid policy, i find it hard to work as im stuck in between the riders and the managers.. but if i have to choose, i will have to side the riders.. we are depending on the riders.. if no riders, i think the company can just shut down the whole delivery service.. what the use of having a delivery service when there is no riders??

and because i only work part time, my colleagues are damn happy to see me whenever i come to work.. initially, i thought it was because i was able to lighten the work load.. but it was not the case until one of them confess to me that i have a way in treating the riders.. -_-""

Happy Belated Anniversary

I was going through someone's blog when i chanced upon this post

the initials look surprisingly familiar to me when it dawned on me that it was my tutor's name.

after reading the post, i have nothing but nodding my head in agreement with all the points that have been mentioned. And for this, it does seem to make my point vindicated.

though it was not the first tutorial that i have attended, but it was the first tutorial to leave an impression on the class. FYI, it was my classmates that make the remarks and yet i blog about it. I was so dead when she founds out my blog and mention it without fail when we went for her tutorial every week. See at it in this angle: different people reacts differently when faced with a new style of teaching. And no, i never mentioned that i cannot take sarcastic remarks.

out of curiosity, i Goggled using her name and found out 4 posts about her. Erm, can i say that she have indeed live up her name for it? Haha..

ok, im really really dead when i see her when school reopens.. i bet she will remembers me for life as i heard she have a good memory.

by the way, happy belated anniversary in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.

Pushing my luck

I think im pushing my luck for today's last paper.. not that i take it for granted.. but rather i was sick the previous day..

i didnt study at all.. the module was Computer Information Processing (CIP).. with 10 mcq, 10 matching questions and 3 short-essay questions..

crap.. common test just over and the exam timetable is already out..

time for a week of undisturbed rest before warming up the engine for bus stats common test 2 and the final exams..

Personality test

My personalDNA Report

Good old times

this morning, i was on my way to school for common test and saw an old friend.. i was surprised to see her as we have lost contact for the last 3 years.. during these 3 years, my senior and i were trying to locate her as we have some sort of make a pact to meet up every year without fail to catch up with one another.. who knows that she was the one that make the pact, the next she disappear into thin air liao..

and we meet again 3 years later.. now, there is no way she could disappear from our radar liao.. hur hur hur..

hmm, about the mirco common test, i wont say it's easy or hard, but it's damn tricky.. i was hoping for the calculation part on marginal cost, average cost, average variable cost, but never come out.. only one question for calculation and that is to calculate the explicit cost and implicit cost..

after hearing so many different answers from different people, i only hope for a pass will do.. *look towards my readers*

我不配 - 周杰倫

周杰伦 - 我不配

作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

这街上太拥挤　太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿　又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关於
描述我如何爱你　你却微笑的离我而去

＃这感觉　已经不对　我努力在挽回
　一些些　应该体贴的感觉　我没给
　你嘟嘴　许的愿望很卑微　在妥协
　是我忽略　你不过要人陪

＊这感觉　已经不对　我最後才了解
　一页页　不忍翻阅的情节　你好累
　你默背　为我掉过几次泪　多憔悴
　而我心碎你受罪　你的美　我不配

Repeat All
Repeat ＃,＊

frankly speaking, i only like the score of the music, rather than the lyrics.. hahaha..

World Cup 2010 Draw

Singapore have drawn against a group consist of 3 west-asian countries, avoiding the likes of Australia, China, Korea and Japan. And the 3 west-asian countries are Saudi Arabia, Lebanon and Uzbekistan. I fancy Singapore's chances for a shot in the 4th round.

The draw was indeed very kind to us as the other groups have at least 2 asian powerhouses.

Group 1 - Australia, China, Iraq and Qatar (Group of Death to me)
Group 2 - Japan, Bahrain, Oman and Thailand
Group 3 - South Korea, North Korea, Jordan and Turkmenistan (both Korean countries to advance, but the match between them look salivating)
Group 4 - Singapore, Saudi Arabia, Lebanon and Uzbekistan
Group 5 - Iran, Kuwait, U.A.E and Syria

As for England, i think the whole world was not prepared for the country that knock them out of the European Championship Qualifiers just recently. Croatia again. Look like England is going to have their revenge sooner than expected. Ukraine, Belarus, Kazakhstan and Andorra complete the group.

World Cup 2010 Draw Preview

In 2 hours time, all eyes will be glued to the television set when countries from Europe, Asia and Africa will be drawn in to groups to play each other to qualify for a World Cup slot.

Oceania and North America have already started the qualifying competition.

My eyes will be on Asia and Europe as im eager to see who Singapore and England will be group with.

Singapore have create history when they qualify for the third round of the qualifiers first time ever while England is in an all time low when they fail to qualify for next year European Championships in Switzerland and Austria.

Will update again once the draw is finalised.

Miracle survivor

Who can ever survived in this kind of freak accident?? A semi truck literally flatten a car and the driver escaped unhurt..

Weird dream

after much deliberation and hesitation, ive decided to blog why im paranoid over the last few days..

a dream!! even as im blogging right now, the contents are still fresh in my mind..

what freaking me out was the messenger of the dream and the content of the dream..

the message given to me is not reflecting in reality right now.. to let it happened for a third time is not fate liao leh.. is too much to call a concidence.. i donno what that is.. but i have no comments..

the last sentence, "let time run it course.." seem to be telling me that it's more than meet the eye.. no??

the last 2 posts was in relation to it.. can i run away or avoid it??

Ed: im trying a new approach - nothing. let it died down and forget about it. As a saying goes, "if it's aint broken, why fixed it?"

It's been a long time

it's been a long time since i had these activities to keep me sane.. and im planning to have it when the school holidays start..

1. going for a drive aimlessly around Singapore. yes, i know petrol price is rising but is only for one night.. windows wind down and cruising at 80km/h, the natural wind blowing at my face.. just this activity alone is enough to make me relax and to fight again when the school term restart..

2. hanging out with friends. because of work commitments, i hardly have time for them. it's time for a game of pool, time to sit down and la kopi..

3. movies. the last time that i went to see a movie was like in Sep. yes, i have missed out alot of good shows over the last few weeks.

i think im getting a bit of paranoid at the moment.. sigh.. i hope i dont do anything stupid till the school holidays.. to the people around me, pls bear with me.. hahahah..

Hmm...

Am i seeing something that im not supposed to see??

Am i hearing something that im not supposed to hear??

Is my signal picking up the wrong signal??

It seem to make what ive done invalid, useless and void..

Or am i thinking too much??

Hmm.. *rub chin*

3 year old artist

here is a three year old boy that paints in a rather creative way.. or was it his natural talent?? you decide

Can one lah.. Can make it de..

if anyone recall about the cannot make it post earlier on, this post will be all those people who say to me, "can make it de.."

ok, frankly speaking, im starting to struggle with 2 modules and have started to ask people for tutoring.. and of 10 people i spoke to.. 9 say to me, "aiya.. you can make it de lah.."

wait, which part of my question or which part of my face say that i can make it de?? if i could have manage on my own, i wont have ask that question in the first place.. does my face written something on it that i couldnt see it myself?? i look up down left right.. nothing leh..

the last one take the lot.. "aiya, you work so efficiently, finish fast, you work as if you got no problem with it.."

what has work got to do with the modules that im studying right now?? any difference??

maybe i should slouch more, show no interest in it, sleep during lectures or tutorial.. hah..

a friend in need is a friend indeed

over the last few days, my family faced an unforseen circumstance and asked for my help.. so i tried my best and approached friends for help..

to those who know me long enough will know what going on.. and i only ask those who know about it for help..

being in a wits end, i was desperate enough for the help to solve the problem once and for all.. to an extent that i agree to any conditions so long it is reasonable to me..

as the deadline looms nearer, help was still not rendered.. advises was out of the equation by then.. and from there, i know those who have help was indeed a friend that deserved my help in the future..

to some, friendship is soured due to money.. but when faced with a situation like this, who will cared when the need to solve the problem is there.. and i also get to see a different angle of personalities when faced with a situation.. and im quite sadden to see an older person with lots of experience in life, escaped..

a friend in need is a friend indeed..

the problem is half-solved at the moment..

Pain..then Itchy

Last Sunday, i was scalded by hot oil during work. The pain was not intense as i thought, so i just shrug it off and continue working..

But after work, i saw that my arm was having a red mark on it and i thought the mark will be permanent.. the mark was so obvious when my friends saw it, they ask me what happened.. =/

Now the mark is fading and healing in the process, the itch is killing me.. hai, thought i might have a permanent tattoo to show off..

i got take a pic of the injury, but i decided to keep it in my handphone..

Post Reflections 2007

this is a yearly routine that i will blog about how the year have went by, to take stock, did some reflections.. but no resolutions.. and this post come earlier than what i expected as i foresee the rest of 2 months will be just lectures, tutorials, projects, test and exams.

this year, i find it plain sailing as i finally got into poly thru the long route, get to know new friends, widen the circle of friends and get to know the full value of 'networking'.

but what this post is going to be so different from the others is that i going to make a "bare-all" confession..

for the first time in my 24 years of life, i regret doing something that is so silly and stupid that i find it hard to forgive myself. people say its a small matter, but the action that i have done is enough to leave a scar on it.. time maybe a healing factor, but the awkwardness is evident for all to see..

right now, what i can do the very least is to honour what i have promise.. i dont want to give any impression that what i promise will be broken..

Hat-trick

i nearly kana another 4 girls and 1 guy team again.. or else i would have a hat-trick..

first time when i have such a group, it was an Interdisciplinary Studies (IS) module. Being new in school and no classmates to accompany, i just took a seat in the classroom and somehow 4 girls came in and sit beside me. After playing an ice-breaker game and the tutor ask to form a group, we just form according to where we sit. i dont mind at all as i thought it will only last for 4 months.

how wrong am i when it happened again in the new semester. And so i got another group for the second time.

but for the third time, the approach was different. it has nothing to do with the sitting plan or ice-breaker game that we play. 3 girls approached me to form a project group while having tutorial. i was like, "we got 6 guys in class and yet you all choose me first.." i was stunned but at the same time, tell them about the plight that i have gone thru and intend to have another guy to accompany..

heng ah.. if not is a 3 girls and 1 guy team..

Donuts

a few months back, there was a craze going on.. if anyone recalled, donuts was the "in" thing at that time..

at first was a teen who set up an online website where people can order Dunkin Donuts online. i wonder what the hassle when he could have set up a franchise right in Singapore. But then again, capital cost, rent and manpower are out of reach, fair enough.

and in overnight, people decided that this is another pie to grab hold on as its going to be a trend before it fizzles out like bubble tea and coffee bread.

people are willing to queue for 2 hrs just for an associated favour donut. i think now the craze have died down and the queue is now within 30 minutes as there are other shops selling the same favour.. in business sense, supply exceed demand.. prices should have gone down.. even my area also sell donuts at $1 per piece, but no one is buying.. hah, got in at the wrong time..

frankly speaking, i have not tried any of the donuts yet as it just a piece of bread with sugar coated cream.. and when i disturb my friends about getting donuts everyday, this was her reply, "i think i getting sick of it.. im having it everytime since the craze started.. now is very norm and very gilat(sick of eating).."

my prediction for donuts: it will lasts longer than bubble tea and coffee bread, those main players will stay, but for those trying out their luck, i think they will wound up by next apr to jun..

PS: Dont take the prediction too seriously, i could be wrong.

Cannot Make It

im going to declare this sem as Cannot Make It.. tutors cannot make it, lectures cannot make it.. im going for the lectures for the sake of marking attendance.. im going for tutorials for the sake of getting participation marks.. self study is the way to go now..

let me give an example:

apparently we are assigned to a tutor in hell at the last min.. she marked attendance when the hand of the clock stuck at 12 sharp.. there was no grace period of 15 mins when people came late.. she gives a whole new meaning to what tutorial means when she didnt go thru tutorial questions.. i have no problem with that as i able to gain more.. but i have a situation, the room temperature was too cold for our liking.. and the tutor was going thru a notion of telling us that if we were to have internship at Finland, we cant opt out in the midst of internship just because of the weather.. but hello, we will have make preparations well knowing that Finland is a cold country..

so one of the classmate switch off all the air con.. and guess what is the temperature when we went to take a look after the tutorial? 18 degree celsius!! this one call room temperature ah..

so sarcastic towards students and yet dont bothered to check the temperature when it is too cold to our liking.. this is indeed a good example of "tutor from hell"..

Depressed or what??

these few days, i had difficulty in sleeping and having trouble finishing a meal.. even a Macdonald meal i also cant finish.. wth..

hey, all these are symptoms of depression leh.. but im dont feel depressed at all leh.. donno why sia..

it has nothing to do with any problem at the moment as we are back on talking terms.. talking terms only hor.. dont think so much..

edit: due to personal reasons, have to take out some sentences..

last time if i got any problems i still can keep it inside.. now, very hard liao.. have to talk then can feel better.. argh..

oh well.. just blog to rant it out.. *yawn*

fate play me out..

I had a bad feeling when i was going from my lecture to my tutorial.. the feeling came when i was at the library.. i was going down the spiral staircase when i saw someone's fren..

"wah, siao liao.. if she is here, the chances of spotting her is very high.."

true enough, i was at the mid of the staircase, when the eyes met.. i stand rooted without moving a step.. my mind was asking me to turn back and go another way.. but i donno why i just move on..

i was not angry, but rather move at a faster pace..

but what puzzled me was the body language she have shown it to me..

-why was her head bowed when i should be the one doing it??

fruit "in" the bottle

Ok, here is a picture of a bottle and some fruits..

minus the banana, how do you put the apple or the orange into the bottle without damaging it?

- the fruits cannot be damaged
- the bottle cannot be damaged

here is one of the conversations took place on how to put the fruit into the bottle:

Girl 1 says:

ehh we discuss abit 1st lahh!

Girl 2 says:

hmmm any idea?s

Girl 1 says:

ahahah ermmm i think one of the answers can be grow the fruit inside right?

Girl 1 says:

haha

cool402 says:

lol.. it will be a very short discussion..

Girl 2 says:

ahahhh. but the fruit is alr that huge

cool402 says:

the fruit is already there

Girl 1 says:

or u GLUE it lahh!

Girl 1 says:

hahah

Girl 1 says:

i dunno

Girl 2 says:

can we say sth very ridiculous like teleporting it into the bottle. XDXD

cool402 says:

i was thinking of the fruit put behind the bottle and then when see it in front, the fruit is in the bottle..

cool402 says:

lol..

Girl 1 says:

RIGHt! hahah

Girl 1 says:

ermmm can why not? ehh, i write down okay!

Girl 2 says:

okie!

Girl 2 says:

hahaha

cool402 says:

like that also can...

i find myself got pwned in the conversation..

sometimes women are better..

Just went to nadnut site and saw her latest post.. she maybe right about been a man, maybe i should contribute my point of view as it doesnt seem to be a bed of roses as a man!!

1. can use her most powerful tool to make a man feel guilty - cry

2. periods are bad.. but it also the best as you can indulge lots of chocolate and got lots of TLC from a guy..

3. do you know how hard is it to stand up when the bulge of your pants is growing every moment??

4. women can wear skimpy without feeling cold in a office..

5. women get more stares at than guys..

6. women can squeeze other women boobs without shouting molest.. women can touch a man's chest too..

7. guys dont like to do NS.. who like??

8. women wear anything also look pretty.. no??

9. women watch soccer for 2 reasons - handsome footballers or accompanying the guys to watch soccer.. other than that, is shopping or gossiping with friends..

10. can wear all kinds of heels..

PS: The points may not be strong enough but at least i tried. heh..

Finally.....

Today went to school for the Citibank Stock Challenge.. damn nice and interesting to play..

and finally got the handphone that i have been eyeing since it is out.. damn happy..

going to take a rest before going to work later..

Randomness

School have started and is one hell of a roller-coaster ride..

First day of school kana one weird lecturer asking us to play an ice-breaker game to know whose birthday come first without talking, but using hand signals..

Second day no school, stay at home and rot..

Third day, only the first lecture, the lecturer lose the laptop.. and finish the class in one hour, and we have to rot in school for 4 hours before the next lesson.. lucky i bring my external hard-disk to watch movies..

Fourth day nothing much, only 2 hours of lecture then go back home..

Today, the worst of all.. IS modules, Sports and Wellness and C.A.T.S (Creative Applied Thinking Skills).. the latter module, i donno whether is it im suay or what.. the formation of the group was randomly picked that i kana 1 guy and 4 girls team again.. Needless to say, i go "wah lan eh!!"

Overall Update

7 weeks of holidays, doing 2 jobs (why no one believes me), what more do i have to ask for??

work-wise, it's definitely having fun.. learning from mistakes and gaining invaluable experience. and i requested to come back to work during the holidays, pay will also be more.. no need to go thru agent.. hehe..

in a few days time, school restarts and other people are feeling refreshed for a new term, while im longing for a break.. sigh, look like im the one asking for it..

by the way, i have been posting alot of entries for a new handphone since donno when, and from what i foresee, with no last min request or any mishaps, i will be getting a new hp next week. and yes, im getting a N73. i have been targetting that hp since it is out, and everytime when i can get it, there is always some unfortunately events happening..

Meme yet again

i think i have a fear of meme liao. either people do first and tagged me, or either those people that i want to tagged already kana tagged. >.<

This meme actually very long one, but since i decided to be a meme-killer, i breezed through it. hah.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

• Able to travel around the world
• Go overseas and work (there is a reason behind it)
• Tickets to Old Trafford.
• Win Toto every Mon and Thurs. wahaahahha.
• To have a girlfriend

Answer the following questions:
1. The person/people who tagged you is/are?

• Jaywalk

2. Your relationship with him/her is...

• Soccer-kaki/Uncle Agony for BGR – in short, friend lah

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her...

• Rich
• A high sense of humor
• Knowledgeable
• Helpful
• Si Bei Eng (Whole day CBB, no need to work!!)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you...

• Treat me to an unforgettable drinking session

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you...

• You are the man!!

6. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will...

• Ask me out every single day to eat and drink

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...

• Nothing.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...

• Kidnap him for a sum of money

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...

• Rich

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is...

• None at the moment

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...

• Full of tricks up on his sleeves

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

• Quiet

13. The character you love of yourself are...

• Observant

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are...

• Like to be alone

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...

• Jaywalk. Rich.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...

• Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints in their heart
• Remember only the good things in life. It’s a waste to remember the bad things
• We don’t owe the time to have long talks, don’t have the chance to have more laughs, but even though our worlds don’t meet, always remember that there is a friend willing to help.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you...

• I am going to be a meme-killer. I leave it as it is.

Who is No.6 having relationship with?

• Nil

Is No.9 a male or female?

• Nil

If No.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

• Nil

How about No.8 and 5?

• Nil

What is No.2 studying about?

• Nil

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?

• Nil

What kind of music band does No.8 like?

• Nil

Does No.1 has any siblings ?

• Nil

Will you woo No.3 ?

• Nil

How about No.7 ?

• Nil

Is No.4 single ?

• Nil

What is the surname of no.5?

• Nil

What is the nickname of no.10?

• Nil

What is the hobby of no.4?

• Nil

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?

• Nil

Where is no.2 studying at?

• Nil

Talk something casually about no.1?

• Nil

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?

• Nil

Sensitivity

Here is some details of my working experience as i cant reveal much due to sensitivity.

Working experience: Shiok, is like i fit into the environment seamlessly
Lunch break: more than 1 hr, lol.. no one will check on it
Working kakis: only guy in the Finance Department (Jay: dont rub salt hor!!)

Anyway, i dont have anything to blog at this moment of time, hence the update could be quite long. I think i might enjoy my 2 months of holidays more than anyone else.

It's so fun shredding those confidential documents!! wahahahahaha..

What Tarot Card are You?

You are The Chariot

Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.

The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I never knew mine was so complicated and complex!! heh

Shortest interview i ever had

I had an interview scheduled at 3pm at a certain government agency recommended by my agent. The recommendation was so good that she forgotten my area of accessibility. What to do, still have to go for the interview.

I prepared all the documents, wear formal and then they say no need. Wah lan eh, but anyway, the file that i prepared is on standby mode.

The interview was done by 2 minutes the moment those ladies from finance department came in. I can still remembered those questions they ask:

- Can you tell us about your previous working experience?
- What is your job scope beside helping your warehouse supervisor?
- What excel functions you know how to do?

The last question got me off the hook: What do you do during your free time?

Somehow my mind was telling me, you are hired. True enough, my agent call me and ask me to report for work this wed. Alas, have to wear formal liao.

I like the title they have given despite the post of an accounts assistant: Finance officer. Woohoo!! Resume also look nice nice.

Preparing for the worst

Taking a quick time out to blog and update some stuff.

- Called up for reservist in the midst of my examination periods. 2nd time Government called me during this period of time. But lucky, i have solved the problem by sending the letter stating that im a full time student.

- Examinations. When i saw the modules and the date of the examinations, my jaws dropped and eyes widen big big. Business Law, Business Management, Marco-economics and Principle of Accounting. Two theory modules in a space of 1 day, im expecting the worst for Business Management.

- Work. I never knew to get a part time job with CCA and other misc work is so hard to juggle. Hopefully, by the time my exams finish, it will all be solved.

Gotta go, time to stuff my brain with all the Business Management notes. God, help me.

31 random observations

1) When girls are single, they dress in sexy and revealing clothing. But just as soon as they are in a comfortable relationship - they cover themselves up!

2) Girls who wear glasses are better in bed!

3) You can judge a person's sex life by the way they drive. A smooth driver is somebody who relaxes and enjoys sex.

4) A person who loves the color black and wears black constantly are most likely to be having relationship issues.

5) Girls who don't date are prone to being jealous, competitive and in constant mood swings.

6) People these days work based on their pay check. Back in my time, we worked harder and way more than what we were paid and guess what?!! We had constant salary increases. From $1800 to $3400 - this all happened in just 6 months!

7) Big corporations are untrustworthy. Why? Because arrogance drives them nuts. They think the world wants to have a business relationship with them. They want everything done at no cost or at a very low cost. Never ever appear desperate to a big corporation because being a desperado idiot is stupid!

8) The best clients are small corporations who pay cash and make full payments to get the job done.

9) A great company is a company that can earn and start up without any investors. Look at how the owner of Friendster fell. He apparently got kicked out by his own company! This is what investors can do to you. The Friendster creator is now settled and owns a bar :D

10) Never start a business because you see your friends or other successful entrepreneur start their own business. Start your own business only if you believe and love what you do. Never open a restaurant if you are not the chef!

11) You can love a new song much more if you have seen the music video.

12) If you come from a very poor family, you are sure to succeed better and faster from those who have a rich background.

13) Banks will only loan you money if you are a millionaire or billionaire. A person who really needs a loan does not get one!

14) A black card is a card with unlimited credit.

15) With hard work and determination you can get anything done!

16) If you can dream of your future - that will be your future! Be a positive thinker in all aspects of your life.

17) Never see a fortune teller - for his words will haunt you for life!

18) A weak person needs religion to hold them together. A strong willed person only believes in her or himself.

19) A quiet person is a much more productive worker than a person who is talkative.

20) A person who constantly makes mistakes and apologizes is irresponsible. A responsible person will try his hardest to never make mistakes.

21) When you are successful, everything that you do will be criticized and friends will suddenly be less supportive. Not because you are making the wrong move but because it's the exact path that they would like to pursue.

22) Credit cards are only good to a person who knows how to control their financial standings.

23) Never lend a person money or your belongings - if all you think about is getting it back by - yesterday!

24) Lend with an open heart - only a person who needs money will want to borrow money. Do you think he can return it by tomorrow? If he could return it by tomorrow he wouldn't have borrowed money from you today!

25) Nobody on earth would ever like to steal, cheat or borrow money!

26) When you are the hottest and most popular person in school, you are most likely to be the least popular person when you reach your mid 20's. Be a nerd in school and watch yourself change from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan.

27) If you have a caring and loving mother, you will most likely get a nasty and inconsiderate mother-in-law.

28) If you can remember your dream after you awake, this means that your body has released enough Human Growth Hormones during your sleep. This will make you look more youthful.

29) The eldest in the family are more responsible.

30) The greatest billionaires never completed their studies - Bill Gates is one of them. If you are smart, education will only be a set back!

31) If you can't pursue your career then make babies. That is the next best thing.

EPL Prediction League

Hi to all EPL fans,

We have had a EPL prediction league going for a fews years already and we are starting our 4th season this coming weekend.

No prizes though as this is merely for fun.

Anyway, thought I extend the invitation to you guys.

go to http://redhalfofmanchester.blogspot.com

And not only that, we also have the Yahoo Fantasy League. If you keen to join,

the group is: #1175
password: epl

See you there!!

Update!!

Added a song play list on blog!! Currently featuring:

Mi Lu Bing 迷路兵
- 泪
- 适应

10 weird habits meme

Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to - eat

2. I am allowed - stay out late

3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes

4. If i could fix one part of my human body - my teeth.

5. I hate - nagging/abuse authority.

6. If i could date a female celebrity, I would date - Moon Geun Young (My Little Bride korean actress)

7. If i could date a male celebrity, it's - Stephen Chow

8. I'm attracted to - the world out there

9. I hate it - when i dont have enough sleep

10. I prefer to sleep - with no disturbance at all as im a light sleeper.

6 persons chosen to do this are:
- Barffie

-Nadnut

- An

- RedQueen

- Edward

- Min ci

Dont think is weird enough though.

*See, i dont feel good at all when Jaywalk and R3gular tag me at the same time.

Simple personality test: Left or Right?

First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands. If you see

Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)

Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type

can instinctly read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking intiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type

Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist

Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.


Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type

Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always
on alert.

Im a right-left personality person, how about yours?

Varieties to choose from..

Holidays is not here yet, neither is the exams. Yet i already got offers for jobs during the 7 weeks holidays.

Currently i only working part time and have the intention to work full time elsewhere. Here are the varieties i got over the last few days:

- My tutor offering a "holidays-only" job at $6.5 per hour
- Job agency contacted me this morning, enquired me about when is my vacation
- Friends lobang

I have the luxury to pick and choose which one i want, though is not certain that i will get it. And i dont even have to worry about nothing to do over the holidays because i still have my part-time job to fall on.

iPhone!!

If my dying phone can survive till next year, then i might get the latest handphone in town!!

Apparently, some people who cant wait to get the phone to be release in Asia next year, they went and buy 3 sets. Yet, they still cant make a call as the phone is not compatible in Singapore, not even tested by the IDA.

The phone is ahead in technology that it just need a button or a touch on screen to make a call and so much more.

The phone is slated to be released in the first quarter of next year or later.

I better start saving up now!!

The power of 4 - Meme

i thought i could escape once, but not twice.. first time doing a meme..

4 jobs i have had in my life
- Fast food restaurant staff
- Logistics Assistant
- Assistant in a photo-developing shop
- Driving during NS (got allowances involved)

4 places i have lived
- Bencoolen Street
- Potong Pasir
- Mcnair Road
- No more as i haven move or shift for the last 17-18 yrs

4 places i have been to vacation
- Malaysia
- Hong Kong
- China
- Sentosa counted??

4 of my favourite food
- Steak
- Sushi
- Chicken Rice
- Curry Puff

4 places i would rather be right now
- Home
- School
- working in a company
- dining in a restaurant

4 friends i would like to tag
- Jaywalk (chim song chim song)
- An
- RedQueen
- Barffie

A Day of Records and Continuing..

this is the second time where my weekend is burned due to work and CCA been scheduled together like a pack of sardines.. I stay awake for 21 freaking hours.. how i able to do it.. here goes:

Fri the 13th:

7am - woke up, preparing for school
10am to 7pm - in school the whole day for lessons and test

came back and rest for 3 hrs

11pm - 7am - work
7am - 4pm - CCA (The event is call TEN TONS) *this one also another record*

note at the time im drafting this blog hor.. ok, the CCA is about collecting old newspaper islandwide just in order to be in the record books. After we had collect finish, at this time we have no idea that our sector collected the most until the truck came. Just use your imagination as far as possible.. the truck was 1/4 full.. and after we put all what we collected into the truck, the truck is full to the brim!! Even the sector leader was shocked when she saw the papers we have collected.

im going to rest already.. i tar-bo-le tahan liao.. later going to work at 11pm..

maybe sunday will be another day of record of rest.. *yawns*

Special Day of the Year

Ok, im officially 24 now. And thank you to everyone for the warm wishes and greetings. It's been a long time since i got so many people send me birthday greetings.

Are you all waiting for me to say out my wishes?? If i say out, will it still be granted??

Today nothing special. Attend lecture and tutorial then go back already. Now need to prepare for the test tomorrow. TMD, if not i could have go out and watch movie with my friend.

Cold Turkey!!

I cant wait for the new season of soccer to start.. I cant wait to laid my hands on the football management game, "Football Manager 07/08". Although there is no news of whether this game is coming out or not, i only know that this game will come out every season around Sep or Oct.

The previous CD of "Football Manager 06/07" is in ruin as my old CD drive stop working and i totally forgotten about it until i try to play the game. It didnt work and i have to manually eject it out.. And the CD got the lens marks.. Win liao lor..

The joy of seeing your favourite team claim every trophy in sight like European Cup, domestic title, domestic cup. Players are robots, playing every single game to win. The joy of seeing your most hatred team kana beaten by a high scoreline that they dont know what have hit them. The joy of seeing well-known players signing for your favourite team. The joy of moving up the ladder to manage national teams. Singapore in World Cup? No problem. Play cheat lor, save game before the match.. lose liao, restart the game again.. win, then play against a tougher opponent..

At least this game can keep me occupy for one whole day without disturbance.. hehe.. then i can hack care about CowBoyBar..

Engine that stop working for 3 yrs

ok.. some updates.. changes in blog skin and tagboard.. i have decided to use my name for all tags blog rather than mistakenly using other names like "passer-by", "me", "stranger", whatever the names suggest..

its been 3 yrs since i touch a book as i was in army and in the working world.. and it have caused me to a slow start.. but luckily, i still have the basic foundation of accounts, business law, and excel.. the starting was the hardest.. is like a machine that stop operating for 3 yrs..

and before the 2 weeks of break.. had Common Assessment on Accounts, Marco-economics and Business Law..

i passed all of them.. but with contrasting results.. bleh.. Accounts no need to say lah hor.. lol.. Marco-economics, the tutor was stunned to see my results.. and ask me where i go wrong.. all i can say is silly mistakes.. she was expecting me to get high marks.. Business Law, i tot i would fail because most of the questions were on Misrepresentation which i didnt study due to some mix up.. but i pass beyond my expectation.. woohoo..

after the 2 weeks of break.. i know where i stand now.. and the engine in me is fully operational.. wahahah.. time to aim higher now..

and now, for no apparent reason, i kana aim by all the tutors.. in a good way of course.. kaoz.. and i dont like any bit of it...

Pent-up frustration

3 months have passed since i last contacted my former working colleagues..

the moment i ask him, "how are you? how work?"

guess what he say next..

full of vulgarities as everything have been pushed to him.. i mean, been on ground, you could only do these much, yet assigned him with 2 different publishers.. with all the racks up, cartons are still needed to put books, and plastic covers also?? what the hell.. that is worst than slave liao..

i can understand what he is going through and not only that, his buddy is also going to leave this company although i understand that he was going to become a full timer the last i heard..

he also ask me to come back and work with him.. lol.. well, studies still come first..

look like he have to go through another 1 and 1/2 yrs of contract.. i wonder where is his benefits have gone to?? is either abused or neglected.. sigh..

National Day Survey

i read about the national day celebrations survey in the newspaper.. and i was astonished to find what the people actually want in the performance..

more of fireworks.. check
more of gunfiring.. check
less of mass display.. check

but i dont think the survey really show the true value of the celebration.. no??

let see..

free goodies bag?? no??
see handsome army guys in the march past?? no??
see chio bu guiding people in the sing along during the pre-celebration segment?? no??
see own kids performing in the mass display?? no??

i mean, come on, singaporeans are typical kiasu..

MRT Lines

i was stunned when people ask me what colour of the MRT line the area im staying.. especially my classmates..

huh.. i know which line to go to my destination.. i tried to remember all the stations.. but colour of the MRT line?? that's new to me sia..

Got blue, red, green, purple, yellow.. Dont tell me you all going to memorize the colours of the line when the Circle Line and Downtown Line start operating in the future?? If run out of colours, how??

Pre Reflections 2007

2 weeks of holidays.. or some say, time to catch some breath..

in the last post, i will elaborate further into 3 parts..

Family

i realised that the time my family got into these problems is much longer than i thought.. yet they able to go through it without trouble is miracle.. in the past, im not aware of the problem as they ask me to focus on my studies.. so when i get to know about it after my ITE studies, it had already affected me very much.. but now, the thinking that i have all along is rather uncalled for, as i find it hard to cast it aside during studies.. with these 2 weeks of break, i hope i can set my priorities right..

Studies

my main aim was to get into poly.. now that i have got in, people have challenged me to aim for uni.. erm.. if im able to get in, it will be a bonus.. at least in ITE, the aim was there.. now is just to get the diploma.. that all.. haha.. wait till the first semester is over, i will know where i stand..

Working

2 months ago, i saw my colleague in this fast food restaurant.. i approached her for a job in it.. i was rather hesitate to work and studies at the same time as i did before.. and when i did that, i flunk my studies.. so you could say i have the phobia.. first time when she offer me, i reject straight away as they dont recognise my ITE cert.. when she offer me the second time, i consider and at the same time, seek friends' opinion..

firstly, im not very in need of cash.. is the thought of lessening my family burden.. secondly, the pay is low.. but i can gain some experience.. thirdly, exorcise the ghost.. hahaha..

Root of problem

I think i have changed.. for the worse.. not for the better..

The root of the problem comes from my family and somehow this problem has nothing to do with me.. yet i was strapped around it to my ankles and followed me wherever i went.. From NS, previous working place and now, poly studies..

Out of sudden, i find studies is a burden and i should have work instead.. Being the eldest son, the family of course have high expectations of me.. after graduate, coming out to work and able to provide extra income to my family. im very confused right now.. quitting studies for work seem the best solution.. but on the other hand, people been giving encouragement.. but i dont want encouragement.. i want a solution to my family problems.. is really tiring to have these metal chains strapped across the ankle..

is very difficult to focus on my studies when my mind is on my family problems..

i think i really need help.. desperately!!

NS story

guys who went NS.. sure got stories to tell.. somehow my classmates were curious to know what i do as a police..

i stare blankly at them and say, "play with dog lor!!" and also carry on about different job scope and places of deployment.. i also told them that we need to train the dog these commands, "Sit.." "Down.." "Stand.." and "Stay.." and we also use these commands on ourselves when the place that we deployed to, have nothing to do.. cannot play handheld games, cannot bring hp, cannot bring newspaper.. the only place that dont allow all these things is prisons.. and no, i didnt get to woman prison or the changi prison..

the prisons i went was queenstown remand prison, kaki bukit centre, and 2 more.. i forgotten the name but i know where is it.. haha..

Once i reach the deployment point, i take out the walkie-talkie, put on the table and command myself, "Sit" "Down" and the last command will be, with the snap of my finger, "Sleep"

That's my story as a dog handler.. not interesting right.. but the next 2 incidents make me abit regret my choice of going to dog unit..

i was on duty as a driver at the extreme east of the island.. so supervisor required me to drive to HQ, which is at the northern part of Singapore to fetch my colleagues and his dog.. straight away shoot through PIE.. so i was cruising at a normal speed in the middle lane at BKE.. then saw this malaysian lorry.. ROAD HOGGING in the middle lane.. bloody hell, driver sleepy is it or donno how to keep to left lane?? my instincts tell me that it was not the case, so i signal to the left lane and catch up with the lorry.. the very first sight that greeted me was the driver talking on his hp, without knowing that a police truck was at his side.. at that time, police was quite strict with drivers who talk on the phone while driving.. i keep staring at him while on the wheels.. i dont want to horn him, i want to give him a surprise..

he did a double take when he saw me.. lol.. he quickly put his hp down.. and i show him the body language, "Why? what so special that you able to talk on the phone while driving?" then he apologise.. i did not stop him, i just literally give him a second chance, i look again at his direction for awhile before picking up speed.. then from my rear-view mirror, he signal to the left.. my mind was thinking, "hai.. phone call so important meh??"

do you know what my colleague tell me when i told him about the incident?

"wah.. so good.. can use the authority to stare at people without kana complain.. i want also dont have.."

second incident.. again deployed as a driver.. i was on the way to do errands and stop at a T-junction.. the car infront of me didnt move at all despite no car.. "oi.. kin leh.. dont take your own sweet time.. got something to do leh.." and horn the bugger infront.. i think the driver saw the "POLICE" sign big big in front of his rear view mirror.. guess what he do next?? drive off??

he buckled up his seat belt.. wah lao.. im not TP lah.. at that time, i also didnt buckled up my seat belt.. then he drive off.. i overtake him and give him a confused look.. he dont dare to look up.. lol..

wearing the uniform never feels so proud!!

i think i should have gone for traffic police instead of dog unit.. sure hit the quota one.. haha..

1. never buckled up seat belt
2. driving while talking on a hp
3. driving under the influence of alcohol
4. if only this is implemented, signal!! hai..

First time with Jaywalk

yesterday meet up with Jay for the first time.. unforgettable night.. get to know 2 groups of friends.. one during dinner.. one during drinking session..

im skipping the dinner part.. straight to drinking session..

if the drinking session is all about beer and hard liquor.. then you are kana robbed by Jay liao.. i try 2 new drinks.. one of them, i think i need to get the recipe from him.. haha.. no name, nothing.. i only know drink it and bite the lemon.. taste heavenly..

second one.. gin.. seriously i never try this before.. i think im more suited to beer and hard liquor.. but with Jay around, i think i have to go for more training and try out different kinds of beer, wines, gin, vodka, whiskey, tequila..

first cup was double shot.. finish it though struggle with the taste.. second cup single shot.. i only finish 3/4 of the cup before Jay pour another shot in.. hong kan.. my mind already tell me if i go for this, i will head straight to the toilet.. it will be a waste throwing up all the good food that i had during dinner time.. i had expected what Jay going to do next: he ask the group to encourage me to drink finish it.. donno why, i go for the risk and game enough to drink 3/4 of it.. and off i went to the toilet.. i only know i vomit 1/3 of it out..

next time i know what to expect if i meet Jay again.. never have a full dinner.. have some room for drinks also..

anyway, Jay, thanks for the dinner and the drinks.. and also get to know friends through you.. i will add their blogs along the way.. erm, pardon me for the background if they happen to tag on my blog.. will change it as and when i have the time..

Decisions making

hate to make these decisions after thinking long and hard..

1. i have decided to use my ITE style of preparing for exams liao.. im not a person who is able to understand through reading.. rather i write down all over again (simplified style with important points).. Lectures and tutorial didnt really help even with notes..

2. i thinking of changing blog.. though blogger have fervently served me for 3 years.. it's time to move to a better place where interaction would be the top priority.. im not saying that people cant interact at my tagboard.. but i would have prefer if they identified themselves.. i would make an announcement when i have the new blog done..
(ed: after hearing from friends, i decided not to change..)

3. Being in poly for one month, i have seen a fair share of funs and anger.. not for me though as i have yet to be in that stage of anger.. Boys been boys.. they cant seem to take criticisms in their strive.. words have to choose carefully before telling them..

4. Relationships.. i think this point is considered the most important point to the readers.. haha.. but i purposely put it to the last.. firstly im not despo to find a gf as the age gap is too big for me.. secondly, the time is still not right for me.. thirdly, im still relishing been single..

Blog Makeover

at the moment, i dont have any thing to blog.. but on the other hand, i think it's time for a blog makeover..

anyone want to share their master script to the blog?? haha.. all contributions are welcome..

Blue-collared workers

today in class for business management tutorial when this interesting discussion takes place..

Teacher: "what kind of people will go to Starbucks?"

Classmate: "Blue-collared people........."

the moment i heard blue collared workers, my classmate is on road to humiliation liao.. for those people who dont know, blue collared workers are those people working in factory, manufacturing, technical kind of industries. The real answer was white collared people where they work in offices or banks. My teacher have a puzzled look when my classmate give her answer.

Teacher: "Any idea where blue collared workers work?"

Me: "Factories!!"

i feel so bad after class.. sigh..

anyway, i begin to feel complacent in accounts liao.. despite been the 4th week of school term..

the moment the first transaction had been explained, all my accounting knowledge comes back liao..

is like a jigsaw puzzle that you have done so many times for the last 2 yrs, you began to get bored with it, decided to stop for 2 yrs to try something new.. after that you chanced upon your jigsaw puzzle again, you decided to give it a try.. but then all the pieces you already know where to place liao except for some pieces that still need to figure out.. sigh..

Super Auntie

i finally saw the power of a super auntie..

i was on a bus on the way to school.. packed to the brim where people have to stand on the step.. what im going to witness next, will kow-tow to the auntie..

she knock on the entrance.. wanting to get in.. the bus driver LL.. open the door for her and let her in.. she use her elbow and push her way through, stop for awhile to tap her ez-link card.. and then take a deep breath, push all her way to the middle of the bus without saying "excuse me.."

i got two kinds of people who experience the auntie's shove and see how she shoved her way through.. and two kinds of stares at her, the kind of irritated that they have been shoved.. and another was the kind of admiration that the auntie was able to shoved her way through.. im the last kind..

two thumbs up for her.. though i was hesitate to show it in front of her.. and the fact that these kind of aunties, i seen it all.. wonder why so kan cheong to get on the bus given that the bus will not move till all have boarded the bus.. or is it because of the seat available on the bus.. is not as if this is the only bus running the whole of singapore..

oh, another thing, dont stand in front when the bus door is in front of you.. the aunties will push you all the way to the back.. dont believe, try it!!

Emo-ness

sitting on the cold floor of the bathroom, mind was not thinking about taking a bath.. though i was stark naked, my mind wanders to the past.. with my eyes closed, i reach out to the knob, and turn on the shower.. with water hitting on my head, tears began to flow down with the water..

"what have i done to deserve this kind of state or treatment?"
"what kind of friends are you all showing to me right now?"
"what is the purpose of putting the mask on?"
"why the need to tell lies to me?"
"why put a knife behind my back while you are smiling at my side?"

the natural breeze send a chill in me and awoke my senses to the reality.. i feel nothing despite the heater is not on.. all my mind can only read one word, "BETRAYED!!"..

anger have consumed my appetite.. sadness have taken away my happiness.. but somehow, despite the spiritual fall, there was a last ounce of energy in me to declare this, "time to move on..friends are measured by the trial of time.. friends are those who stay by your side despite bad times happen to you.. where are these friends? they are still staying by my side for the last 11 yrs.. though far and few, it enough for me.. the rest, i donno.. or should i say, dont push your luck?!"

optimistic in me is back, with a new scar shown at the back.. water have not wash my guilt or sin away.. but it show a reflection in me what i can improve on.. maybe mentally and the awareness to trust new friends..

with that in mind, i turn off the knob and dry myself.. and clothed myself to hid the scar..

Thanks for the scar you all have given me!!

First Year in Poly

poly life now is in full throttle.. so far so good.. but somehow my time managing skills look very outdated.. need some upgrading.. or maybe i still haven adjust to poly life yet as i will be very tired at the end of the day.. the moment i sit on the bus, my eyes can close straight away..

just an overall view of the modules im taking right now..

Business Computing Applicants (IT) - this module is just like IT. And i find this module a waste of time. The tutor just ask us to refer to books and dont want to teach us anything. might as well dont attend or dont teach better..

Macroeconomics - study economics. I have print out all the lecture notes in this module. im not kiasu lah.. i find it not worth to print one lecture every week.. might as well print all at one go, bind it and more easier to go through..

Business Management - manage people. these group of lecturers are the most messy lot.. last sem notes also go and put in.. and we have to wait until the last min to retrieve the notes..

Business Law - study law. this module, i seen all the cases listed in it.. all i got learn before in ite one.. with some new cases.. im not going to be complacent in this module.. will take this module with a fresh mind..

Accounts - no need to explain. i donno whether is it first impression or is it because i got accounting background that the accounts tutor targeted me.. of course in a nice way lah..

good thing next week got 1 day of holiday and 1 day of e-learning where i dont have to go to school..

Thesis Report

this post i definitely not complaining.. lol.. haha..

because i just read up on business management project that we need to do a 20 pages of report.. haha.. initially i was like, "what the hell? write what.. thesis ah??"

but now, im going to make this report look easy as 1,2,3... the harder it is, the more im willing to commit myself to do it..

Honeymoon Period

one week have passed since school start.. honeymoon is over.. time to shift up a gear for some serious business..

so far, ive only 2 things to voice out..

- lectures.. i know.. is unavoidable.. sigh..
- printing of lectures note.. what the hell.. ask us to buy textbooks still need to refer to lectures notes and print it out.. we can refer to the internet.. download in laptop and study at our own freetime.. so far i have done some experiment where i didnt print out the lectures notes but have referred to the laptop for it.. no problem.. now i want to see how long it takes before the lecturers find out..

first week nothing to do.. never expect my weekend is to see time pass without doing any activities..

Sabotage (2)

is there a way to stop nominating me as a leader?? kana twice already.. different modules somemore.. again the girls were the culprits.. they write my name first as im the only guy in the group.. then they were like, "ok, since you are the only guy, you will be the leader.." what a logical reasoning!!

im not very optimistic about the other modules as well.. as the first module was my class group.. the chances of been a leader and not been one is like 90 to 1.. with the remaining 9 to other guys in my class.. as if i like to volunteer to being a leader..

"eh.. cannot like that lah.. must give other people the chance.. dont always push to me leh..!!"

"can lah.. can lah!!"

no chance to vote.. 4 against 1.. walkover.. no need to talk.. just accept the role..

at the start, i only have one msn conference chat every night.. now im going to have 3 msn conference chat every night..

Sabotage (1)

woohoo.. got to know my class mates liao.. though not all, as we are forced to form a group to analyse and solve the problems..

damn.. of all people.. i kana been the leader.. nice arrow there from the ladies..

today was the first time in class able to chat with friends on msn.. then one of these girl will just push down my laptop screen to an angle where she can see all the contents.. lucky i minimised it before she could see what i was chatting about.. imagine my mouth and my eyes widen when she do this..

already the third day in school.. and only thing i going to suffer for the next 3 yrs will be the lectures.. damn dry.. the lecturers could just go on and on and on without taking a break.. wah lao!!

i cant wait for next week tutorials..

First Day in Poly

yesterday was the first day of school.. only lectures.. no tutorials..

i was totally wrong about these bunch of kids.. 16-18 yrs old compare to a 23 yr old.. sigh..

they are not the nerdy types like the JC, neither are they playful like the ITEs.. they are right in the middle.. time to play.. time to study.. cannot play play with them..

there are several factors i didnt think of it till i see it with my own eyes..
- The desire to do well in their studies..
- Good "O" level result to admit in a business course..

Good thing was my worst fears never came true.. if not, i will have gone crazy.. on the other hand, i haven even touch my books yet, there are already some surprises.. these surprises will only revealed in due time.. wait lah, i haven even know my classmates yet.. only know my orientation group..

I think i can finally score a point in communicating with younger girls.. so far so good.. hope can maintain, if not better.. another thing to foresee is to teach people with no accounting background.. did someone mentioned "big brother ma??"

Full picture of a story

in order to get a full story, one must know both sides of the story.. not just by listening to what other people have say and jump to your own conclusions.. if people want to view me in a bad light just because i dont want to say anything and somehow shift the entire burden to me.. by all means even to the extent of misunderstood..

till now, i have not tell anyone about it.. although is not a secret anymore, but i will be very appreciated if someone dares to come and clarify with me.. rather than giving hints for no apparent reason..

yes, i did blog about it.. but wont it better to hear from the horse's mouth rather than just viewing my blog for the latest developments??

im not bothered about it.. but i just want to set the record straight because of one word: principle..

Poly Orientation

argh.. can someone pls kill me??

the orientation was a no-brainer.. dont even mention to me about the ice-breaker games..

for once, i have difficulty pronouncing 2 unique girls' names.. let alone spelling out here..

still have 3 days to go... argh!!

New chapter of life

hai.. thought my enrolment will hit a snag.. but never expect to see 8 letters flashed across the screen.. "ENROLLED!!"

wah kao.. 4 days of orientation.. do what sia.. the way i see it, 16 apr is not going to be relaxed.. straight away hit the lessons liao..

updated on my chronicles of life..

Gossip-mongers

come on.. give me a break.. to think that i have done the necessary precautions.. yet the gossips still going on strongly even after i left the company..

i have stay away from her.. maintain a distance.. didnt talk to her.. didnt do anything to her.. didnt even bother to call her.. heck, the day i left, i give her my blessings to find her true love.. and now, i got people come and tell me the latest news.. sigh..

i feel so disgusted..

True Friends

" Many people will walk in and out of your life but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.." want my smelly feet?? haha..

i donno about how others view friends as.. but to me, i classified friends into 3 groups according to my trust..

1st outer circle of friends - colleagues, acquaintances, etc.. these group of friends will get to know me very little or none at all.. they will get to see my bad points most of the time.. and this is also where i will guard my privacy as much as possible..

2nd circle - normal friends.. these group of people will know both my bad and good points.. as for privacy and trust is concerned, it will be only at my discretion..

3rd circle - buddies, best friends.. this is where my trust is held in the highest regard.. these people will also know the funny side of me, a very relaxed person in me.. these people will also get to know my secrets..

Red Tape

i feel like cursing ngee ann poly and CPF board for the unnecessary red-tapes.. i could have settled the application on the first day when i went there.. they could have just given me a hardcopy of it rather than telling me to apply it online..

but i never knew the extend of the problem even though i applied online, until i went today.. they cant send the most important email over to me despite informing me that it will send to me in 2 working days.. even as im typing now, no email have been received yet..

in the end, they ask me to submit the hard copy to ngee ann.. waste my time, waste my transport expenses..

never ever recommend me to work in the civil service.. especially the presence of red tape..

Double Job

my studies was nearly in tatters.. because of the past my family have done.. these 2 days was definitely a test for me.. from hopeful to despair.. from despair to hopeful once again..

on monday, i went to the poly to submit my application.. and once again i make a wasted trip.. this is not the first time as i went earlier last yr the first time to defer my studies due to NS. on the other hand, i recce on how to get to the destination faster..

yesterday, in order to make up for the past they have done, my surrounding family members help out to pay for the misc school fees.. the tuition fees will be pay by cpf..

now is 2 down 1 to go.. im currently waiting for the cpf board to call me.. the poly ask me to do it online but the cpf website was not user-friendly at all in the first place that i make a complaint email to them..

if all went well, apr 16 will be the beginning of my 3 yrs suffering.. what im hoping for is the time table to be good to me.. so that i can contact my agent to find a part time job that is flexible to my timing..

Last Days in Warehouse

yes.. 2 more days to go..

7 months have passed since i started working in this warehouse.. whatever changes the warehouse went through, i seen it already..

i think the person im going to miss most is my supervisor.. especially his curses and swears.. i going to miss hearing that.. he is also the person i respect the most.. taught me some invaluable lessons in life..

whoever work with him long enough will sure kana the "sam syndrome".. must find work to do or else mind will go mad..

i know i might sound abit late blogging on this thing.. but who cares.. the way i see it, the more suspicion i have.. is like the moment i blog something about work, the next day these 2 people will somehow know what to do, to the extend i find it very surprising and coincidence.. i have 2 very good examples..

- admin staff.. i blog that i sms her misc stuff and work stuff but she wont reply.. then the very next day when i sms her, she reply.. now i cant be bothered to sms her anything.. no particular reason..

- warehouse co-ordinator.. i blog about her way of treatment with a high level of double standards.. the next day whoever do wrong, all kana scolding.. as usual, i still dont talk to her that much as my colleagues..

i wonder if these guys really read my blog, are you all going to be faithful followers of this blog?? lol.. i doubt so.. after i leave, i think im already forgotten in their memories..

Memories of warehouse experience

ever since i started working in this company, i have seen people leaving and coming at the same time.. to me, i considered my batch the first.. followed by the 2nd batch of newcomers to come and do stock-take at the end of the yr.. these are people who having finish their studies and waiting for their results..

then the 3rd batch.. i considered them the worst of all.. never do OT, pick wrong books.. by the end of one week, they quit themselves.. they are students who just finish their studies in ITE..

currently the 4th batch and also the last before i leave, i find them to be pro-active.. once they know what are their responsibilites, they will know how to do.. this batch is also the one that brighten up my day with a joker in it.. willing to experiment how is it like to be raincoated with plastic wrapped around him.. no struggle and raincoat him the tighest.. imagine a person trying to lose weight with plastic wrapped around him.. this batch are students who graduated from poly and are waiting for national service..

look, i already give the assurance to my supervisor that there will be someone better than me..

One against all

hai.. look like im not the only one who is complaining.. 6 months into this job, i finally saw my colleagues' patience been tested..

for this whole week, my colleagues turn to me whenever they got a scolding for nothing by the warehouse co-ordinator..

they do out of goodwill, with a good intention.. the end result was a scolding.. i chuckled as i think about it.. hehe..

the only comforting message i could tell them is, "you first day know her?"

i still have 2 weeks of suffering to go..

Final straw

one baseless remark prove to be the final straw..

"you never check whether you got receive or not, anyhow send.. later JT kana scolding again.."

first of all, whenever i receive any books for shipment, i will tick against the title, or write on a new piece of paper.. if i never receive, what for i write..

if the way i do is questionable, then i might as well leave.. the longer i stay, the more troubles i create..
since i already leave a bad impression to the ware-house co-ordinator, i might as well give a lasting one..

i know that im not close to her in any other way, but why the double standards the way i do and the way other people do??

out of goodwill, admit to her that i do wrong.. kana scolding.. but my colleagues different.. do wrong and all they get is, "you ah!!"

Happening in Chinese New Year

this chinese new yr, i saw more than what i bargain for.. all happened in the same day..

first, i was at the bus stop waiting for bus to meet my friends for movie.. sitting there, observing people when i noticed a girl wearing sleeveless shirt, alighting from a bus.. she hold her hands up to put her bag.. then my eyes zoom into her armpit area.. wah lao eh, armpit hair!! there's goes my new yr mood..

so my bus came, and board the bus.. along the way, i was disturbed by a loud cries of "Oh Shit!!" and i look into the direction of most communters are looking at.. a taxi nearly knock down an elderly jay-walker.. the elderly jay-walker was alright though was in shocked.. the taxi driver offer his help to the elderly jay-walker..

quite an eventful new yr i ever had..

ok, i think everyone is waiting for me to say whether did i confess even though the chances is zero??

the answer is yes.. i confess well knowing that the chances is zero.. at least i have nothing to hide now, nothing to lose, nothing to afraid of..

if you all insist on rating the chances i had, then i shall give some examples why i rate it zero..
- call but no answer..
- sms but no reply..

dont tell me the moment i confess, my chances will be 100%.. then i will be in for a surprise..